A/N: yay for fast updates! Lol. There is basically nothing they can do for my great grandmother, so I came home.. Cried for a while, and started writing again. SVU is my escape… what can I say.. Lol.
Disclaimer: Again, all I own is the baby.
Elliot sat dumbfounded, starring back at the love of his life. I'm pregnant. Elliot had known for a very long time that the one thing Olivia had always wanted was a child… someone to call her very own. She was great with all of his children. He had no doubt that she was going to be a wonderful mother. A hypnotizing smile came across Elliot's lips as he stood up.
"Oh Olivia, Sweetheart that's wonderful!" He said exuberantly. "We're gonna have a baby!" he said sitting down beside her.
Olivia couldn't believe his response. She thought he was going to be upset, and he was actually overly happy. The sight of him so excited made her smile. "El.. There's just one problem though.." she said. She sat there, allowing those memories to creep back in to her mind.
Elliot began to calm down, realizing what Olivia was talking about. "Oh Liv… sweetheart. You know I will love the child if it is or isn't mine." he placed right hand on Olivia's toned stomach "And I will always be here for you and the baby… forever.". Olivia felt a butterfly movement in her belly and grinned. She was starting to believe that this was Elliot's baby. Olivia smiled one of the most beautiful smiles Elliot had ever seen.
Elliot ran a hand across Olivia's cheek. "I love it when you smile. Your smile lights up my life like a candle in a dark room. And now.. We'll have little one of our own, to love and for its smile to make us smile."
A tear ran down Olivia's cheek. She was so happy that Elliot was so excited about the possibilities of having a child with her, but deep down she was as scared as ever. Could she handle the possibilities of raising her rapists child?
"Are you sure you're ready for all of this again El? 2 AM feedings and getting woken up in the middle of the night." Olivia asked her voice cracking slightly, as she bit her bottom lip.
Elliot gently intertwined his long fingers around Olivia's and placed there conjoined hands on Olivia's stomach. "I'm more then ready.." he said happily.
"Oh but Elliot…" Olivia began to cry. Hot tears were racing down her flushed cheeks. "What if it's his baby… What if I am pregnant with that scum's child.. What if I turn out like my moth-"
Elliot interrupted her; "Olivia you are nothing like your mother. You are the kindest, most compassionate loving person I have ever known. You're not your mother Olivia, and you never will be."
Elliot wrapped his arms, forgetting the pain that came with it… just happy that she was in his arms. "I love you so much, so so much Olivia. We're going to get married, and then we're going to have the most beautiful baby in the world. And you're going to be the best mother." he said rubbing circles on Olivia's back.
Olivia whipped her eyes… "Ya know El," she said leaning back. "We still need to set a date for the wedding."
Elliot smiled, nodding "Yes we do, what sounds good to you?"
Olivia smiled; "What about October? it's just a couple months from now.. We could go to the mountains. The colors are so pretty and we wouldn't have to invite a lot of people. Just ya know, the kids, and Fin, John, Captain, and Melinda. And Casey… and anyone you want to invite. Small" she said smiling "Small with just the people we love." she said with a happy grin on her beautiful face.
"That sounds wonderful sweetheart. Babe, I have an idea. What do you think about maybe you taking some time off from work… you could plan the wedding and then after the wedding you could come back til you have to go on maternity leave. Just time for you to recover, and the baby to grow. And to just relax."
Olivia hated the idea of not being able to go to work every morning, but at the same time she knew that Elliot's idea was the right one. It was something she needed to do for herself. She had to think about her baby now too. Maybe Bad-Ass-Benson needed a little break, even though she hated to admit it.
A/N: Yes, Its short, I know. Im excited for the next chapter though because its time for the wedding! (: Oh, and it will involve Elliot's kids as well. Oh do they respond to the fact that Olivia and Elliot are having a child. Im excited for this wedding because I can see it in my head! (: Review pleasssee!
