Ch.7 Like A Fire, Desire Consumes
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~Jacob's POV~
"Hello? Jake? Anybody home?" Paul said waving his hands in front of my face.
"Oh. Sorry, man. What'd you say?" The truth is I really didn't care anymore, but I promised Billy I'd get out and hang with my friend. He didn't mention the imprint and the pack didn't seem to know. The old man was probably too ashamed to tell anyone or he knew I'd never be with Emmett. Whichever it was, I was just glad he kept his mouth shut.
"I was asking if you wanted to go for a run, but it's cool if you don't wanna." Paul cocked his eyebrow before sighing and plopping down on the log beside me. He placed his hand on my shoulder, before continuing," What are you hiding Jake?"
"I'm not hiding anything. And if I were it's not like I'd tell you," I mumbled the last part before shrugging his hand away and turning my head towards the beach. Paul was a good friend but when it came to secrets he couldn't keep his mouth shut more than a blabby teenage girl.
"What the hell is that suppose to mean? I'm your friend, Jake. Who am I going to tell besides the pack?"
"Exactly. If I tell you, the whole pack's gunna know. I have enough on my plate as it is. I don't need the pack in my business too," I shouted at the short-tempered wolf.
"Jake, you can tell me anything. I'm here for you, man. I just want to help out in any way I can," Paul cooed. I turned around and wished I hadn't. His eyes were pleading and he looked so innocent."I promise that it's just between us. No one's gunna find out."
"OKAY!" I sighed. "I... Imprinted. On Emmett Cullen." He shuddered before stepping toward me.
"Does he know?" He asked slowly.
"No, but he made it pretty obvious the feeling wasn't mutual." I rested my head in my hands and sighed for the 50th time today.
"I'm sorry," Paul said, wrapping his arms around my shoulders, pulling me into an embrace. "Damn leeches. Causing nothing, but destruction. It'll be okay Jake. I'm here for you." I hugged back, gripping around his waist. I was holding on as if I didn't I'd float away and disappear. "I've always been here," he whispered in my ear. "I can make you forget about him, I can make you happy. Give you love and peace." I tear rolled down my face. I didn't want Paul I wanted Emmett, I wanted all those things with Emmett.
He kissed my cheek. Happiness. It sounded so good right now. He cupped my cheek and pulled my lips to his. I didn't fight or kiss back. More tears streamed down my face. I jumped back and stared at him. "I c-can't."
"Try," He murmured, strolling forward and capturing my lips with his own. This time I kissed back, and I poured all of my love for Emmett into it. He pushed me roughly into the nearest tree. I gasped at the sudden pain that traveled up my spine, giving him the perfect opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth. He explored my mouth, moaning and snaking his arms around my waist. I wrinkled my nose in disgust as he shamelessly bucked his hardening member into my thigh.
I wanted to stop this, for it to just be over with. I was disgusted with myself for letting him defile me like this, for not being strong enough anymore to push him away and tell him to go to hell.
His hands moved to my chest, grabbing fist-full's of my shirt and tearing it open. He greedily wandered ever inch of me. I was a monster. I was a disgusting, evil being who deserved pain, who deserved to be shamed and raped by someone who he used to call friend. But I suppose it's not rape if you let them do it... I hate you. No, I hate myself for not punching you in the gut and running away from here. Gah! When did I become such a pussy? I was Jacob Fuckin' Black for Christ Sake! True Alpha of the Quileute wolf pack and Not to mention the coolest dude on the La Push Reservation; although, it really didn't seem that way right now.
In my little mental he-man speech I had worked up enough strength to tell Paul to go straight to hell, but before the words could come out I saw someone standing at the edge of the forest with a grim expression on his face. An expression of horror, pain, and confusion. And who wore that face sent me into a dark black abyss, somewhere cold and empty. I was alone and scared in my own personal little hell forever burning at the hands of loved ones. I saw his face in hell, his sad, horrified face. Though this wasn't hell only preparing me for what was to come.
There he stood maybe 20 feet away. Emmett Cullen in all his unnaturally beautiful splendor. He looked gorgeous, even with that horror-struck expression on his face. I wanted to kick Paul in the groin and run to Emmett and cry into his sculpted chest, but I stood there and stared dumbly at Emmett as he quickly regained his composure and sneered in disgust then suddenly darted into the forest he had emerged. I suddenly panicked when I realized Emmett was leaving, thinking that I actually wanted to be fucked by Paul. Angry surged through me as I thought of what Paul had just cost me.
A growled erupted from my chest as I shoved Paul off of me. His brow furrowed in confusion and I clenched my fist tightly and landed a quick right hook to his jaw. He hissed in pain, but quickly recovered as I began to run in the direction Emmett had fled.
"What the fuck, Jake?" He said angrily, as he started to follow after me.
"Go to hell, Paul. Don't follow or I'll do more than just punch your disgusting face, you fucking traitor," I growled over my shoulder as my pace quickened to escape from Paul, so I could explain to Emmett that what he had seen was not as it had looked. The trailing wolf suddenly stopped, as the vampire's scent hit him off guard.
"You're going back to him? He doesn't want you!" Paul yelled at me as I continued to run after the man who had refused me and was the reason I was even in this situation with Paul, but I didn't care. I loved the vampire, even if he never felt the same about me and I refused to have him think I was enjoying what Paul was doing to me.
The wolf behind me had stopped his pursuit and I ran at full speed, following Emmett's intoxicating scent. I leaped over fallen trees and weaved around the obstacles the forest provided; as I was gaining up on the vampire when we emerged in a clearing. I was panting from the run and said in a raspy voice," Stop. Running." He stopped and stood facing away from me. I slowed then stopped a few feet away from him. I caught my breath and met his eyes as he turned around to meet me. "Thank you. Now let me explain wh-"
I was abruptly cut off as Emmett quickly added," No need, Jacob. I understand. I just didn't want to... Interrupt..."
I rolled my eyes and tried again to explain myself," I didn't want Paul to do that. I was… I guess weak...? Anyways I wanted to make sure you knew that what you saw wasn't like it looked. He took advantage of me…" Emmett shared back with a confused expression of his face and his brow slightly arched.
"He…Took advantage of you?" Emmett's jaw clenched and he shook his head." Why were you 'weak'?"
"Um, it's just some things have been bothering me… I don't want to talk about it…" I said looking down at my feet that wore my black converse I got for my Birthday last year.
I saw through my lashes that Emmett slowly nodded and opened his mouth to say something, but quickly closed it. We stood in silence for a few minutes and I finally decided to say something.
"Could we go for a walk?" I mumbled chewing on my bottom lip, a habit that I had picked up from Bella.
"Sure," He nodded and stood waiting for me to catch up with him. I walked slowly to meet him and we began walking down a trail that jutted back into the forest, probably some forgotten nature trail. The trees formed a canopy over us and we walked silently for several minutes before he spoke.
"I'm sorry about the other day, Jacob," he softly said and I just shrugged a little. "Anyways, about Paul, what happened? It may not be any of my business but I'd like to know."
"Well… My dad told me to get out of the house and spend times with some friends. I ended up hanging with Paul and I told him something and he kind of took advantage of the situation and kissed me and I didn't stop him, so… yeah."
"Why didn't you say no, if that's not what you wanted?" He questioned with a worried look on his perfect face.
"Honestly, I have no idea. I wish I would have told him to 'Go to hell' sooner than I did. I guess I didn't care at that point. I don't know…" I trailed off watching as a Blue Jay leapt from the branch it was perched on and soared through the tree tops.
"Oh." Emmett slowly nodded.
I chuckled softly and looked at Emmett would stood by my side as we walked. "Pretty crazy week."
~Emmett's POV~
"Pretty crazy week," Jacob said with a light chuckled. He had an amazing smile and I longed to see it again. I wish things had been different. I wished I could kiss those soft supple lips again and hold him in my arms. I wanted to reach out and touch him, to comfort him but a held back the urge and breathed a sigh as his scent fanned my face.
"Yeah," I smiled.
We both continued to walk as a comfortable silence fell upon us and I smirked as the wolf began to fidget with the hem of his shirt.
"I have a question," Jacob suddenly said with a smirk on his face, I nodded for him to continue. "Can vampires, you know, do it?"
I burst into laughter and clenched my side. "That was pretty random," I manage to say in between laughs. He began to laugh along with me.
"I know. I know. But it just kind of popped into my head," he chuckled.
"Well, than yes. We can and do," I said with a humored smiled.
"But I don't understand…" he pursed his lips in confusion.
"Well, when one vampire likes another vampire, they-" I started but was cut off as Jacob light smacked my arm. I chuckled with him before he continued.
"No! I mean can they-"he coughed, a light blush settling on his cheeks, than finished," um, climax… I guess?"
"Yes. I don't know how, but yeah," I chuckled. He bit his lip in thought then nodded.
"Oh, okay," He replied thoughtfully.
"Well what about wolf's? You guys don't age until you stop shifting, so how do you guys fertilize, or whatever?"
"Ahahaha," Jacob laughed. "I don't know. I haven't met a wolf who has had a kid while they're still in activate wolf." He shrugged. "Maybe they can't."
"Hmm, maybe not," I said with a grin still on my face.
As we kept walking we come to a small sandy beach that looked that it hadn't been visited in a long time. Jacob looked it over before sitting on a large piece of drift wood and I followed suited and sat in next to him.
I looked out over the water, the sunset painting the water with beautiful orange, yellow, and pink colors. The sun was beginning to sink behind the ocean and a few birds flew into the horizon, probably retreating to their nest before the sun disappeared into the vast sea.
I glanced over at Jacob who seemed to be enjoying the peaceful sunset, his lips slightly parted. The remains of this tattered shirt were swaying with the wind, exposing his rippling abs. My throat became dry and my groin began to stir to life. He was so beautiful, everything about him invited me in; his scent, his voice, his looks, and especially his body. I continued to stare at him until he slowly turned to face me, a small smile of his soft lips. They looked so kissable…
All of the walls I built up and all of the wants and needs that I locked away spilled out and pooled in my head, stirring around and taking control of me. They commanded my body to react to our closeness and my lips met his in a passionate kiss. His eyes widened as my lips crushed his and he was frozen from shock. I pulled back enough for me to speak, but before I managed a word, Jacob's lips were back on mine. He pulled us closer together, his chest pressing against mine. My tongue grazed his bottom lip and he complied my opening his mouth and allowing me excess to his wet cavern. I explored his mouth, gently caressing with my tongue, and he softly moaned into my mouth.
My right hand reached around and held the back of his neck, pushing us closer together, and my left was rested on his hip. I released his mouth and gently kissed his jaw to his neck, nipping and suckling as I went. His head tilted back, allowing me better excess to this sensitive spot. He moaned as I continued to lay small love bites on his neck and collarbone. My mind was in a frenzy hearing Jacob moan and withering in my arms. My groin was hardening painfully and I looked down to see Jacob was also sporting a painful hard-on.
Jacob tugged at my chin, and he roughly smashed his kiss-bruised lips into mine. I quickly pulled Jacob from his place on the log, and laid him on the sandy beach, our lips never parting. My body pushed against him and a throaty moan escaped my lips as our clothed erection collided. Jacob began to ground his groin into mine and we both moaned and grunted until I stopped Jacob's administrations by holding his hips in my hands. He looked at me with lust filled eyes in confusion; I gently kissed his swallow lips, then grabbed his shirt and pushed it up over his head. I reached to do the same to myself but he removed my hands from the shirt and replaced it with his own, and pulled the shirt over my head. His eyes trailed down my chest and he lightly began nibbling on his bottom lip, he was so sexy and I wanted so bad to pound myself into the taunt body. A growing heat was burning inside me that begged for release. I moved from my position on Jacob, and stood on my knees beside him. I bent over to lay small kiss on his collarbone and chest, I kissed down until I came to his hardened nipple that I greedily licked and nipped at it, his back arcing into me.
Jacob voice cut the air and sent shivers down my spine, "Emmett! Please." He grunted, "I need you." My body went into overdrive and I, without thought, ripped the belt roughly from its latch and yanked his pants down quickly. I looked down at the bulge that was still covered by his strained boxer briefs. I glanced up at Jacob who was propped up on his elbows, and gave his a small smile before removing his boxers and watching as his cock was released from his resistant. He gasped as he felt the breeze or his nether region, and I couldn't help the smirk that was plastered to my face. Jacob looked down at me with needful eyes, and I gently gripped his erection. I began pumping his length, while watching Jacob's eye lids flutter and his breathe come in raspy moans.
"Emmett... Please," Jacob gasped, sending a shudder through my body.
I hesitantly removed my hand from his erection and placed a soft kiss on his lips, jaw bone, and neck before trailing down his abdomen with open mouth kisses. I press my lips on his inner-thigh and nibbled my way to his perfect "V". Glancing up at Jacob, I kissed the head of his cock and took him into my mouth. The wolf beneath me let out a whiner, and I couldn't stop the moan that escaped passed my lips, humming against Jacob's length. I bobbed my head up and down, using my tongue in a circular motion around the shaft and head. Jacob's hands slipped in my hair, gripping hard and slightly tugging. I could feel his body getting close to its climax and all I wanted was to taste his essence.
"Stop. Emmett..., " he managed. I loved the sound of my name on his lips, the very sound made my cock twitch. I quickly removed my lips from his manhood and glanced up at him. "I want you to fuck me. Please."
"I will never fuck you, Jacob," I replied. My heart was so full of love and happiness, a small lump formed in my throat, a feeling I haven't gotten in years, maybe even decades. I small smile formed on my lips and I returned my gaze to him. He now wore a shocked expression and I could see the hurt in his eyes."I will never fuck you, but I will make love to you."
A single tear rolled down his cheek and a light blush was evident on his tan features. "Emmett..."
That was all I needed to hear and, with vampire speed, I removed my pants and boxers. Jacob was beautiful with the sand clinging to his chest and abdomen; I would always remember this beauty, this elegance.
"Jake, this is going to hurt and... if at any moment you want me to stop just say so."
"Never," he smiled. I dripped down a placed a light kiss on his parted lips. "Take me."
I took my index finger into my mouth and lightly suckled, so I could ready his entrance. Jake stopped me, licking his lips and taking the finger from my mouth and placing it into his own, along with my middle finger. He was so fucking sexy, and the burning heat in my lower abdomen was becoming unbearable. I removed the fingers from his mouth and placed my index finger at his entrance. He gave me a slight nod and I insert the first finger loosening and moving to back and forth. When I decided he was ready for a second, I added my middle finger and began scissoring his tight pucker. This lasted only a few minutes before I hit the mass of nerves of his prostate, mentally noting it location. Future reference.
"Shiiiit. I'm ready. Now. God, Now," he moaned.
If I had a mirror, I'd probably see the cheesiest ass grin on my face. Yet, an overwhelming nervousness came over me but I quickly pushed it away and moved to place my member at his opening. With a deep breath, I pushed myself into the taunt hole and froze as the base of my cock hit his ass. He grunted and moaned all at once, but shouted a urgent, "Move!" At a slow pace I began moving in and out of him, moaning and cursing as I went. I quickened my pace, the fire in my lower body growing intensely. Soon, I was pounding in and out of him at an almost inhuman speed. Positioning myself at his prostate, hitting it blow by blow. The young wolf beneath me was shaking with his back arced and undistinguishable words pouring from his mouth. Soon he climaxed cum spewing all over my chest and abdomen. During his orgasm, I released into him, riding it out has the burning heat left my body in small spurts and I collapsed on top of him.
For what seemed like hours we just laid there, his arms lightly wrapped around me and legs loosing laying over my ankles. When I realized what the others are probably thinking of my absence or what Jake's pack was wondering, I shot up and reached for my pants. Hurryingly slipping them on.
~Jacob's POV~
A sudden surge of panic shot through me as I watched Emmett quickly slip on his pants and pull his shirt over his arms.
"Where are you going?..."I quietly asked, looking around at the still empty beach.
"Do you know where my shoe went..?" He searched, eyes avoiding mine.
"Emmett, Forget the damn shoes and talk to me!" I roared.
"Sorry.. I need to get back to the house. The others will be worried, especially since I told them I was going into Wolf territory."
"Oh..Yeah. I don't know if you're going to regret this again, but in the case that you do; I want you to know that I don't. I imprinted on you, Em. And.. you're all I think about. I've wanted this since I met you. Fuck, I don't think I can live without you," I signed, shaking my head and laying it to rest in my palms.
"Jacob. I don't regret this one bit. I just...need time to think. This is all so much..I have to go."
I nodded once before mumbling a soft, "Bye." And with vampire speed he was gone, and I was left alone with my thoughts. You'd think I'd get use to the solitude, but it never got easier; especially since it felt like a piece of my heart was missing. Damn, Imprinting. Yet, I didn't regret meeting Emmett.
.:When I uploaded the final products and I didn't read over it, because it was just so much and I'd read it so many times that I was a little burnt out. Aha. So I'm sure they're some errors, and if I missed up too bad just let me know. Did you compair the earlier chapters to this one? I saw quiet an Thanks again. Uploading Chapter 8 soon.:.