warning: it's a bit angsty. so... beware xD


"Here goes nothing," Nick thought. He took a deep breath and walked towards a blonde boy. He is very popular among the students in McKinley High while Nick is the invisible guy and is always surrounded by girls. No one ever took notice of Nick. He's also the boy who Nick has fallen head over heels for. Nick wasn't sure if Jeff is gay but he couldn't take it anymore. He has to tell him about his feeling. It's the only way.

"Erm... hey Jeff. Err... can I...err...can i talk to you for a second?" Nick stuttered.

"What's wrong with talking to me here?" Jeff raised his eyebrows.

"Erm... it's kinda personal."

Jeff took one look at him. "Stay here. I'll be back in a minute," Jeff told the girls that are with him.

They walked in silence. When they are finally in a place that is enclosed from anyone else, Jeff finally speaks.

"So... what it is do you want for me. I don't happen to owe you money for doing my homework for me, do I?"

"What? No! No! I'm not the type of person who does other people's homework just to get money. No! Erm... I just wanted to say... urgh... nevermind. I'll just go"

"No! Wait... you can't go! What are you going to say? Trust me... i won't laugh," Jeff gave his most genuine smile.

"erm...iminlovewithyou" Nick mumbled.

"i'm sorry. Could you repeat that again?"

"i said, i am in love with YOU"

Jeff just stared at Nick. " i'm... i'm not gay"

Nick gave him a pleading look. "please... please Jeff. I really really love you. I know it sounds pretty cliché but i love you so much it hurts. Please... just say you love me back"

"i'm sorry. i... i can't. I have to go. And please... stay away from me. I don't want you anywhere near me."

And just like that, he left. His knees felt weak and he dropped on his knees, sobbing uncontrollably.

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Several months had passed since that incident. Nick had moved on and found himself someone to replace Jeff. That someone is Sebastian. Sebastian loved Nick as much as Nick loved him back. That incident with Jeff had left Nick broken. Nick was empty until he met Sebastian. He loved Sebastian and was happy with his life until recently. He noticed that Jeff was looking at him differently now. Jeff wanted Nick to stay away from him but now, he's the one who's trying to woo Nick. Nick was surprised that Jeff was being unusually nice towards him and he also apologized for the way he acted last time. One day, he asked Nick if he wanted to join him in a movie marathon, just the two of them.

"Just the two of us? Are you sure?"

"Of course Nicky"

Nick raised his eyebrows. This is the first time he heard Jeff calling him Nicky.

That night, Nick found himself knocking on the door of Jeff Sterling's dorm door, carrying a bag full of Hershey chocolate and some chips. He was quite nervous and it's not because he have any feeling for Jeff. He's totally over that. It's just that he had never hung out with Jeff before. The door opens and revealed Jeff in a pink shorts and a super tight t-shirt.

"Hey" Jeff smiled at Nick.

"Hey," Nick replied. "So what are we watching today?" he asked as he passed the bag to Jeff.

"Harry Potter" Jeff replied putting the bag on his bed and sitting in front of the DVD player to set up.

He sat next to Nick as the theme song begins. Nick and Jeff kept giving comments as they watch the movie.

"i want to have a cool beard as Dumbledore when i grow old"

"i wish i were given a letter to Hogwarts!"

"harry shouldn't have hated Snape. He's been protecting Harry. Even risking his life"

"Draco Malfoy is HOT"

After finally finishing watching the whole of the Harry Potter series, it was already 4am.

"sleep with me?"

"no, i think i'll go back to my dorm. I don't want Sebastian to get any wrong idea"

"What do you have to care about Sebastian for?"

"He's my boyfriend! Of course I care!"

"no, he isn't. You just used him to make me jealous." Jeff smirked.

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? I. LOVE. SEBASTIAN. I'M NOT TRYING TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS! I'M OVER YOU JEFF!"

"No, you're not. You love me. You love me. Sebastian... you're not in love with Sebastian. He's a fucking bastard" he spit out the last word.

The next thing Jeff knew was that Nick hands collided with his cheek and he fell from the impact. Nick walked towards the door. Just as he was about to opened the door, he heard Jeff chuckled.

"Stop denying it, Nicky. I know-"

"MY NAME IS NICK! STOP CALLING ME NICKY!"

Jeff just rolled his eyes. " I know you only dated Sebastian to make me jealous. I know you still want me. And Nicky, you can stop faking your relationship with Sebastian because your plan is working. I love you"

"You really are so full of yourself. Jeff Sterling. I do not love you! Not everything is about you, you know. I really love Sebastian. He helped me get over you and move on. He also make me realised that you are nothing but a jerk. I hate you! You almost made me killed myself. The way you are treating me, like I'm some kind of filth."

Nick was just about to turn the doorknob when he felt Jeff grabbing him and pushing him onto the bed. Jeff then continued to lock the door.

"Jeff, what are you-"

Nick was silenced by Jeff lips on him. Nick tried to struggle but Jeff grip on him was strong. Nick used his leg and kicked Jeff. While Jeff was busy holding up his leg that Nick managed to kick, he decided to use this opportunity to ran out of the door. He was halfway to the door when he felt Jeff pushed him. Nick grabbed the nearest thing he managed to get a grip on to stop his fall. Unfortunately, he only managed to grab a picture frame with him. The glass broke and cut his arms. This made him screamed out loud.

Fortunately, the sound of the glass crashing and Nick's screamed was heard by his fellow neighbours. Within minutes, all of them are knocking on Jeff's door asking if everything's alright.

"GUYS! HELP!" Nick cried.

"Oh shut up. I locked the door. Be a good boy and keep still. It won't hurt one bit" Jeff smirked.

"Stay away from me!" He screamed.

"OH MY GOSH! IS THAT NICK I HEAR? BABY? ARE YOU IN THERE?" Sebastian was hysterically knocking on the door.

Jeff rolled his eyes again and started taking off his shirt. "hmm... maybe i should take off your clothes first"

Jeff grabbed Nick arms roughly and pushed him onto the bed. He then went to straddle him. Just then, the door opened and Sebastian walked in, punching Jeff hard on the face. Then, everything went black. The next thing Jeff knew is that he was on the floor and Nick was gone. He sat up, wincing. He looked in the mirror and saw a bruise on his face.

"that Sebastian... he's gonna pay for what he did to my face. Nick... he stole Nick from me" he thought angrily.

Unfortunately, the news of last night incident was spread around the school. People start calling him names, now that they know Jeff liked guys. Hence, he is no more the popular guy in school since his so-called friends are now disgusted by him. Just as he was walking along the corridor, he saw Nick and Sebastian, walking hand in hand.

"Hello, guys" jeff smiled at them.

"stay away from Nick! Is that bruise on your face not enough? Do you want more?" Sebastian threatened Jeff, putting his arms around Nick.

"Just so you know, my life is ruin now! And it's all your fault, Nick! I'm gonna make you pay! Don't think this is over!"

Sebastian could feel Nick trembling. " don't worry Nick. As long as I'm around, he won't dare lay a finger on you"

"Thank you babe"


Thank you for reading. i'm just gonna leave this chapter like this. but maybe i'll continue if you guys want me too. please review. i'll give you redvines and cupcakes if you do xD