"Wow,that must have been horrible for you,"
"Not really he was one of thoose bad vampires, oh that reminds me, dont invite anyone in ever."
"Why?"
"Because i have vampires who want to kill me and they cant get into anther vampire or persons house unless invited in."
"Oh now i get why you ask me to invite you in."
"Yup" She lays her head in my lap and looks up at me
"So how many friends have you had in your 168 years?"
"One, you, well besides Haley but shes like a sister to me."
"What about her boyfriend Zach?"
"No i hated him." i kiss her "i know you curious and all but could we not talk about it? ive kept this secret since way before you were born and i still dont want to talk about it."
"I understand.I just want to ask you one more question. What made you be nice to me."
"When i saw you that day I knew you were special and that you were the one person in the world who i could be friends with one because of your name Desdemona witch means of the devil and two because you wasnt scared when said my name." she smiles and says
"Because i know what its like to have a name that everyone gets scared of i know you enjoy it but,sometimes you want one person who doesnt care what your name is all they care about is what you do and how you act,not a name. Actully thats why i picked the name to see who would be there and you want to know who was? Noone not one of my friends stayed my friend when i changed it then i move here and you dont care about my name, or what i look like you were so nice to me i wondered why anyone could hate you then i saw how you acted with everyone else and till know i wondered what made me so specail but now i understand,"
"You are the greatest thing thats happened to me in my whole exsistance, Noone really understood me, I mean Haley kinda did but her family adored her,my family hated me.I was The Raven."
"The Raven...?"
"My mom use to call me that i was her little Raven, Dangerous but pretty to look at, Thats what she used to say that and the fact that i was the only one who had black hair in my family."
"Do you miss your mother?"
"Everyday. She died two years after i got changed,I went to her funeral and when i saw my father flirting with anther woman, lets just say i lost it.."
"What did you do?" I think back to the day
"It was rainy and dark i wore a cloack so you couldnt tell who it was Haley told me i was crazy that someone would reconize me. I told her it was my mother and that i was going to her funeral she told me to go but she wasnt going to come with me, she said she hoped i understood why she couldnt she had to protect her and Zach i told her i did and i went by myself i stood in the very back and watched I saw all eleven of my sibling put a Rose in the grave with her, i saw my youngest sister Fran,My favorite sister, put two in there and i knew that the second was because i wasnt there,My father saw her do it and i saw the look in his eyes meaning he was going to hurt her when they got home. When they were putting dirt in the grave i saw my father grab our next door neighbors ass she was a widow her husband had died two years before we got there and i heard him whisper "Now we can be togther." And i saw that Fran saw him do it to and a tear slid down her check i couldnt stand the thought of her being sad she looked just like my mother did. Beautiful green eyes and strawberry blonde hair that was so curly i rememeber mother used to complain about brushing her hair because the brush got caught inher hair when the hole was filled everyone left but my father he stayed and i waited to see what he was going to do he spit on the grave and said" I know you cheated on me and that where you got Bernard i cheated on you with the next door neighbor shes pregnat with my kid. I hope you hear this." He spit again and started to walk away i ran in front of him he said "You, i thought you were dead" and i said "I am and you are going to be too.I was your son she never cheated on you,you stupid son of a bitch she loved you for what reason i dont know but it doesnt matter because youre about to join her." He said "Think about Fran and Harold,The two youngest they need me." i looked him in the eyes and told him "Noone needs you." and i ran up to him and snap his neck before i relized that Fran ws standing behind me she looked at me and said "Bubba? Is it really you," I walk over to her and pick her up "Yes baby its me,But you cant tell anyone you saw me okay? You have to keep Bubba a secret." She nodded and hugged my neck i hugged her back "Bubba did you kill daddy?" i looked beind me at the crumple body on the ground and shifted it to where i was the one looking at it not her and told her "Yes baby i did i killed him he was a bad man and he deserved it but you cant tell John,William,James,George,Harold,Mary,Anna,Elizabeth or Florence,Do you understand or else bubba will get in trouble okay?' she looked up at me like i was a superhero or something an said "Johns really mean to me and makes me move really heavy stuff." I look at her and say "Would you like to come with bubba?" and she said "Can i?" I brought her back with me to Haleys and she about had a fit till Fran told her what all the other kids did to her. two years later when she was seven she got Malaria and died I was so upset that Haley couldnt cheer me up, I still remember her last words to me she said "Bubba i see momma. Can I go to her?" it took all i had to say "Yes baby,go to momma tell her i said i loved her, i love you babygirl always remember that." she said "I love you to bubba." and closed her eyes forever." When i looked back at Desdemona she was crying "You saw your seven year old sister die. Knowing youd never see her again,That is the worst thing that i could imagine." she hugged me "She was so young i didnt understand who could be so cruel to let a little girl die but the doctors said they couldnt help her so i took her back home and she died in my bed because she insisted on sleeping in my room so that shed get to spend the rest of her life with her big bubba."
"Why didnt you change her?"
"I couldnt do that to her,you have no idea how many times that thought crossed my mind but i didnt want her to be seven years old for the rest of her exsitance because shed end up hating me for it." i swear if i could cry this would be one of thoose times where i wouldnt be able to hold them back thinking about Fran always makes me sad.
"What happened to your other siblings?"
"John took over my parents farm and married a girl and had eight kids they all died but one a babygirl,William Moved back to london and met a woman who could not have kids but he didnt care because he didnt want any, james died when he turned thirtteen he drowned in the creek behind the farm, George became a preacher and never married. Harold went into the war and died in combat,Marry married a wealthy man and had sixteen kids because she couldnt produce a boy the very last one was a boy they named him Arnold after my father,Anna married a very poor man and had one kid a little girl, her husband in my opinion was the nicest man,he didnt care that he only had a daughter he loved that little girl,Elizabeth died before her teens she got Malaria too and my brother John woulnt take her to the doctor at all so she died a painful death unlike Fran who got pain meds,Florence never married anyone she bought the land next to John on her own money and help him on the farm." Desdemona looked at me and then said "You still remeber what happend to them? Did you keep up with them or did you just get all that from their funerals?'
"I kept up with them mostly for Fran because she would always ask me what they were doing and when she died i kept doing it till everyone of them died my brother Johns farm is still ran by one of his many grandchildren so the Addison name is still here."
"Of course it is youre still alive."
"NO! I dont consider my self an Addison im a Damonic. The only Damonic."
"I wish i could change my name from Ashleigh."
'You will when you get married. One day,youll have beautiful kids and be the best mom in the world."
'What do you mean? Im not leaving you,"
"I was just saying incase something happened to me, if i get staked or something." She grabbed my face and said "Dont you ever say that,never say it again okay? Promise?"
"I promise." She lets go of my face and I grab hers and kiss her.
"Promise me something?"
"Anything."
"Dont ever forget me, because i know ill never forget you."
"I promise." and i kiss her roughly and she has to pull away so i kiss her neck and bit her earlobe. I happen to glance at the clock.
"Ughhh,Its midnight we have school tomorrow."
she sighs ands gets up and heads toward her room and i watch her go then run to the fridge and drink two bags of blood. Then i head to my room and change then crawl into bed and fall alsleep an hour later i hear my door open and i hop out of bed."Its just me,I cant sleep."
"Okay come on."I get back into bed and she comes and lays next to me i wait for her to fall asleep and when she does i go. She wakes me up at six when she gets up to take a shower. "Sorry i woke you up im going to take a shower in my bathroom"
"Okay," I get up and go to my bathroom and take a shower and then go to the kitchen and grab me a bag of blood and drink it waiting on her to get out of the shower, When she finnaly does she fixes herself a bowl of ceral and i go back to my bedroom and put on a black shirt that has a zombie hand reaching out like its shaking a hand and it says "Nice to meet you,Im going to eat you now." and a pair of black skinny jeans then pull on my converses. I walk out and see her go to her room "Itll take me bout thirty minutes to get ready so drink some more blood or something." I nod and go to the kitchen again and get anther bag of blood and drink it slowly when i take the last sip she comes out
"How do i look?" I look down and see shes wearing a plain black shirt that has ripps on it and a bright blue tank top underneah, then her skinnny jeans are ripped to but theres nothing under them and bright blue converses and a blue bow in her hair."You look amazing."
"Thank you,I like your shirt."
"Thanks you ready to go to school?"
"Nope not really,but ill live." We grab our books and head towards school when we get there she takes my hand and holds it as we pass the jocks. I smile at her and she smiles back.
" and Miss Ashleigh no P.D.A on school grounds." she lets go and i intwine our pinkys
" what did i say?"
"Its just pinkys dang." and We walk passed him
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So what do you think of Lucifer and Desdemonas new found love? Did you guess it was going to be her? LEave me your opinions so i know what to make better thanks :)
xxxUnreachablexxx
