Hey lovers! Haha. I'm really getting into PJ-HARVEY's The Devil (hint hint) haha. I hope you enjoy this. I've been LITERALLY TOLD I had TO MAKE this happen in THIS chapter...so ENJOY! HAHA (You'll understand later...)

GERARD

"Blake, get your ass upstairs and get changed!" I screamed at her, she was still lying on the couch watching TV.

"No..." She moaned.

"Now! Ray's going to be pissed if we're late." I said, pointing to the stairs 'so will you lover-boy.' I added. She shot me a look before jumping up and running upstairs. I sat on the couch, waiting impatiently as the minutes ticked by. I brushed back my hair as I waited. I heard her come down the stairs, I jumped up to take a look. She smiled at me; she had purple skinny jeans, black converse with purple and black stripy laces and a Black Flag top on. Her nails painted black with he skeleton gloves and her purple hair sprang behind her. Her eyes were thick with eyeliner and her lips with a purply-red coloured lip-gloss. She must be the only girl who could comfortably go out, looking amazing, wit out really making an effort.

"As great as you look;" I started with, a smile playing on my face "how could it have took you long to get changed into that?" I asked.

"Well, I was in a different outfit, but I realised it was WAY to revealing and I didn't want you googling me up." She laughed taking my arm.

"Nice jeans by the way." She added. I looked down at my black, holey skinnies covered in band patches. She grabbed her bag and we were out, into the car and ready to go too Rays...actually, not quite...

"I need to stop of at Gerrys."

"Why?"

"It's not a party without the bangers." She said simply, jumping out of the car and running into Gerrys. I sat wondering what the hell she meant until she ran back out and jumped into the car, waving to clear bags, one with pills in and the others with rolls.

"It's not a party without the bangers..." I repeated in an enlightened tone.

"Finally figured that out, huh?" She laughed as I drove on.

"Don't laugh at my stupidity." I said, giggling myself. You could hear music pounding blocks away, traffic was solid on Rays street.

"To think half of these people don't even know who Ray is." Blake laughed as we ended up parking on some ones lawn. I took her hand and lead her through the crowd into the part, where I still didn't let it go, until...

"Okay, open wide." She smiled. I stuck my tongue out and she placed a pill onto it then one in her mouth. I smiled as she did so, her eyes focused on my mouth.

"And close your eyes." She commanded, I looked at her questioningly before closing my eyes. I felt her lips on mine, parting my mouth. I kissed her back, in complete shock. She pulled back with a smile and opened her mouth revealing two pills.

"How the hell did you do that?" I ask and she swallowed them back.

"Practise." She laughed. I didn't like the idea of her practising that with any other guy, but I was still buzzed up about the fact we had just kissed so I didn't let it bother me.

"Here." She took my hand and pressed another two into them, curcling my finger around it. I brought them too my mouth and swallowed them back.

"Now the party can get started." She smiled looking around the dark room. People bodies surrounded us and the music pumped and lazors streamed around us. In the air was the ever comforting smell of liquor.

"Gee! Blake!" I heard some one say. I turned to see Ray and gave him a hug.

"Hey birthday boy!" I said whilst laughing as he gave Blake a hug.

"Ooh, I got this for you." She pulled out another see through bag, I hadn't seen this one and handed it to him.

"You know how to make me happy, don't you?" He laughed. She just blushed and gave him another hug.

"Now go! There are plenty of girls in here and all of them are looking for you." She smiled as she pointed at a girl at the other end of the room discreetly. Ray gave me a smirk.

"You got a good one." He said, before I could say anything and ran off, by now I was blushing beyond fiercely, now in the realm of a tomato look alike.

"Lighten up babe." She laughed, taken my hands and wrapping them around her waist, making me sway to the thunderous music playing in the background.

"you get way too much of a kick from making me dance terribly."

"You're a good dancer, honey." She said, her hips moving rhythmically under my hands. As always when ever anything good was happening to me, that asshole had to come.

"Blake!" I heard him say loudly as he strode over to me. She parted from my grasp and gave him a hug.

"Hey, Bert!" She smiled, her arms tightly around his neck as she kissed his cheek. He pulled back and gave me a smirk.

"How'ya doing...Gerard?"

"Much better ever since your friends have stopped beating me up..." I muttered. Blake looking awkwardly between us.

"It's a good party isn't it." She said trying to brake the silence between the three of us. Some one bumped into me, as the crowds moved around.

"Maybe we should go into the next room." Bert said, only really talking to Blake.

"Cool." She said, he took her hand and pulled her along, but she grabbed onto mine and flashed a smile at me as our line pierced through the crowds to get to the next room. My hands were sweaty in hers, my pulse quickening.

BLAKE

There I was, hand in hand with the two guys who were tearing me apart. Quite literally at this moment. Each of them pulled on my hands, pulling me towards them as we walked through the crowds. I found myself finding a space in the crowded couch, sitting down and smiling up at the two boys. There was Bert, he was sweet and handsome and layed back...but then there was Gerard, who was adorable, funny, artistic, cute...but right now I wasn't sure about how I felt about him. I mean...oh god, this whole thing was a mess. They were like each others...alike opposites? Do you know what I mean? You probably don't...

"Here you go." I said handing Bert a pill before lighting of a spliff and taking a draw, Gee squeezed in beside me, leaving Bert hanging of the arm of the chair.

"Gimme that!" Gee said with a smirk, pulling the roll from me and taking a deep breath in of it.

"I got some subbies and special k if you're interested." Bert said, diving for his pocket. This was our life, well mine. The whole 'drug,' 'pop,' culture. The florescent light, the pumping music, sweaty hands, grime and filth, the desperation for the next hit, the never ending supply of alcohol, the vivid images of insanities adolescent grip tearing apart my mind, the exiguous rouges, the humbling sense of inferiority to the masses of bodies shaking around you, the euphoric eyes of a wild man ready to strike.

"Hit me baby!" I laughed as I jacked myself up on the momentum of pills and weed and powders or all sorts. Time flicked by, like an angry tongue of a babbling malicious mongrel. Gerard seemed content with limply holding my hand, drinking himself to death and watching the crowds, but Bets hand had moved onto my leg, moving ever further up, his eyes burning into my complexion. I tried to ignore him as Mikey wobbled up, Alicia holding him by his arm. My eyes became large, Gerard didn't know about Alicia.

"Mikey what the fuck are you on?" Gee said, his tone less harsh than intended by the mellowing effects of the drugs.

"Just some motherfucking liquor...Gotta problem, druggy?" He added with a snort.

"Baby, ease up." Alicia said.

"Sorry about this...but, yeah...who the fuck are you?" Gerard asked, directing the question to Alicia. As he did so I glanced briefly back at the very amused looking Bert who's body was almost completely lurched over mine, to the point where I could almost feel his chest rise and fall.

"I'm his girlfriend and I'm guessing you're Gerard." Alicia said with a smirk directed towards the very horrified Mikey.

"Wow...this is awkward." I muttered.

"Very." Bert agreed quietly.

"You have a girlfriend? Nice to meet you by the way..." Gerard said, still horrified, but adding some of his normal charm at the end.

"Stop being such a grouch. Frankie has one! Ray and bob are making out with girl right now! You're just jealous because no one wants you." Mikey said bitterly. You had to wince at that moment, it was the MOTTS. For those who don't know what the MOTTS are; it's that moment whilst watching TV or talking to your friends when some says or does something so awkward and so incredibly ignorant you want to die or switch the channel over, BUT your curiosity won't let you.

"I'm going to pretend you didn't say that." Gerard huffed. Mikey rolled his eyes. I'd never seen Mikey like this. He skulked of. Alicia smiled at me before lowering herself near Gee.

"I'm so sorry, he's way out of it, he didn't mean it." She said before turning to find Mikey.

"And now I want to kill some one." Gee said, staring intently on Mikey and Alicia. I felt Berts hand raise further, so far that it was lsightly out of my comfort zone.

"Bert." I growled, shooting him a look.

"Can I talk to you...somewhere private?" He asked me. I asked Gerard through a sort of questionable look if he didn't mind me going. He just sighed and nodded; I instantly jumped up relived to get Bert of my and followed him to the over side of the room. He casually leaned against the wall, sizing me up. I could feel the drugs pumping through my veins. My heart pounded as his face neared mine.

"I've really enjoyed getting to know you..." He smiled. I glanced back at Gee he was still watching Mikey. I couldn't imagine...Mikey and Gee had always been so close, it must hurt him the thing Mikey just said. I couldn't believe he said that.

"Yeah, I've enjoyed getting to know you too..." I smiled. I opened my mouth to tell him that I should get back to make sure Gee was okay, but instead he planted his lips on mine. He lips pushing mine open and his tongue quickly flicking along mine. I pushed him away from me.

"Sorry. I just..." I shook my head. I couldn't.

"It's okay...Do you want to get out of here? Your friend's boring me." I opened my mouth in shock. Did he JUST say that.

"What the fuck?" I exclaimed, he looked around shocked.

"He's my best friend and I promised I'd stay here so please call him boring." I sighed.

"Well why don't you go out with him then?" He snapped.

"You know what, I'd prefer to go out with him." I just laughed, I turned from him in a rage. Fucking dickhead.

GERARD

I couldn't believe my brother had just said that to me. How could he? I'd spent most of my childhood looking after him and he just said that to me! The ass...and he didn't even tell me he had a fucking girlfriend! Jesus Christ, if anything could make you think pathetic it would be your brother doing that. My eyes flicked to Blake and Bert, his head was dangerously close to hers, she said something before he eyes met with mine, but before she could say anything else Bert placed his lips on hers. I felt my stomach twist around. My knuckles clenched as his arms pulled around her. He hands creeped up his chest and pushed him away from something. I breathed out heavily, she didn't look impressed. She said something to him, He looked over to me harshly, pointing and saying something. She stared at him , shouted something and turned from him. He grabbed her arm.

"Get off me!" I heard her exclaim.

"Oh fuck it, you're not worth it. You're just some kid." He said as she walked to me.

"Are you okay?" I asked.

"Yeah...sure. Thanks." She said shakily.

"I'm sorry I didn't listen to you before. You're right, he is an asshole." She sighed rubbing at her eyes. I looked around the crowded room.

"I feel like such a fool..." She moaned, stamping her foot childishly.

"Don't worry...people will be talking about the next thing tomorrow." I smiled giving her shoulder a quick squeeze.

"I don't even want to go into it... He sat there feeling me up then thought it was appropriate to shout of about you."

"Don't even think about it... He's a jerk." There was a painful silence. Blake looked over too Mikey.

"With that last shred of sense left in my body, I'm going to tell you to go and talk to him."

"I can't be assed..." I sighed.

"Then..." She glanced back to the shadowy figure that was Bert before pulling out a load of pills and shoving them at me "get ready because this is going to be one hell of a night."

-------------4 HOURS LATER--------------

My insides were downing in a pool of alcohol and crud. Our bodies all hushed together, sweat dripping of each other...

"Dancing is so fun..." Blake said, her arms flying in the sky, her hips swaying and her hair flying around wildly.

"Watching you is so fun." I laughed. She ignored that and carried on dancing. Her eyes closed and she swayed and consciously left us. Her mouth opened slightly.

"You know...you don't give yourself enough credit." She laughed handing me the spliff from her mouth.

"Huh?" I asked, taking a draw in.

"You're way cooler than you give yourself credit for..." She laughed, he finger all of the sudden stroking my hair.

"Why thankyou." I laughed, I felt light headed and the earth seemed to implode around me. Blake was barely able to stand. I lead her to the kitchen where tuns of dunk teens sat making out, including Bob.

"Hey dude!" I said giving him a hug, dragging him away from the pretty young girl he was with.

"Hi...Nice to see ya." He slurred between the two of us.

"You have any idea where the birthday boy is?" I asked.

"I think he may be...busy." Bob laughed hysterically. It's funny how distorted life can look though lenses of drugs and alcohol. I sat down on the last plastic stool left. Blake flumped onto my knee. I laughed, she barely weight a thing...or maybe that was the numbness of my body.

As soon as I'm left alone
The devil wanders into my soul
And I pretend to myself...
I go out
To the old milestone
Insanely expecting
You to come there
Knowing that I wait for you there
That I wait for you there
Come!Come!
Come here at once!Come!Come!
On a night with no moon
Because all of my being is now in pining
All of my being is now in pining
What formerly had cheered me
Now seems insignificant, insignificant

Our heads pressed together, I panted hard. Struggling to catch my breath as my heart pounded. Everything was getting to close to me. To close. To fast. To far. I waved out.

"Shhh...it's okay..." Blake whispered, her finger over my lips. I panted.

"My chest...is so tight..." I complained... I felt her breath against my cheek.

"It's beautiful." She said with a sharp breathe. Our eyes connected. This pointless, senseless, drug educed conversation struck a... thin, deep, chord in my. I had no Idea what we were talking about...Bu ti agreed. It was all so beautiful. The shining light, the stiffness of my muscles, the shaking of my hands, the trembling of my lips. Her finger creeped around my neck, her eyes closing. I followed her lead, closing mine to. Her lip brushed against my, gently pushing mine open, the slight movement sending chills through the body. She let her top lip cease mine, her teeth pulling my lip softly further in. I pulled away, her worn eyes glazed with lust sank into mine. I looked around at the hordes of people, our noses touching gently as or lips skimmed over each others. She pulled at my hand leading me into Rays room, the only un occupied room thanks to the giant 'DO NOT ENTER' sign on it. A sudden wave of passion shook through us as I fumbled to close the door as she kissed me savagely. I pushed her against the wall, she groaned with pleasure as my hands searched her shaking body. I was so scared I'd pass out or buckle if I stopped for a second. My hand shakily cupping her face as I heard her heavy panting. She pushed us of the wall, he hands pulling at my shirt willing it of as our bodies collapsed onto the bed. She kissed along my chest, down to my pants where I felt her hand slip down them as she straddled me.

"Bl-aake..." I stuttered out as she rubbed cruelly down onto the denim. He eyes still focused on mine. My 'member' throbbing painfully against my jeans as her hips pressed against mine, sending a surge of pleasure through my body. IT rubbed painfully against the course material... As if she had read my thought she un did the zipper and button. I let out a gasp as her hand disappeared down into it and her kisses reached the crook of my neck. Her fingers circled around the tender flesh around my private area, making my hips lurch forward. She let out a satisfying grown as I pulled her body further onto mine, kissing her fiercely. Her kisses had lead down to my lower stomach when she rolled of me, so she was lying next to me on the bed, laughing hysterically. I lay there, in complete shock, my erection becoming stiffer and uncomfortable through the silence. I pulled my pants up, forgetting about my top and looked over to the amused looking Blake.

"They're whispering, Gee...They're talking to me." She said, giggling as she clutched her sides. Her eyes snapped shut. I stared at her, worried. I leaned over her trying to find her pulse...The door opened.

"Oh crap...I'll leave you guys..." I heard Rays voice. I turned quickly.

"No! It's not like that! I was just checking to see if she was asleep..." I said, quickly moving over.

"Ahuh...Why don't you come with me, some guys doing skate tricks on the cars outside and it's fucking hilarious!" He laughed. I shook my head.

"I kinda don't want to leave her unconscious by herself in a house full of drunk, horny boys." I said before he left I lay down, exhausted and desperate for air. My eyes fluttering with tiredness. I heard a giggle. I turned onto my side to see Blake staring at me, with her giant childlike eyes. Innocents flowing out of her.

"You straddled me when you where checking if I was breathing." She laughed. I felt myself sling my arms gently around her, protectively in a way.

"Sleep tight Blake." I whispered into her ear as she leaned her head on my bare chest. I didn't get a reply. She was fast asleep.