Nick ignored the look of the other students as he ran up the stairs to Jeff's dorm. He just received a text from someone ( an unknown number) saying that his boyfriend is in trouble. As soon as he received that text, Nick began abandoning everything that he is doing and ran towards Jeff's dorm, his mind imagining the worst case scenario. Nick felt his heart hammered against his ribcage as he reached out to turn the knob on Jeff's door.
"Jeff-"
Nick stopped when he saw the sight in front of him. Some dude was sucking on his boyfriend's face while his hands were cupping Jeff. What's worst, he heard Jeff's moaning at his touch. Jeff began pushing the guy away when he saw Nick looking at him, the hurts evident in his eyes.
"Nick, I-"
"Shut up Jeff, just shut up" Nick cried as he ran out of the room.
Jeff was about to chase after Nick when he felt a pair of hands holding him back.
"GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME! NICK! NICK! BLOODY HELL, LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE. YOU COME IN HERE AND YOU SUDDENLY START HARASSING ME!"
"You don't need to know who I am. My job here is done anyway." He started walking towards the door.
"What? You mean you did this to make Nick break up with me? Why?"
The guy smirked. "I don't have to explain myself to you. Anyway, you liked it."
"What?"
"You liked me touching you" the guy stated nonchalantly before walking out of the room.
"I...I..." He started breaking down. He hated the guy touching him. He hated the touch. But somehow, he felt his hips leaning into the touch. He was shocked when he heard himself moan. He couldn't help it. That's when he saw Nick at the doorframe, staring at him.
"Urgh!" Jeff screamed in frustration. He dropped to his knees and curled up on the floor. He didn't even notice the man walking out of the dorm.
"Nick... I need to see Nick"
He immediately ran out of the dorm and into the hallway screaming out Nick's name. Everyone stared at him but he ignored them. Nick is more important right now.
"Hey, Blaine, Blaine. Did you see Nick?"
"Yes actually. I think I saw him running towards the library. He seems pretty sad. Did anything happen to him?"
" I'll explained later." He said while dashing towards the library as fast as he can.
There, he saw Nick curled up in one of the couches, crying silently.
"Nick..."
Nick looked up, startled. When he saw Jeff however, he started walking away.
"Nick, I'm sorry. It's not what it look like. I swear. Please Nick, just listen to me." He begged.
"Jeff, i saw him touching you! And i heard you moaned. You moaned at his touch Jeff! Explain that"
"I-I... I don't know" Jeff dropped his gaze to the carpets the covered the floor of the library.
"Exactly. We...I think we need to break up Jeff"
"what? Nicky please no! I love you. No, you see. That's what the guy one. He wants us to break up. That's why he did those things to me. I don't even know him. Please Nick"
"Well Jeff, it still doesn't change the fact that you moan for him. You liked him touching you" he said before walking off.
"I...I moaned for him. That's right, it's my fault. Why? Why do I like him touching me? And now Nick hated me for that. Oh god, i deserved this. I'm been a bad boyfriend for letting the guy touch me. I deserved this heartbreak." He whispered to himself before falling on the couch that Nick had been in a while ago.
It's already been a week since that incident and Nick is still avoiding Jeff. Jeff tried a couple of time to apologize to Nick but Nick totally ignored the blonde. Within that week, Jeff had also changed remarkably. He's no longer the blonde ball of energy that people once knew. He's been distancing himself and whenever people come near him, he will flinch away, like he's afraid of something. And it's true. He is afraid of his classmates going near him. He didn't want Nick to think that he's cheating on him again. (since Dalton is an all boys school) They are still not together but Jeff wanted to make up with Nick. He misses him so much. And if Nick saw him with some other guy, it will only be more difficult to achieve that. He also didn't seem to get enough sleep because he keep remembering the incident. He also doesn't care about his appearance anymore. He felt that he doesn't need to look good anymore. All he needed is Nick.
Later on that day, during Warblers practice, he saw Nick chatting with Sebastian, a new Warbler also known as the biggest flirt in Dalton. He saw him holding Nick's hand. Yes, his Nick. Nick tried to pull it away though.
"Unlike me. I gave in to that guy's touch." Jeff mumbled.
"What's that, Jeff?" a warbler beside him asked.
He looked at them again. This time, he saw Sebastian snaking his arms around Nick's shoulder. Nick finally gave up, although he still had that annoyed look in his face.
"It's not fair! That should be me! I want to do that to Nick. I want Nick to hold me!" he thought angrily.
Just then, he stormed towards Nick and Sebastian.
He couldn't take it anymore. He loves Nick too much.
He brought out a pocket knife from his back pockets. Thank god he had that in his pocket in case he needed some relieve. But this time, the knife had a new purpose. It's wasn't just going to make him feel better for a while but this time, it's going to last forever. He smiled, bringing the knife across his throat. He saw Nick looking at him with a panicked look, jaws dropped open in shock before balck spots started appearing in front of his eyes and he felt himself falling. However, he didn't feel the impact of his body hitting the ground. He's about to close his eyes but then he felt water dripping down his face. He looked up and was shock to see Nick with tears flowing down his check, those kissable cheek. He felt Nick hugging him close.
"Baby, why did you do that?"
"I couldn't live without you. It hurts so much. I rather die.." he replied weakly. "Anyway, it feels good to be in your arms again. I love it" he smiled.
"Jeffie, please stay awake. Please... for me?" he begged when he saw Jeff closing his eyes.
Jeff opened his eyes and smiled.
"I love you forever Nicky. Forev..." he trailed off before closing his eyes again.
Nick gave a heart wrenching sob. He looked down at the limp body he's holding. Jeff's gone...
