Kiss: A certain event changed the course of thought for someone about a year ago, now someone else's train of thought is disturbed.
Sam's POV:
Why am I even thinking this? It didn't even mean anything! It was just to get it over with, right?
Right?
Gosh, I've gone crazy! I'm talking to myself.
But, technically, It's not my fault! It's the nubbiest nub in the history of nubs' (besides Nevel, that is) fault for tricking me into kissing him. I could've lived my whole life and not have to kiss...him.
I mean, I could've kissed any other boy in Seattle, any other boy in the world! But because I had to be a tremendously nice person and apologise to the nub, we ended up kissing. And I mean, we all know that I was TRICKED into doing it because we all know I don't have the mental capacity to think up something like that.
And maybe I was intoxicated from all those meatballs I ate (I knew that Carly was up to something, offering me free meat like that).
So I strode right into that fire escape thinking it was gonna be an in and out situation. Apologise...have a laugh...and leave...little did I know that I was gonna get sabotaged.
I was caught off guard...lost brain cells...something...anything! But I know that I was not in my right mind when that happened. I have no clue what impulsed me to even suggest something so vile and gross!
It must have been the guilt talking. YEAH! That's it! No way would I have said something like that in a million years.
Look, I know what you're going to say, 'you're making a mountain out of a molehill', (though I have no idea what that means) but you'd flip out too if you find out that you did something this ... unnatural!
And then came the dre...nightmares!
Can you imagine having...er...dreams about the person you've hated your whole life?
Well, let me tell you, it stinks!
I'm not making a big deal about this, I'm not in DENIAL! Shut up little voice in my head! All I'm saying is that Carly's got dibs on him, I can't get involved but...
...and I can't believe I'm saying this...
...but I think...
...even if it is just a hunch...
...I might be in love.
Who said that? C'mon I'll beat the snot out of you!
...It's not time to say it outloud I guess.