Oh why can't he leave my mind. I have probably played the song Eli and I danced to about a million times. He's just so understanding and he always puts my feelings before his. I mean we have talked about sex and I know he wants it, he wants it bad. Yet he is so in control. I remember the time where I threw myself at him on his doorstep and he said no. I know it wasn't just because he was hording at the time ,which he is pretty much fully recovered now, it was because he knew I wasn't ready. I am now actually am a little bit more than ready. I want him. At that moment my cell phone rang it was Eli. "So what is the most beautiful girl in the world doing?" I blushed.

"Oh just thinking of her drop dead sexy boyfriend." My voice sounding flirty.

"Well in that case how do you think she would feel about going over to that oh so sexy boyfriend's house in let's say two hours?" His tone was cocky but I liked it.

"What are you going to teach me today?"

"You'll see." With that he hung up. He really knows how make my heart melt. I turned over and lied on my bed. I look in the mirror and think how do I want to look? I can't wear something too saint clare but I also can't go over looking like a slut. I go through my closet and try to find something that is perfectly in between. I came up with my pretty floral skirt and a bright blue top. After trying to drag it out of him for hours he finally confessed that behind all that black his favorite color was blue, When I think back...

" Oh come on black isn't a color." I said teasing him.

" Well it is in my book." He replied. I couldn't help but give him a pouty look. With a large sigh he then whispered in my ear. "Okay if I had to choose I guess it would be your blue eyes."

I wasn't surprised when that became his know nickname for me. I usually hated nicknames since they were always so tacky, but when it came out of Eli's mouth I fell in love with it. I fell out of my daze when my phone rang... speak of the devil. "Hey Eli."

"Sorry did I interrupt your fantasying about me." I could hear the smirk on his face.

"You wish." He always made me blush even when he wasn't trying.

"Well I'm waiting outside so should I come in?"

"Oh no I'll be out in a minute." Ever since Eli came over for dinner, my parents still judge him for his flaws. When I think about it who are them to judge like he never cheated on his wife and let his own daughter watch the marriage fall apart. I grab my white flats and slip them on. As I walked out my door my mom yelled "where are you going?"
"Just going to go hang out with some friends." I lied.
"Okay be home at curfew."
"Mom you can trust me, can I please have my curfew extended ?" My begging was even annoying to me.
"Oh fine midnight and not a minute after." Her voice was stern yet I could feel her happiness for me only if she knew who I really was 'hanging out' with. I left out the door without saying my usual "thanks, love you, bye."Tonight was different I was going to be with the boy I loved not just be with, but BE with. My face was glowing when I stepped in to the hearse. It didn't match the beauty of Eli's smile though.
"Sorry I had to talk my mom in to an extended curfew." I said apologetically.
"I think I can spare a few minutes of my life for my Clare I mean I am spending the rest of it with you." My heart melted right there. I pulled him in for a kiss it was like all our kisses sweet, soft, romantic, and just all around mind blowing. I then pulled away blushing of embarrassment of how I put myself out there. I guess no matter how much I love him I am still that shy saint Clare.

Eli's P.O.V.

My heart beats for Clare. She is the rainbow of colors in my life. I just hate how shy she is. My mind is just crazed on how she can be so insecure and be so beautiful. How is she not overflowing with confidence? The only time I have ever seen her completely exposed of her feelings is last night, when I taught her how to dance. As cute she is when she is nervous, I can't help, but be hypnotized by her lustfulness when she is dancing. That is what gave me my idea of what is going to happen today. I almost arrived at my house when I noticed Clare's sexy and slightly revealing outfit. Without thinking off my actions my jaw dropped. "Eli..?" Her adorable voice called me out my dreaming.

"Uhhh yeah?" I hated how typical I was.

"Is Eli Glodsworthy distracted by a little Clare Edwards?" Her voice was smug similar to my usual voice, but now it was weak. She made me weak.

"Um uh no not at all," I had to cover this up. Umm... "he's just head over heels love with that little Clare Edwards." Her face blushed a deep red and I knew that my task was completed. She then scooted closer and I rapped one of my arms around her. Her mouth then faced my neck, but hesitated. I knew exactly what she wanted to do, she was just to nervous and I have to say her being this doubtful is quite a tease. I wanted her lips against mine, but I can't just take them I want her to give them, to feed the never ending hunger I had for her. When we pulled in my driveway. She crawled on then off my lap, giving me a soft kiss on the way out the door. I stared at her as she ran to my door, god dam she is so freak`in cute.

Clare P.O.V.

I have no clue what Eli has in store for me today. No matter what, I couldn't wait. I thought about my actions last night, when I was with Eli. He just had this power over me and I just lost all control. I love him, I love him so much that i'm afraid it is going to scare him. He already said that he loved me I don't want to push my luck. I want to be like that, no care in the world and just show him all the passion I have, but then my heart, it tells me that there is a reason that i'm holding myself back. To Eli I am this perfect little saint, what if he found out that i'm not this amazing innocent girl? That I have urges and cravings … for him. I have this eternal desire for him and I don't want to do something that might make him think any less of me. As we walk up the stairs his hand glued to mine, I notice Eli's hand is .. shaking? Is Eli Goldsworthy nervous? Oh this has got to be good. He opens his door and I become in shock of what I see. What used to be a regular teenage boy's room was now a romantic heaven. My heart automatically stopped. His hand slipped away and turned on a love song. I scanned the room there were white rose petals everywhere, they were on the floor, on the bed, on the stereo, in his curtains, they were everywhere. There was also some twinkly lights branching off his walls. The beauty was breath taking. I was surly in a dream. Eli than took my hand again. "Ready for your second lesson?" He said with his loveable smirk. I want to bite that smirk – stop thinking those thoughts Clare! Unable to form words I nodded my head up and down. "Remember what I said, it's okay to make a mistake." We start to move along, but Eli just gives me a puzzling look. The look he gave made feel like he was reading me like a book. He knew everything I was thinking and I hated him for it although he always knew the right thing to say. "Clare, there is nothing in this moment that can ruin it and nothing ever could make me stop loving you. Just forget about all your worries and all your concerns and just be here with me. Lose yourself in the music." With that I started to relax and do as I was told. Eli lead the way and I followed. The music was very slow at first and so were we, but I soon got lost in his arms. His heartbeat next to mine was more beautiful than any cheesy love song he picked. He was my drug and I was addicted. I couldn't feel more like a princess. He was my sexy prince charming sweeping me off my feet and I know that my wicked mother is ending this fairytale story at midnight. There was one thing Cinderella didn't have that I did. She wasn't filled with lust and I have never seen that innocent princess have such a hunger that I do. Eli was going to be the death of me.

Eli P.O.V.

I was yet again speech less to what was in front of me. Clare knew how to make me weak or at least she was pretty dam good at it if she wasn't aware of the effect she had on me. I felt her become loose and slowly start to swing her hips in my hands. They were deliciously creamy in that skirt and there was nothing I wanted more than to taste them, but I know how shy Clare is and I am just getting her comfortable with dancing. I am not going to pressure her into anything. Her body then took control and transformed in to the fun, passionate clare that she has been holding back all this time. She then looked in to my eyes, without a second to spare she caressed my face, and slowly raised herself getting closer and closer to my face and stopped. An inch away from kissing me and she stopped. She waited a few moments, those short little moments were the longest moments of life. She knows what she does to me.

Clare P.O.V

When I kissed Eli sparks flew. He does this to me every time and I can never say no and I will never want to. There is nothing that Eli could suggest that I wouldn't be up for. He than starts to tumble towards the bed and just like if we were dancing I follow. His back hits the fluffed pillows. I didn't notice how perfect his bed looked, but by the look of it, it seems like he wasn't thinking that we were going to be using it. I started to doubt my thinking off going all the way if Eli didn't think that I am ready I don't think I am I mean he has proven me wrong before and he has never pointed me wrong. But...but.. his lips, they're so soft they just take my breath away. He knows exactly how to do that. My hand slips to the bottom of his button down shirt and what a surprise it's black. I then slowly start playing and unbuttoning the buttons. Once I reached the top Eli shrugged the fabric off of his body. My hands then start to roam his body feeling every chiseled feature. His muscles slightly twitched under my touch and I couldn't help but to smile smugly. He was just so adorable.

Eli P.O.V

Clare knew it was her turn and happily tossed her bright blue shirts on the rose on the floor. I had so many things to say yet nothing to say. I was speechless. It was the most outstanding sight I have ever seen and to think that is just one piece of clothing to think how much more there is. Wow. But for right now this is all I need. My hand reaches up and start going up her stomach and slowly reached her bust. I start to lightly squeeze her and grope her. The feeling was incredible, but she always knew how to make me crave more. I then was interrupted by a loud beeping. Clare got up from on top of me and picked up her phone. "Ugh, it's my alarm I have to get home before curfew." She then picked up her shirt and put it on.

"I really enjoyed today." I said sleepily while turning on my side still staring at her beauty.

"And I am really starting to enjoy these lessons." Her voice was slightly seductive as she lowered her face to mine.

"Oh really?" I asked. Clare nodded her head in response. "Well then we are going to have to have another one aren't we?" She again nodded her head getting closer.

"Yes, yes we will." Her soft lips then brushed against mine. With that she got up and left out my door, as I rolled over knowing it was going to be another sleepless night, I couldn't help but think she know exactly what she does to me.

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