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Ricky P.O.V
I went to my apartment after everything that happened today. I just decided to skip the rest of the day. Nobody will care, everybody hates me now. I sat in the corner of my room, just feeling like shit. I felt guilty. I don't know why I always have to mess everything up, for me. For Amy. For everyone.
I keep staring at the little black box in front of me. I was going to give it to Amy, but.. I guess not. It's not an engagement ring. It was just a promise ring. It was me saying that maybe one day we will get married.
I sigh. I wonder where Amy is.
Amy P.O.V
I sat down in the front of the school, crying my eyes out. I was embarrassed in front of the whole school. Then I saw Alex and Josh coming up to me, Josh had my bear and Alex has all the roses along with the chocolates. They smiled. "We got all of your stuff for you." I got up and smiled, wiping away my tears. They handed me all my stuff. "Thanks, guys. It means a lot." They smiled, but the frowned. "We're.. sorry." Alex said and Josh nodded. I looked down. "It's ok. Don't worry about it. Things happen, you know?" I tried to smile a little bit.
They both hugged me. "You're a strong girl, Amy." The both said together. "Thanks for bringing me my stuff." The both nodded and walked away. I sat down on the bench again and just sat there, waiting. I didn't know what I was waiting for, but I was waiting for anything. Someone to make all this pain go away.
Ricky P.O.V
I decided to go back to school and look for Amy, to explain everything to her. I walked into the campus and saw her. She was sitting there. All by herself, looking at her stomach. I guess she never noticed me because she didn't move.
"Amy," I whispered. She quickly looked up and then looked away. "What do you want, Ricky?" I sat down next to her and got her hand. She didn't pull away, which was a good thing. "I'm so sorry that I slept with Adrian. It was a big mistake. Remember that night I went out with friends?" Amy looked down, thinking and then nodded.
"Well, she was there. I wasn't going to drink, but she said it was only going to be one. One lead to another, and another, and another. Then everything was a blur. We went to her house and it just happened. I don't even remember how it happened." Amy looked at me and her eyes looked sad. "Ok."
I smiled. "So, you forgive me?" "No, I need time to think. Let's just go home." I nodded. I got all her stuff and we went home. I sigh. I fucked up badly.
We got home and Amy went straight to bed. She didn't even look at me.
I put all of the stuff I got her and put it in the corner. I went into our room and Amy looked at me, expressionless. She looked down and then closed her eyes. I could tell I hurt Amy really bad. I felt horrible. I wish I could take away all the pain I made her feel today. I had to make this up to her, soon. I fell asleep sitting down in the same corner I was this morning.
I woke up to find Amy not home, she left me a note saying that Grace had picked her up. I sigh and crumbled the note. I went to take a shower. I decided to wear a long sleeve gray shirt with my yellow thing short sleeve hoodie, and some faded jeans. I went to school, prepared to see what happens.
I walked into school and Adrian came up to me, smiling. "Guess what?"
"What," I said not looking at her, but looking for Amy in the crowd of people.
"I heard Ben wants to get back with Amy." I looked down and my heart sunk. "What?" She smiled really big. "I know! Ben asked her out on a date tonight!"
I walked away from her fast as soon as I saw Amy. I got her and pulled her aside. "You're going on a date with Ben?"
She looked at me and frowned. "No, where did you hear that from?"
"A.. Adrian." "She's lying. I haven't even talked to Ben."
Then I noticed what she was wearing, a bright yellow sundress and black flats. Oh god, we were matching again. She smiled a little bit and said, "I like what you're wearing."
Then she walked away from me. I sigh and stood against the looker. I watched her walk into class with Ben right behind her. Everyone kept on looking at me and giving me dirty looks, especially the girls.
Just great.
During lunch, I went and sat down with Amy. She smiled when she saw me, but then started eating again.
I saw Ben and Adrian arguing about something in front of our table. Amy looked at where I was looking.
"Oh. Ben and Adrian had sex last night." I looked at her shocked. "The condom ripped." My jaw dropped. She closed my mouth. "Ricky, close your mouth." She smiled. "I can't.. believe there so stupid." She looked at me and giggled.
"I guess we're stupid too?" "Amy, we didn't even use protection." "Really? I thought it broke or something." I smirked. "No, Amy. We didn't use any. You don't remember?"
She blushed a bright red. "Yes, but I was too concerned about you think I was ugly than looking at your.." She stopped and her face was beaming red. "Aw, Amy. You're perfect. You're body is perfect, you are perfect." She smiled.
"Ricky, I forgive you for what happen with Adrian. I can understand you got a little bit too drunk, but just don't even do that again. I never want to fell that pain again." "YES!" I reached over to kiss her, but she pushed me.
"No, Ricky!" She started laughing. "No more fooling around for a while." I dropped my jaw and smiled. "Whatever you say, gorgeous." I got up and kissed her forehead.
"But I want you to anounce to everyone a secret about Adrian." I looked at her and then smiled. "Ok," I got on the table and cleared my throat. "Excuse me, everbody!" Everybody turned and looked at me, even Ben and Adrian. Adrian crossed her arms over her chest. "This should be good," she muttered but loud enough for me to hear.
"I did sleep with Adrian Lee a couple days ago." Adrian smiled. "BUT.. She got me highly intoxicated with drinks. She knew I was with Amy and she took advantage of me. It was horrible, I don't even remember it. If any of you guys want a quickie and NOT remember it, you know where to go." I looked over at Adrian and her face was filled with anger. Her lips were pierced and her eyes were watery. She left with Ben running after her.
Everyone clapped for me and whistled. Of course they would. Mostly every guy in school has been with Adrian, even Juniors and Seniors. Even some Seniors from last year. She started sleeping around a lot, before I had even met her. Amy stood up, laughing.
"Wow, that was kind of harsh. But she deserved it." Amy put her arms over her chest. I couldn't help, but notice how big she had gotten. I'm not talking about her stomach, I'm talking about what's above it. She seem to have noticed because she hit my arm.
"Ricky! Stop it!" I smirked and touched her stomach. "I love you and only you," I smiled when I noticed she stil had on the necklace I gave her. "I love you? You're gonna need to do more than that to gain my trust back, big boy." I winked at her as she walked away. Amy was almost 8 months pregnant and she look beautiful, very beautiful. I swear she always managed to take my breath away. I sat back down since there was 10 minutes left, I slowly drifted back to when I first meet Amy.
FLASHBACK
I was sitting in the lunch room talking to Alex and Josh, I kept staring at this one girl who was so beautiful. I knew she was a freshmen, since I had never seen her before at band camp. She was really pretty, long red/brown hair with big green eyes that sometimes looked hazel or blue. She had a nice tender laugh. I couldn't help, but stare at her. Alex noticed and smiled. "Her name is Amy." I smiled. Amy. It suits her in a way, I guess.
I was thinking she was the girl of my dreams, she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. She must have noticed me staring at her because she waved at me telling me to come over. I smiled and sat down in front of her.
She smiled. "Boy can I tell you a wonderful thing?" I smiled and nodded, looking straight into her eyes. I didn't even know this girl, but I could see myself falling in love with her.
She giggled. "I can't help, but notice you staring at me. I know I shouldn't say this.." She paused, but then continued.
"But I really believe that I can tell by your eyes that you're in love with me"
I looked at her shocked. Maybe it was love at first sight. "I don't know, maybe I am." "You don't even know me," she said pushing her hair back. "We can change that, beautiful." I saw her blush a bright pink, that was the first time I ever saw Amy blush. I smiled. "We should get together later on."
"I have to play.."
I remember everything. After that one conversation we had, everything changed.
END OF FLASHBACK.
I snapped out of my little flashback when I heard the bell ring. I was about to walk into class when Ben stopped me. "RICKY!" I looked at him. "What do you want? You want a condom that won't rip?" He got red. "No. no. It's not about that." I started walking away from him. "It's Amy!" I quickly turned and pushed him to the lockers. I picked him up by his shirt. "What did you do to her?" "I-I didn't do anything!" I started to panic as I let him go. "Than what happened? What's wrong? Where is she?" I started looking around.
"Something happened. I don't think it's good."
I looked at him shocked.
Not again.
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