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Authors note:

-You guys are probably wondering why it took me so long….well one would be that I was a bit lazy when school ended in march. I'm sorry.

-Two, by the start of april I had Review Classes for my college entrance exams this coming year. I still have one more class tomorrow. And because of stress and dealing with sales, I usually fall asleep and drop dead when I get home.

-After tomorrow my review classes will end completely and I'll have more time to type my stories. I haven't updated my other story in a while as well because of the same reason.

-Lastly, hoping that someone is still reading this. Please tell me what you think and I thank everyone who reviewed in the last chapters. Thank you very much :D

-I ask for your forgiveness and…please don't kill me

Feelings Realized

I stood there frozen solid like some kind of random statue. Still trying to process just about everything that happened, I failed to notice anyone around me. The fact that Yama just kissed me was a big thing, a really big thing. Why he did it? I had no idea, but my head was spinning right now, and I didn't even have time to think. My brain failed to intake whatever information I wanted it to get, therefore resulting me to just stand there in the middle of the crowd like some fool.

"Sora?" I'm certain now that I hear someone calling me, but it's all just a blur.

"…." I didn't say anything, after all, I'm not even sure if I'm really talking to someone at the moment.

"Sora? Hey are you alright there? Sora?!?" the voice spoke again, now it sounds oddly familiar, that voice.

"Huh?" after a few more seconds of dozing off like that, I finally spoke.

I feel someone grab me by the shoulder and shake me as if to wake me up. "Sor, you're seriously scaring me right now? Are you sick? Do you need to go back to the dorm? Do you need a doctor? Some sleep? Come on Sora say something!"

"T-Tai?" I asked. Of course, I was certain that it was Tai. Who else was there to ask me so much questions all of a sudden?

"Yeah it's me alright." He replied with a sigh.

I look at him and speak "Hey there Tai."

He looks back at me worriedly and asks "Is something bothering you?"

"W-what makes you say that?" I try to laugh it off hoping he wouldn't find out, but to my dismay, the nervousness in my voice was just too obvious to hide from Tai or from anyone for that matter.

"You're a really bad liar Sor." Said Tai with a slight smile.

"I know." I reply with sigh of my own.

"So? Care to tell me why you're here standing like some kind of statue? I thought Yamato was with you." Said Tai.

Just the mention of his name made me nervous and it made my heart beat faster. I blinked a few times before Tai spoke again.

"There you go again. You're spacing out now." Said Tai with a sigh.

I look at him and he has worry plastered all over that face of his. "I'm fine Tai." I assure him even though even I'm not so sure about that "I just have a lot of things running in my mind right now."

"Care to share?" he asked me.

"It's nothing." I reply.

"Well, from the looks of it, it seems like it's anything but nothing." He told me.

"Don't you have to go back to the booth now? I wouldn't want to keep you here." I try changing the topic, but even I know that it won't work. I'm just desperately buying myself some time.

Tai shrugs and then speaks again "They can handle it. I made sure of that. Now, stop changing the subject Sor, you know it's not worth it."

"I know." I reply with a groan. "There's just no way that I'm getting out of this am I?" I ask, although knowing Tai, the answer to this question was fairly obvious.

"Yeah you're not." He replies.

"I knew it." I replied.

"So, are you going to tell me or do I have to find some other way to make you tell me?" he asked.

"Um…can I tell you about it later?" I asked him, and I was hoping for a yes.

"Let me think about that…nope." He replied with a grin.

I groan and asked again "Why not? It'd just be the same thing."

"No it won't. Knowing you, you'd be looking for ways to distract me and make me forget that we even had this conversation. Plus, Meems and the others are going to be here later remember? We'd have no time for a private conversation." He told me.

"Alright, fine. And when did you get so smart as to figure all that out?" I asked teasingly, I started walking too, other than just standing there in the middle of a huge crowd.

"I try." Replied Tai as he followed right beside me.

"Okay, if you really want me to talk about it that badly…" I start, when he suddenly cuts me off.

"Yes I do." He replies.

"I know you do." I tell him and then continue with my own sentence "Let's go somewhere I don't know…private."

"Okay then, let's have lunch together." Tai suggests.
"Lunch?" I ask.

"Yeah." He says with a shrug. "I doubt anyone would dare eavesdrop on two people having lunch together. I mean, who would care about what we were talking about anyway?"

"Okay….if you say so." I reply.

"Besides, something tells me that neither of us have eaten yet." Said Tai "Right?" he asks.

"Yes, actually, I am quite hungry." I reply honestly.

"Good. Come on let's get going." Said Tai with a smile.

Tai and I go to some open area, a rather empty one at that. There wasn't much there, only a few passers-by and so on. Nothing much to see too, just some random open space.

We sat down on a nearby bench and then, we both started to eat the lunch that we bought from our own booth. Tai said he wanted to eat something that I made and that it would help the booth's business, even for just a little.

"So, want to talk about things now?" asked Tai as he placed another spoonful in his mouth.

"Well, it's nothing much really. It's just affecting me for some reason." I told him. I haven't eaten much yet.

"Hm, well if it's affecting you in some weird way, then it must be something right?" said Tai "Besides, you were acting really weird earlier."

"…" I thought about it again and I hit myself mentally. Every time I try to think of what happened, I keep finding myself thinking about that kiss!

"Was it that bad?" asked Tai.

"Huh?" I asked confused.

"What happened, was it really that bad that you can't bring yourself to talk about it? I'm just worried about you. You never act like this unless something's bothering you." Said Tai, he was looking at me now.

I sighed. "I can't even tell if it really was a bad thing. I was just shocked that's all."

"Shocked about….?" Asked Tai confused.

"About what he did and why he did it." I replied, finally taking a bite of my lunch.

"'He?' why does this suddenly give me the feeling that…Yamato had something big to do with this." Said Tai. "Did he Sora?" he asked.

"Kind of." I replied.

"Kind of? How is that?" asked Tai. "He didn't hurt you did he? I can't imagine Yamato doing something to you."

"I know, and he didn't. I can assure you that he didn't do anything wrong." I said.

"Then if that's the case then why is it bothering you so much?" asked Tai. "I saw you standing there like stone. And Yamato was no longer with you, so I figured he went to practice for tonight's performance with the rest of the guys."

"He did. He told me he had to go." I told Tai "And so I was left there. I understood why he had to leave though. Today's a busy day for everyone."

"Then why?" asked Tai.

"Tai, can I ask you something?" I asked.

"Sure thing. Anything, just ask away." Said Tai.

"Well, about Yamato….does he like anybody right now?" I asked him.

"Huh?" asked Tai. "Excuse me? Where did this come from all of a sudden?"

"It's just that…I'm just curious." I replied. That was partly a lie. I was curious, but that wasn't the only reason.

"Okay…." Replied Tai.

"So, does he?" I asked again. For some odd reason, I needed to know.

"Well….yeah I guess so." Replied Tai.

Just like that, I think my heart was breaking into a million pieces. Wow, how odd. Nothing like this has ever happened to me before, nor did I usually care about something like this so much. But when Tai said Yama liked someone, it just seemed to hurt.

"Sor?" asked Tai "Seriously thought, why this all of a sudden?"

"Nothing." I replied.

From the corner of my eyes, I'm quite sure that I saw Tai smirk. Then, he started to laugh lightly. I was confused, as to why Tai would suddenly be laughing at something like this.

"Tai?" I asked "What's wrong?"

"Sor, are you…is this kind of thing bothering you?" asked Tai.

"What is?" I ask.

"Is the fact that Yamato has someone he likes bothering you?" he asked me with a grin.

Immediately, I blushed. My face was red and I hid my face from Tai hoping that he wouldn't see. "…" and I said nothing.

Tai looked at me quizzically and then he smiled "You don't have to worry though…."

"Huh?" I asked confused, why would he say something like that?

"Well, I hoped that you would have realized by now." He stated.

"What?" I asked.

"Before I answer that question, can you tell me what Yamato did to you?" asked Tai. "If you do that, I'm sure you'll figure things out on your own."

"Well…." I breathed before I started talking. I told Tai everything that happened. And I saw his expression change from time to time as I told him everything. Sometimes it was shock and then he'd just smirk or grin all of a sudden.

When I finally finished what I was telling him, Tai suddenly burst out laughing. I blinked a few times and then he looked at me with a smile.

"Tai?" I asked.

"Oh man, I can't believe it. It took him this long to finally make a move!" said Tai with a grin. "But to think that Yamato would finally do such a thing out of the blue, it's just something else."

"What…what do you mean? It took him this long to make a move?" I asked. This was seriously starting to confuse.

"Sor, even you should already know by now. You just answered your own question." Said Tai. "You asked me if Yamato liked someone right? Well, shouldn't it be obvious already? I mean, after what he just did…"

"But…that would mean that Yama likes…." My eyes widened at the realization of what Tai was trying to say. Meems pointed this out before too, I just didn't want to believe it. I mean, of all people…why?

"Bingo!" said Tai as he jumped from his seat.

"T-that's just not possible…" I muttered, of course, with Tai being Tai, he heard that just fine.

"Nope, that's entirely possible don't you think? Haven't you noticed?" asked Tai.

"What was there to notice?!?!" I asked, I was starting to be frantic about it.

Tai blinked and then he smiled. "Sor, there was a lot to notice. I mean, the guy has been dropping a lot of hints you know."

"…" I was silent, Meems said that too, that there was a possibility, no a huge possibility that Yama liked….me….but….

"Even the others knew." Said Tai.

"They did?" I asked. "Was I the only person who didn't?!?"

"Well, yeah. I know that they knew, and they were trying to help him out too." Said Tai.

I groaned "Oh great…" Now I just felt stupid.

"Something wrong?" asked Tai.

"It's just that…I feel stupid and blunt now. I can't believe that I was the only one who didn't notice all this. Something must be wrong with me." I replied. The two of us were done eating now which left us plenty of time to talk about this.

Tai gave me a warm smile as he sat back down the bench. "Nothing's wrong with you Sora. You're just not used to this kind of thing. If you were, getting you into a relationship wouldn't have taken this long."

"But to think that something like this….I just…I don't know what to think anymore." I told him honestly. The feeling of confusion and guilt washed over me, the confusion was overwhelming though, it was really weird for me to feel like this.

"You can start by asking yourself if you feel the same way." Suggested Tai.

I thought about that for a minute. Did I? My feelings were so jumbled up right now, I can't even think right.

"I mean, you don't have to force yourself to like him that way, just think about it first." Said Tai with a smile "If you don't feel that way about him, then that's fine too. No one's going to force you to it, not even Yamato."

"But…" I started. "I didn't hate it…"

"Didn't hate what?" asked Tai.

"When he…did what he did earlier…" I stated.

"You mean when he kissed you?" asked Tai with a smile.

"Yeah…" I replied with another blush on my face, but this time, I didn't even try to hide it, I knew he would see it anyway. I was just so thankful that no one was here right now, other than Tai of course.

"Hm? So you didn't hate it when he did that?" asked Tai again.

"No I didn't. If I did, I probably would have chased him down that huge crowd and slapped him the face or something like that." I replied.

"In short, if you did hate what he did, you'd be telling me that Yamato did something…wrong to you and you'd be mad at him right now." Said Tai, and he was right.

If I was mad, I should be hating Yama right now, not thinking about what he just did and why in the world it was affecting me like this.

"True." Said Tai "And it looks like you're getting closer to getting your answer."

"I guess so." I replied. I was still blushing and I couldn't help it anymore.

Tai stood up from his seat again and then he looked at me "Listen Sor, now this decision…or whatever you want to call it, it's all up to you."

"I know that, but I can't help but be confused right now." I told him.

"Yeah, that might be true, but you should at least think about it. These are your feelings, and no one else is going to decide for you." Said Tai and I knew that, I just wished I knew the answer to my complicated feelings.

I sighed and then I stood up too. We talked so much that none of even noticed the time fly. We needed to get back to the booth sooner or later. "We better get going." I say "The others will be here soon, and we also need to get back."

Tai gave a sigh and then scratched the back of his head with his hand and he spoke "Alright, let's go."

"Tai, this is just between you and me…right?" I asked. Though, I already knew that Tai wouldn't tell anyone.

"Yeah, just between you and me, that's a promise Sor." Said Tai "So, don't worry about it so much."

"Thanks Tai." I reply with a smile.

"Come on, let's get going." Said Tai, and we began to walk back.

Hours Later

The day went on like normal. At least, for me, I felt a lot better. Thanks to Tai, I was able to sort some things out. Though some things still weren't clear for me, I was getting somewhere, or so I think. Thing is, I thought about what Tai said, and….he's right, a part of me…

"Sora!!!!!" I turned around and I saw Meems and she gave me a big hug as she ran towards me.

I took a step back when she hugged me, it made quite a big impact. I laughed before replying "Hey Meems, looks like you guys made it."

"Of course! Why else would we cancel all our other plans? We wouldn't dare miss something like this!" said Meems with a smile.

"Where are the others?" I asked as I looked around, and Koushiro was the only one there.

"They roamed around I think." Said Koushiro. He looked around him and spoke "This is quite impressive Sor, the place is filled with so many people."

"Yeah, I was shocked too." I replied honestly.

"So, looks like business is going well with you guys." Said Meems. "As expected, everyone loves your cooking."

"I don't think it's just that Meems, I didn't do this alone after all." I told her "I had a lot of help with me."

"Still, this is really impressive." Said Meems.

"Mimi!! I'm so glad you guys could make it!" We all turn around and see Cassie coming our way.

"Wow, you sure are happy Cassie." Said Meems.

"Of course I am. Who wouldn't be? This day is really important for all of us here, and guests are always more than welcome." Said Cassie.

"Well it's already attracting a lot of guests so that's no longer an issue for your school." Said Koushiro and he was right. Number of guests was the last thing that the school needed to worry about.

"Hey Sor, where's Kari? Didn't she sleep over at your dorm?" asked Meems.

"Yeah she did." I replied. And now that she mentioned it…Kari wasn't in the booth right now too, so I could only think of one conclusion.

"Oh you mean Tai's little sister right?" asked Cassie.

"Yeah, that's her. Have you seen her?" Meems asked as she continued to look around for Kari, but no luck.

"Well, if you're looking for her, she went off with Takeru just a while ago." Said Cassie "Those two seem pretty close these days."

"Oh? Why am I not surprised that she's with T.K." I say with a smile.

"True, I wonder how Tai and Davis would react to this though." Said Meems with a slight laugh.

"Tai's okay with it I think." Says Cassie.

"What makes you say that?" asked Koushiro confused.

"Well, before those two left to go off somewhere, they kind of told Tai that they'd be leaving for a while. I think he knows where they are." Explained Cassie.

"So they asked permission from Tai before they left?" asked Meems.

"Yeah they did. And he just said okay. He didn't even complain or anything. Looks like he's fine with those two being so close." Said Cassie.

"I think that's because Tai can see Kari comfortable when she's around T.K. so he doesn't mind it anymore." Said Meems.

"True, I mean the only reason he got protective of her was because he didn't want anyone to hurt her. And I think T.K's the last person that would do anything to hurt Kari." I reply with a smile.

"Looks like you guys are having fun." A voice called, and as expected it was Tai.

"Hm, what are you doing here all of a sudden?" asked Meems with a smile "I thought you were busy or something like that."

"Yeah, well my shift is over for the day, so I'm free for today." Said Tai returning the smile "Nice to see you guys could make it."

"As I said, we wouldn't dare miss this." Said Meems.

"Glad to hear it." Said Tai "I happened to bump into Ken and Yolei earlier. And Davis was with Cody. I think Davis was looking for Kari though."

"I doubt he's going to find her. He's with T.K. right?" I ask knowingly.

"Yeah she is. Those two ran off somewhere." Said Tai.

"Hm, did they tell you where they were going?" asked Meems. "I don't see them anywhere around here."

"Nah, I didn't bother asking. They can have their time alone or whatever it's called." Said Tai "If that's what Kari wants then it's fine with me."

"Aw what a nice big brother you are Tai." Said Meems teasingly.

"But seriously though, this must be a big thing for you right?" asked Koushiro "You'd never let her go with just any guy."

"True, you would have done something by now." Said Meems with a nod.

"I know, but this is a different case. She likes having him around and no way am I going to take that away from her." Said Tai.

Even though Tai has some sort of protective streak, he does know when to back down for a while. As long as Kari's happy, then I'm sure that Tai is too. Knowing Tai, as long as T.K. doesn't hurt Kari, which I doubt would even happen, he'll be fine and Tai would lessen the whole brother protectiveness of his.

"Anyway, did Kari tell you anything else before you let her go with T.K.?" asked Meems.

"Nothing. But I did tell them to meet all of us tonight at the concert." Said Tai "I told Ken and Davis the same thing when I bumped into them earlier."

"Concert? You mean the one with Yamato and his band?" asked Meems.

Again. It happened again. The mere mention of his name and I find it hard to do anything right! "What in the world is wrong with me?!?" I think to myself. I was supposed to be okay already, but nothing seems to work!

I see Tai look at me and he gives me an assuring smile before he answers Meems "Yeah, that's the one. That place would be packed by rabid fans so we have to get there early if we don't want to be in a rampage."

"Sounds like this place is going to be wild tonight." Said Meems.

"Why am I not comfortable with that idea…" said Koushiro with a groan.

"Trust me, none of us are." Said Cassie with a sigh "Forget the rabid fans, watch out for their shrilling voices."

"Man don't remind me about that one." Said Tai with a sigh "Those girls are nuts. If you guys thought they were crazy when we got chased in the amusement park, then you better think again."

"Tonight, things will be much worse." Said Cassie.

"I can only imagine…" replied Meems as she sweat-dropped too.

"I would have thought that you guys would be used to his by now." Said Koushiro.

"Yeah we are, but you guys aren't." said Tai.

"We've been dealing with this kind of thing ever since Yamato's band became popular. They were a huge hit the first time, and that's why they're always asked to do the same thing every year." Said Cassie.

"That's why they never get assigned to different jobs. Every year is the same for them." Said Tai. "That's also why they're always together."

I took a deep breath, hoping to stop my heart from pounding so hard, but it does little to soothe me. Still, I can't stop thinking about him, and I'll be seeing Yama again tonight, live and performing on stage.

"What's gotten into me?" I whisper silently.

"Sora? You alright?" Cassie asked me.

I looked over to her and saw that everyone was looking at me now. Meems and Koushiro gave me worried glances, and Tai was the only one who knew what was going on, so it couldn't be helped that they'd be worried.

"Yeah, I'm fine really." I reply. "Just…thinking about some stuff."

"Are you sure?" asked Meems, she didn't seem convinced that I was alright.

"Yeah, totally positive Meems, no need to worry about me so much okay?" I gave her an assuring smile.

"If you need anything, do say so alright?" said Koushiro with a smile and I simply smiled back. I didn't want to say anything anymore at this point.

"Okay…..so…uh…how about we walk around?" suggested Tai, he was trying to ease the tension.

"Sure!" said Meems happily "I haven't seen much of everything."

"Okay then!" said Tai with a smile "Uh…Cassie, you mind taking them around? Sor and I will catch up you know? We'll need to check on some things first."

"Sure Tai." Cassie immediately agrees, she goes over to Meems and speaks "Come on, most of the other attractions are this way."

As I watch Meems and Koushiro leave with Cassie, I soon find myself looking at Tai after they've vanished off to somewhere. "What was that for?" I asked him.

He looks at me and smiles "From the looks of it, you wanted some time to think."

"You didn't have to send them away though." I told him.

"Oh but I did." Said Tai "If I didn't, you'd make Meems and Koushiro worry with that kind of face and when you figure out that you've made them worry, you'll feel bad about it and blame yourself again won't you?"

He was right about that, I never wanted to make them worry. And since I was too preoccupied with my thoughts to even think about anyone else around me, I could have been making them worry without me knowing it.

"Thanks Tai." I tell him, I was truly grateful.

"No problem. So, have you figured it out yet?" asked Tai.

"I….I'm not sure…" I reply.

"No need to rush things. Go on ahead and just think about it. You'll be fine." Said Tai, he pats my head and then silence ensues between us.

It takes a few minutes before one of us starts talking, we start a light conversation and then we begin to walk around as well. It doesn't take long after that, when Tai's phone suddenly rings.

"Can I get this?" he asks me.

"Sure thing Tai, go ahead." I reply.

He picks up his phone and begins to talk "Huh?....yeah I'm with her….what? Are you serious?!....alright already we'll get going….alright see you guys there….yeah…okay….bye."

Tai turns back to me after his phone call and then he sighs. "I can't believe it."

"Something wrong?" I asked.

"We have to head to the concert stadium now." Said Tai.

My eyes widened in shock and I asked "Why so early?" I looked over at my watch and then asked "There's about 50 more minutes before show time!"

"I know that." Said Tai with a groan.

"Then why?" I asked.

"The place is getting crowded. Yutaka called. There's been a lot of fans that are already coming in. Meaning if we don't hurry, we won't make it in time to get decent seats." Said Tai.

"This is…" I didn't know what to say.

"I know right? This happens every year. We usually go there like 30 minutes before show time, but I guess fans decided to come 20 minutes earlier this year." Said Tai with a sigh.

"So, we have to get going? As in now?" I asked.

"Yeah, now." Said Tai. "And it would even be more advisable if we…made a run for it."

"Is it that bad?" I asked shocked.

"That bad and much more." Said Tai.

"You can't be serious." I argue.

"You'll see. At least after you see this, you'll start having a list of things you'd want to bring during next year's fair." Said Tai.

"Okay…" I say silently.

"Come on, we need to get going. I'll contact Kari, you try and get a hold of Meems and Koushiro." Says Tai.

The two of us make a run for it through the crowd while taking out our cell phones and dialing numbers. I quickly called Meems hoping she'd pick up quickly. I wouldn't want to drop my phone since I was running in such a quick pace.

"Hello? Sor? What's up?"

"Meems, emergency…*pant* you guys need to go to the stadium where the concert is *pant* being held."

"Right now? Why? And are you panting? What's wrong?"

"Nothing serious. We're making a run for it. Apparently *pant* Yutaka called Tai, the place is already getting filled with fans."

"Is the situation that bad?"

"Kind of…I guess so."

"Alright, we'll be there. Looks like Cassie agrees with you. She just got a call from T.K."

"Okay, we'll *pant* meet you guys there then?"

"Yeah sure thing Sor. Can you save us some seats when you get there?"

"Sure thing Meems."

"Thank you! See you there."

"Bye!"

I placed my phone back in my pocket as soon as I ended my call. Thank goodness I was wearing jeans and I decent pair of shoes. I look over at Tai and he just ended his call with Kari. The two of u continue to make a run for it, hoping that we won't be crushed by rabid screaming fan girls when we get there…

In The Concert Stadium…

Now, I was just stunned. Tai wasn't kidding. This place was packed, and saying that was just an understatement. It was more than just crowded. I sighed, we were lucky actually. When we got here, T.K and Kari were already present and were able to get us front row seats. I sat there with Tai and the others and waited silently. It was already nighttime and the stadium was yet again in another open area. The moon could be seen, if there was one.

There was only ten minutes before show time. I was anxious, and I didn't know why…oh who am I kidding. I wanted to see him, to watch him play, and to know what it feels like to watch him up there on stage.

I sighed "I can't believe I didn't see this coming…I mean…when did this even happen?" I was so busy with my thoughts when I suddenly realized that the stage lights went dim.

I felt Tai hold my hand and speak "Hey, you better get ready." He said with a grin.

"Ready for what?" I asked confused.

"This." As if on cue, the lights turned back on and in walked in the members of the Teenage Wolves, and just like that, I think I've gone deaf…

The screams were as bad as how Tai and Cassie had described them. High pitched and killer to the ears. I tried to focus on something else to draw out the yelling, screeching, shrilling and screaming, but nothing worked.

"Hey! Is everybody having fun?!?" Yama said through the microphone.

How I wish he didn't do that, because the screaming fans just screamed louder! I looked up the stage and saw Yama standing there, and for a moment, I forget about all the noise and focus on him.

"Glad to hear it!" he replies to his fans. Again, more screaming… "Now, I think you all know what we're here for right?" he asks. Screams again…I'm suddenly getting used to this…

"We're here to make Opening Night much more memorable. And to do that, my guys and I have prepared a song for you guys!" he says while his fans….they scream. "You guys ready?!?"

"Just get on with it!!!!" Tai yells and the others can't help but laugh.

Yamato laughs a bit too, he seemed to have heard, seeing as Tai was in the front row. "Alright, as requested by a good friend of mine, let's get this show on the road!"

I heard the drums start with a few beats and then soon, the other guys started playing too. I looked at the stage and all of them were smiling, especially Yama. I watched as he sung the first song while playing his bass and then he looked down at me and gave me that charming smile that would normally knock any girl off her feet.

It then hit me. The noise was suddenly nothing to me as I watched him up that stage. I completely forget about the noise and my thoughts filled with something else…him. I blink a few times before it all sinks in…the blushing, the thoughts, the emotions and occasional stuttering whenever someone brought him up…

This wasn't in the scholarship deal. No one told me this would happen. But…as much as I hate to admit it, I can't deny it. Tai and Meems were right…everyone was! I would never say it out loud..but I can't believe it…

I was in love with Yamato Ishida…and it was killing me inside….

Authors Note: Finally!!!! A new chapter. Please don't kill me and please review and tell me what you guys think. Thank you so much everyone. : )