Authors note:

I'm so so sorry i haven't updated in a while! I've had so much Homework and yearly's so i didn't write any two weeks ago then mum got into hospital last week and i had to take care of her! I'm sorry! But i should b all good at the beginning of December!

Okay, i don't own glee bla. Bla, bla... all the stuff that goes with it, but however ii do own the whole plot!

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Warning: there is a bit of swearing in it.

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Kurt's point of view

From the moment that i stepped in Rachel's house i haven't been able to stop crying. I've been here almost an hour and I've done is cry. I feel like such a child.

"I'm so so so sorry" i managed to get out while i was crying. Rachel just patted my back while Mercedes was over the other side of the room trying to get in contact with Blaine.

"It's okay Kurt, just let it all out." Rachel said calmly. I started to stop crying. I have been crying so much that i felt like i was going to puke. I jumped up and ran to the bathroom with both girls following me. I was dry heaving over the toilet. I needed to puke but nothing was coming out. I moved back and leant on the wall. Mercedes phone started to ring. Rach and i both looked at her.

"Sorry" she said apologetically and left. I just stared at the wall.

Mercedes point of view:

"What up" i answered the phone. I heard crying in the background. I thought it was mum

"Hello' I asked again.

"Hi Mercedes. It is Blaine. Sorry i lost my phone and i just found it" i was in shock. Blaine called me before Kurt? Kurt would have left 100 messages and i only left 5. WTH?

"It's okay... Blaine are you crying?" there was silence.

"I'm sorry Mercedes. It's just; i don't know why Kurt would do that to me. He kissed a friend of his then just turn and look at me. I don't understand, i thought he loved me. " Blaine was starting to lose it too. Now we have two boys crying.

"BLAINE KURT CHASED AFTER YOU. HE BITCH SLAPPED THAT KID. HES BEEN CRYING FOR THE LAST HOUR BECAUSE OF YOU." i screamed! He stopped crying. I turned to see Kurt and Rachel standing at the door. Kurt with red eyes and in shock and Rachel... just in shock.

"Really?" was the response from the other side of the phone.

"YES! Now kurt here, talk to him" i handed Kurt the phone.

Kurt's point of view:

"I can't do this." I said as Mercedes gave me the phone.

"DO IT" both girls screamed at her. I picked up the phone nervously to my ear.

"Hello" whispered into the phone. I was so scared of what he was going to say or do

"Kurt, I'm so sorry i didn't know that you were looking for me-"

"Blaine stops please" i pleased to the phone. I didn't want to have this conversation via phone "Blaine meet me at lima bean in 20 minutes. I can't do this via phone. I'm sorry." I said and hung up

I looked over at Rachel and Mercedes they were giving me looks like "why did you hang up" and "what are you doing" looks. I walked back into the bathroom to see what i looked like.

I looked like a mess. My eyes were red my hair was all messy. And what in the hell was i wearing? Black jeans and a white dress shirt for a weekend? What was i thinking this morning? I have no idea.

I quickly ran my fingers through my hair and washed my face. The whole time Rach and Mercedes still looked at me.

"..?" Rachel said word by word. I looked at he then to Mercedes.

"I'll give you a call in about 30 minutes." I mumbled. I grabbed my keys and wallet from the bed, then ran down the stairs. I got in the car and started to drive to lima bean.

*New scene*

"I can't do this" i mumbled to myself. "Come on kurt. It's just blaine." I pulled up into a parking spot and slapped myself across the face. I couldn't do this. I went to open to door just to get some air and i look at the car next to me. It was Blaine's. My mouth dropped. No way in hell could i do this? I got up out of my seat and slammed the door. I have to do this i thought

I walked slowly to lima bean. I kept my eye open for Blaine. I stood at the door. He was facing the other way. I thought i was going to vomit right that second. It took all the courage ii had not to and to walk in the cafe. I walked in. Right to where he was sitting.

"Blaine" i asked in a desperate kinda of tone. He looked at me. His eyes were red. He was wearing the same clothes as the day yesterday and he had no gel in his hair. He looked horrible.

"Kurt" he whispered, just enough so i could hear him. I just started at each other. I didn't know what to say. I was so scared. I took a step back when he stood up.

"Kurt, I'm so, so, so, so, so sorry. I didn-" he didn't get o finish his sentence before i put his lips to mine. He went a long with the kiss. He took a step closer so we weren't so far away. I pulled back as i felt he was going to die from lack of oxygen. We stood there. Looking at each other. I thought he was going to run away.

"Blaine. Come back to my house. I can't talk here" i begged him. He smiled.

"sure." He said. I smiled. We walked out to our cars and hopped in.

I sat in my car. I was about 3 minutes from my place. I started to worry "what am i going to say? Why did i do this, bring him back to my house? What's wrong with me? Why did i kiss him? We aren't even really dating it's just fake." "OMGISH" i screamed. I'm pretty sure Blaine heard that and his right behind me in his car. We pulled into my drive way. No one's home.

*next bit*

I walked into the house, put my keys down and i saw Blaine slowly walking into the house. He stood at the door. I was confused. Why is he standing at the door?

"Ohhh you can come in." I said trying to smile. He walked in and sat on one of the chairs in the dining room.

I sat down diagonal from him. We sat there in silence for a minute, he didn't move nor did i. He went to open his mouth but i stopped him.

"What's this blaine?" i asked him. He stood up and started walking to me.

"This-"i stopped him. I wanted to talk first

"Blaine. I thought this was meant to be a fake relationship. Not a real one. But the way you reacted when Sebastian kissed me, it was like you were my real life boyfriend. Blaine. Please. I need to know. What's going on and where do we all stand?"I asked. I was trying to contain all my emotion. I just looked at Blaine.

"Kurt. Listen to me. Even since i saw you. The first class. The moment you sat next to me, I've wanted you. When i asked you out on the fake date i never thought of it was a fake date. I felt so real to me. So freaking real. Kurt you're so amazing, i really like you kurt." He stood there and looked at me. Waiting for a reply.

"Blaine, i like you a lot too. But there's things just going on now. And i just can't be in a proper relationship. I want you and me to be the best of friends. When the time comes where I'm all sorted out with Sebastian and you're still single i will ask you out on a real date. Because Blaine deep deep inside. I love you" i let out a long breath. Why did i say that? I thought to myself right after i said that. I looked at him. He looked like he was going to cry but then again he looked happy

"Kurt. I understand" he reached out to grab my hands. "I will let you go and you can sort this stuff out. But when the time comes, I'll be waiting for you." He smiled. OMG, he didn't say i love you too. Maybe he doesn't love me as much as i love him. OMG what did i do? GOSH I'm so freaking stoopid. "Oh and also kurt" he moved his arm up to my chest and put it against my heart "i love you too" she smiled. So did i as i let out a sigh of relief.

"Sorry kurt, I've got to go. Family meeting" he smiled he kissed my cheek. I felt myself blush.

"Bye" i replied. I followed him out the door and shut it when he pulled out from the street. I ran and grabbed my phone. I rang Rachel.

"What the hell man?" i hear Mercedes yell from the other side of the phone.

"I couldn't talk to him on the phone, if you get what i mean. It's just i need to see him face to face. " i explained. If they didn't get me, too bad.

"Oh Kurt. We understand. So what happened" Rachel said in a cheer voice. I wasn't sure if it was an act or if she was happy

"Oh umm...well" what in the hell do i say? "oh this was a fake relationship just to piss Sam off." I DONT THINK SO!

"I'll tell you tomorrow at school long story. Gotta go bye" i hung up with no reply for the girls. I went up stairs to watch the new episode of Americans next top model.

*next day*

I haven't seen Blaine, Mercedes or Rachel all day. I was started to get scared. Maybe did i offend them all that much that they don't want to know me anymore or do they hate me now?

YOU'VE GOT MAIL i felt my phone ring i took it out of my pocket. It was Blaine. I opened it.

Hi Kurt. Wondering if you still wanted to get coffee after glee. -B I looked at it and smiled

Sure why not ;) xx –K i smiled as i put the "xx" in.

Cool see you at glee then. Xxx –B i giggled and i walked to chemistry.

*glee*

I walked into glee club. There was on Rachel or Mercedes. Omg what's happened? I started to get scared. i leaned over towards Finn to ask where they were.

"Psst. Finn, where's Rachel?" i asked. I didn't want to sound to worries just incase he knew something was up. But his pretty stoopid so i don't think he would notice anything.

"Oh. Her, Mercedes and Quinn have all gone to spy on vocal extreme. The new glee club in our regional's competition. " he muted. I let out a sign of relief as he turned back around. They shouldn't be spying on them. Oh well... too bad.

"Thanks" i smiled at Finn as Mr. Shue walked in the room.

"Well class, Wednesdays valentine's day and were starting to sing those loves songs." i heard half of the glee club moan and the other half cheer with excitement. I just looked. I found Blaine looking back at me. I wasn't sure what that stare was for but i ignored it.

"Mr Shue" Blaine said putting his hand up and standing up. I gulped. This wasn't going to bed good.

"I have songs that ill like to sing. For kurt" i blushed. I felt everyone's eyes on me.

He took the floor. I had no idea what song he was going to sing. I was just begging for the best until i heard the song.

Never needed anyone
and making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Livin' alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

I felt him walked over toward me. This whole time he has had his eyes one on me and i don't think the rest of the song is going to be any different

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone

He finished standing right in fount of me. I didn't know what to say i just smiled and turned to look at Sam. He looked pissed. I smiled and got up and hugged him.

"We will talk at lima bean" i whispered in his ear. He nodded. We returned back to our seats.

Mr Shue returned to talk to our class. he was talking about regional's coming up. I didn't care. I wanted to know why Blaine chose to sing that song out of all of the love songs in the world. Hmmm. I don't know why.

*End of chapter*

Okay. Thanks so much people! I hope it was worth the wait! It is shorter than the last one sorry. Ill make the next one longer to make up! It's like 11pm here in Australia on a school night and i still have homework due -. - DAMN! Haha! Well i left it kind of a cliff hanger and ill start writing tomorrow after i get Homework and part of my dance assignment out of the way. Once again I'm so sorry about the song wait. Blame my mum for falling face first down stairs! Haha well night everyone #Klisses xx

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