Chapter Three: I'm Not Your Boyfriend Baby
"I'm not your boyfriend, baby, I can't grant your every wish,
I'm not your knight in shining armor, So, I just leave you with this kiss." 3!OH!3
Elena stood under the burning hot water of the shower and closed her eyes. She had been in the shower for at least a half an hour and was terrified to get out. At some point she was going to have to face the reality of what had happened and that thought scared her to death. What was she going to say when she saw Damon again? How was she supposed to act after what happened? Was she really going to be able to hide this from Stefan? He was a vampire for crying out loud, with all his heightened senses how would he not know that she had slept with his brother? What the hell was she going to do if this all blew up in her face?
Elena tried to calm herself down. She had a million questions running through her mind all at the same time, but she knew deep down she didn't have an answer for any of them. So, after another couple of minutes of mental preparation, she finally emerged from the shower. She wrapped a warm towel around her body and began to get herself ready for the day. Carefully, she applied her makeup, straightened her hair, and then got herself dressed. She finally walked back in to Stefan's bedroom once she was put together and found that he wasn't there. She took in a deep breath as she heard voices from downstairs. Shit.
It took about fifteen more minutes for Elena to collect herself before she began to make her way out of Stefan's bedroom and down the long hallway to the stairs. She walked down the stairs slow and carefully and kept telling herself that everything was fine. She had merely gone to Damon for educational information and she got it, oh how she got it. Elena shook her head and tried to focus as she reached the bottom of the stairs. Slowly, she turned the corner and followed the sound of voices into the kitchen.
"Ah, there you are. I was about to come looking for you, thought you drown or something." Stefan said with a smile as he watched her walk in to the kitchen. Elena smiled as she looked at him and tried to ignore the view of Damon's back as he stood at the kitchen counter.
"Yeah, sorry about that. I guess I just needed some time to wake up." She said with a smile. Stefan nodded and walked toward her.
"No problem. Sit. Believe it or not, Damon is cooking." Stefan said as he raised his brow and sat down at the kitchen table. Elena nodded as she looked toward the kitchen counter once again.
"Well that sounds dangerous, has he been supervised?" She asked sarcastically with a smile. Stefan smiled as he motioned for her to sit beside him.
"Well didn't we wake up on the snarky side of the bed?" Damon asked as he turned around and moved toward one of the kitchen cabinets. Elena looked down at the table and avoided his eyes as he smiled at her. He wore a tight black T-shirt and black jeans and both seemed to fit his body like a second skin. She hated how good he looked, it just wasn't fair.
"So, how was hunting last night?" Elena asked as she turned her attention to Stefan. She had never in the two years they had been together asked him anything about his adventures in the wilderness, but on a day like today, she was willing to talk about anything, well almost anything.
"It was alright." Stefan said as he looked off to the side of the table and began drumming his fingers against the wood. Elena nodded and twisted her fingers together nervously in her lap.
"You know Stefan you need to be careful out there. Those animals are going to band together one of these days and take you down." Damon said with a smirk as he pulled plates from a cabinet above the sink. Elena looked up and watched as the muscles moved under his skin as he reached into the cabinet. She remembered what it had felt like to have her hands on him and feel his strength as he touched her.
"Very funny Damon, I'm so sorry that I am trying to behave myself, while you just compel women in bars and convince them that opening a vein for you is normal on a first date." Stefan snapped back. Damon smiled and shook his head as he brought a plate to the table full of pancakes.
"Oh, I don't have to compel all of them Stefan." He said in a lower tone as he set the plate in front of Elena. Elena felt her skin burn as his words rushed over her and memories flooded through her brain. Damon's hand lingered on the plate until she looked up and met his eyes. His blue eyes danced as his mouth twisted into a sexy grin.
"Thank you Damon…for the pancakes." She said softly. Damon smiled and nodded.
"No problem." He said softly. Elena quickly dropped her eyes back down to her plate and picked up her fork. This morning was going nowhere good and fast.
"So Elena how was your night?" Stefan asked as he finally turned to her. Elena choked on her pancakes and looked up slowly from her plate.
"What?" She asked softly. Stefan looked at her with a smile as Damon sat down across from them with his coffee. If he was trying to hide a smile he was doing a very bad job of it.
"How was your night? Didn't you go to a movie with Bonnie?" He asked. Elena smiled and nodded in relief.
"Yeah, we went and saw the new Sandra Bullock movie. It was pretty good, total chick flick though." She said as she pushed her food around on her plate.
"Good. And Damon, I will assume by the fact that I haven't heard anything on the news about a missing person, you must have had a pretty boring evening?" Stefan asked with smile as he looked at his brother. Damon smiled and took a drink of his coffee.
"I kept myself busy." He said as he stared across the table. Elena kept her eyes down and refused to look up even though it felt like his eyes were burning holes in her head.
Suddenly, in the middle of the silence Elena's phone began to ring. She nearly jumped out of her skin before she quickly turned and pulled it from her jeans pocket. She looked down at the caller ID and smiled.
"Hello Caroline, what's up?" She asked after she lifted the phone to her ear.
"Hey Elena, I'm on my way over. I am kidnapping you for an emergency shopping trip. There is a party at The Grill tomorrow and we are all going and we need something fabulous to wear." Caroline gushed into the phone. Elena sighed.
"Umm, Care I think that Stefan might want to…." Elena started, but before she could finish Stefan took the phone from Elena's hand. Elena stared at him in surprise as she swallowed the rest of her sentence.
"Caroline, she will be ready when you get here." He said with a smile and then laughed and hung up the phone. Elena stared at Stefan and felt her blood begin to move a little faster through her veins. She understood that Stefan probably had good intentions, but being passed off on her friends without her own permission got under her skin just a little.
"Umm…Stefan, what was that about? I thought that we were spending the day together?" Elena asked. Stefan smiled and set her phone back down on the table.
"I thought you could use some time with your friends. Get out, have some fun. I'm boring anyway. You should go out and enjoy Caroline's ramblings. Plus, she wouldn't have taken no for an answer anyway." He said as he stood from the table. Elena nodded and then faked a smile as she stood.
"Yeah, you probably right." She said quickly. Stefan smiled and leaned over and gently kissed her cheek. Then he turned and walked out of the room and into the parlor.
Elena slowly picked up her plate and walked over to the kitchen sink. She purposely ignored the set of electric blue eyes that were watching her, but as she stood at the sink she finally closed her eyes.
"Stop Damon." She said quickly. Damon laughed low in his chest and she heard him push himself away from the table and begin to move toward her.
"I didn't say anything sweetheart. Whatever craziness you have going on in that head of yours right now, that's all you." He said as he reached around her and set his coffee cup in the sink. Elena kept her eyes closed and gritted her teeth as she felt Damon's warm hand touch hers as he gently pulled back from the dishes. She could feel him smiling at her as he finally turned and walked out of the room.
After cursing under her breath about the horrible start to her day, Elena slowly made her way up the stairs and into Stefan's bedroom. She didn't know where he was, but having a few minutes to herself was perfectly fine with her. She moved past Stefan's large bed and then stopped in front of the full length mirror that stood in the corner of the room. She quickly ran her eyes over her reflection and made sure she looked presentable for the day ahead. She smoothed her hair, reapplied her lip gloss and then stood back and just stared at her reflection for a moment.
Slowly, she flipped back her long chocolate brown hair and stared at the place on her neck where just the night before she had felt Damon's teeth sink into her skin. She gently ran her fingers over the invisible mark and closed her eyes. She slowly let her fingers run down her neck and down the center of her body. She shivered as she remembered how Damon's hands had felt on her skin. She timidly slid her hands down her stomach and stopped as she reached the top of her jeans. She felt her body begin to tremble as she let the memories from the night before wash over her.
"You gotta turn that brain off sweetheart." She heard a velvet voice say from behind her. Elena jumped and quickly turned around as a blush flooded over her cheeks.
"Damon, what the hell are you doing in here?" Elena asked quickly as she tried to compose herself. Damon smiled as he sauntered into the bedroom.
"I'm helping you, remember?" He asked with a smirk. Elena looked down at the floor.
"I think….well…" She started, but lost her words as she felt him move closer to her. Damon smiled and lifted her chin once he reached her.
"You wanted my help, didn't you?" He asked as he studied her face. Elena stared at him and suddenly remembered the way that Stefan had pushed her off on Caroline downstairs. It had been his first chance to spend real time with her in a week and he didn't. She hated the feeling that he didn't care and all she wanted was to make him want her again.
"Yes Damon, but…" She started, but Damon lifted his finger and put it to his lips.
"No talking Elena, turn around." He said in a forceful tone as he put his hands on her shoulders and turned her gently.
"Damon, what are we doing?" She asked as she sighed. Damon smiled and moved her directly in front of the mirror and stood behind her.
"We are helping you." He said quickly and then reached down and took her hand. He intertwined their fingers and then moved both of their hands to the center of her stomach. Elena froze.
"Damon, Stefan is…." She started. Damon smiled back at her in the mirror.
"He left already, relax. Turn off your brain for five minutes, OK?" He asked. Elena let out a sigh and then nodded. Damon smiled and pulled her body tighter to his.
"Do you remember how it felt last night when you first kissed me?" He asked softly against her ear. Elena felt her body begin to heat at his question and quickly looked down.
"Yes, Damon." She said softly. Damon moved his other hand and lifted her head back to the mirror.
"Watch Elena, this is important. How did you feel when you kissed me?" He asked as he tightened his grip on her hand that lay on her stomach. Elena swallowed hard.
"Out of control." She mumbled softly. Damon smiled and moved her hand slightly lower on her stomach. Elena's muscles tightened, but she didn't speak.
"Explain it to me. Tell me how your body felt." He whispered. Elena closed her eyes for a moment as her temperature rose even higher as she remembered the night before.
"I felt like I was one fire. I couldn't think straight, my blood rushed, my head spun and the only thing that I could think about was that I wanted…" She stopped as she opened her eyes. Damon lowered her hand again slightly.
"What? What did you want?" He asked softly. Elena felt her body begin to shake slightly.
"More." She whispered. Damon smiled and licked his lips.
"Elena, one of the reasons why you enjoyed last night was because for the first time in a long time you let go. You have to turn off your mind and you have to surrender to what you feel. If you keep overworking that brain of yours, it's going to get you nowhere." He whispered. Elena let out a sigh.
"How does that help me with Stefan? I just want him to want me." She said weakly. Damon nodded, but inside he wanted to scream. The fact that Elena even was put in the position where she had to beg for her boyfriend's affections pissed him off in a way he couldn't explain. If he hadn't been his brother, he would gladly have ripped his heart out.
"Elena if you know what you want and you know what turns you on, that is going to turn on Stefan. If you don't care about what you want and seem like you are trying too hard to please him it's not going to be passionate. It is incredibly erotic when you are with a woman that knows what she wants and even better when she knows how to get it." He said softly as his voice dropped a little lower. Elena gripped Damon's hand and moved it lower. Damon smiled.
"What do you want right now, Elena?" He asked as he moved her hair away from her neck. Elena swallowed and closed her eyes. Her blood began to move faster through her veins and her heart thudded against her chest.
"I want to feel sexy." She said as she closed her eyes. Damon dipped his head in between her shoulder and neck and slowly slid their hands inside the top of her jeans. Elena took in a deep breath as she felt her heart move faster.
"You are sexy. You know that. You are beautiful and you are powerful, you just need to give in to it. Do you remember how I touched you last night?" He asked huskily against her skin. Elena swallowed and then nodded.
"Yes." She said in a whisper. Damon lowered their hands so that they were just over the now damp material of her panties. He reached his hand down and moved the material to the side and gently placed her hand over her hot core.
"Then do it." He said softly. Elena swallowed and slowly moved her hand over her clit. Damon kept his hand on top of hers, but let her guide them.
"Mmmmm…." She moaned as she felt heat move through her body. She had never done anything like this before, even in private. She had always believed that was why she had a boyfriend.
"Tell me how it feels." Damon said as he ran his lips over the long expanse of her neck. Elena let out a breath.
"Good, it feels good." She repeated. Damon smiled and began helping her move her hand. He sped up the circular motion she was making and pressed harder on her skin.
"Ohhh God." Elena moaned as she closed her eyes and leaned her head back on Damon's shoulder.
"Look in the mirror, Elena." Damon said forcefully once again. Elena opened her eyes and looked back in to the reflection in the mirror. The look in Damon's eyes reminded her of the look she had seen just the night before. So much hunger and lust brimmed just as the edges, but yet he held it back as he tortured her in the most beautiful way.
"What are you thinking about right now?" He asked as he gently kissed the dip in her shoulder. Elena gritted her teeth as flashes from the night before ran through her mind.
"Last night." She whispered as she laid her head against him once again. Damon smiled and ran his lips painfully slowly up the side of her neck.
"What about last night?" He asked softly against her skin. Elena let out a sigh and let the memories she had been fighting all day wash over her.
"How it felt when you touched me. I've never been touched like that before and the way your mouth felt, it made me crazy. You tortured me relentlessly, but made me cum harder than I ever have." She moaned as she quickened her movements over her now throbbing core. Damon swallowed as his breathing began to pick up.
"You tasted so good." He said in a strained voice against her ear. Elena felt electric currents begin to pulse through her body as she once again sped up her fingers. She desperately wanted Damon's hands on her, but she knew that wasn't the point of this exercise.
"Damon…." She moaned as she tightened her grip on his hand. Damon ran his lips over her ear.
"What do you want Elena?" He asked softly. Elena's mind spun, there were so many things she wanted, but most of them just weren't possible at that point.
"Touch me." She said softly. Damon groaned low in his throat.
"Tell me how." He whispered.
"I want you inside me." Elena moaned as she ran her fingers over her overly heated core once again. Damon licked his lips and then slid his fingers out of her grasp and moved them down over her swollen clit. He pulled her body closer to his and then pushed one of his fingers inside of her.
"Damon, oh fuck." Elena moaned as she pressed herself against him. Damon groaned, but hooked his finger and slowly began to move inside of her.
"Mmmm…God Damon." She moaned once again as she began to move her hips against his hand as well as moving her own fingers faster. Damon closed his eyes and fought the animal that was clawing inside of him for control.
"Does that feel good baby?" He asked as he pushed another finger deep inside her and twisted them slightly.
"Yes, please don't stop." She begged as she leaned her head back and gasped for air.
"How does it feel when I touch you, Elena?" Damon asked as his need began to spin out of control inside him. Elena moaned and licked her lips.
"Like fire is burning through my veins. Like nothing I've ever felt before." She said breathlessly as she rocked against him. Damon let out a ragged breath and ran his mouth over her shoulder and sucked gently at the curve at the base of her neck.
"Do you want to come for me baby?" He asked as he moved deeper inside of her. Elena whimpered.
"Yes." She moaned. Damon smiled and twisted his fingers as he felt her tighten around him.
"Open your eyes Elena and look in the mirror." He said softly as he continued to work his fingers inside her. Elena opened her eyes and stared at their reflection. She had never been the kind that liked to watch dirty movies or even other people's PDA for that matter, but watching her and Damon as they both touched her like this, did something to her she didn't expect. She felt herself become even slicker with need as she watched the expression on Damon's face. His eyes were on fire, his teeth sunk into his bottom lip as he held back his need and he looked incredibly turned on.
"I want you to watch Elena. See how incredibly sexy and strong you are when you give in to what you really want." He said as he worked his fingers deeper inside of her. Elena moaned and Damon dipped his head once again and ran his teeth against the nape of her neck.
As Damon's teeth moved over Elena's skin she felt herself lose control. Her body began to tighten and a wave of pleasure quickly washed over her. Her breath quickened, her legs became weak and her heart pounded in her chest. She stared into the mirror as she watched Damon's mouth on her skin and the way his hands touched her like no one else had. Every sense she had was flooded with need and she couldn't hold it in any longer.
"Damon, Oh my God." She screamed as she felt her orgasm erupt inside of her. The pleasure that moved through her was earthshattering. Damon had to hold her up in his arms as she shook and pulsed around him. Seeing herself in his arms like that was more erotic than anything she had ever experienced before and as wave after wave hit her she wanted him more and more.
After a few moments the pulses that moved through Elena began to subside. Damon slowed his movements and eventually pulled his hand away from her aching core. Elena slowly turned and stared into Damon's electric blue eyes. Her breathing came out in ragged pants and her hands shook as she steadied herself against him. Damon smiled and lifted his hand to her lips and ran it gently across her lips. Elena opened her mouth and licked his fingers as she kept her eyes locked on his. Damon groaned and took in a deep breath.
"Mmm…" He moaned as he felt her tongue run across his fingers. Slowly, he pulled his fingers away from her lips and then ran his tongue over them himself.
"God you are mouthwatering." He whispered as he stared at her with lust running deep in his eyes. Elena swallowed. She wanted to kiss him, she wanted to touch him and she desperately wanted to fuck him.
"Damon…" She started, but Damon raised his fingers to his lips.
"Shhh… Blondie is here. Have fun shopping. Remember black is my favorite color." He said with a wink and then before she knew it, he was gone.
Elena stood in Stefan's bedroom and tried to regain her composure. She had no idea what exactly she was doing, but whatever it was, it felt too good to stop.
Please read and review! This is my smutty fic and I hope you all enjoy it as I am still trying to have a decent plot. Also for those of you reading my other stories, I will be updating You and I tomorrow as well as probably The Devil's Arms. I know have a lot of stories out there and am working on them all so I won't leave you hanging. Once again please read and review, thank you for all the reviews and comments and I appreciate you all reading. Nikki XOXOXO