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I felt so empty. I felt so empty knowing that the baby that is.. was.. inside me, is gone now. He's gone, forever. He'll never be able to hear my voice or Rickys voice. He'll never be able to cry, laugh, giggle, eat or even blink. I didn't understand, I still didn't understand how this could have happened.

Everything was perfect the day before, everything was good. There were no signs of anything wrong. They did something, I know it. I know it my heart that that boy I held in my arms was my son. Ricky looked at me and smiled.

I noticed Adrian was walking towards me, she was smiling big. Her shiny white teeth would sparkle. Ricky was staring at her, smiling. He looked at her with lust, it's like he wanted to be with her rather than me. I shaked off the thought as Adrian sat down with us. "Hey, guys." She smiled at me. I smiled back, before I looked down I noticed she winked at Ricky. I sigh and looked around.

"I.. I'll be right back." I quickly get up and run to inside the school. It was already after school, so nobody was in the school. I sigh. I start breathing really fast, I was paniking. Ricky didn't even bother going after me. I sit on the floor as I look up when I hear my name. "Amy?" Ben said sitting next to me. "Are you alright?" "Adrian winked at Ricky, I ran inside and he d-d-din't even b-b-bother coming after m-me."

Ben touched my shoulder. "Amy.. I know. She's been acting really distant from me, lately." I quickly look up. "You.. you don't think.." Ben smiled. "Of course not, Amy. Ricky would never do that to you!" I shook my head. I got up, he quickly did too. He hugged me and then looked outside.

"Adrian.. She won't hurt you. I promise." I looked at him and sigh. "Ok," I said low. Then I heard the door open, Adrian and Ricky walking in smiling."Hey, Amy. Are you alright?" Adrian asked. I nodded and looked at Ricky. He was looking at Adrian then he looked at me. "You sure, baby?" I nodded again, faking a smile.

I couldn't believe he was looking at Adrian that way, when we just lost our baby. Ricky got my hand and kissed my cheek. "Let's go baby." I looked at Ben and he smiled slightly. I looked at Ricky as we walked out of the school, towards to our car. We got into the car and it was silent, as always. I hated that we were becoming distant ever since the accident.

A month later..

Ricky had been really distant from me for a while now, he wouldn't even sleep in the bed with me anymore. He'd usually fall asleep in the couch watching Tv. We were already going back home after school. It was already towards the end of May, we only had two weeks left of school.

We soon got to our apartment and I tried to open the nursery door, since I hadn't even gone in there in a long time. "Ricky, why won't the door open?"

He hesitated. "I locked it. I don't want us going in there anymore, ever." "W-what? Why?" "It's too painful. We should just get over it already." I looked at him in shock. "Excuse me? You expect me to just forget the fact that I lost my first born son? That he was a stillborn?" He got my shoulders and shook me. "Amy! Get over it! We're never getting him back! He's never going to be with us! It's over! MOVE ON!" I felt tears form in my eyes as I stared at him. He had no emotion in his eyes."I'm going out," he spat at me. He got his jacket and slammed the door as he left. I slowly made my way down to the couch. I stared at the Tv. I wonder where Ricky went.

I wonder who he's with. I got my phone and called someone, I hope I wouldn't regret this.

"Hello," she answered laughing. I could hear kissing noises. "Who is it?" the voice behind her said. It sounded like Ricky. "I don't know," she whispered.

"Adrian.. It's Amy." I heard a gasp. "Oh. H-Hi, Amy."

"Shit," I heard Ricky mutter. I knew it.

"Tell Ricky to never come back to the apartment, he can stay with you. I can't believe you two, after everything I have been through! BYE!" I quickly hanged up and stared at the phone. I didn't even see this coming. Since when had this been going on? It's barely been a month since it's happened. I knew he would do this to me, I just didn't think he would do it. I quickly got up and locked the door. I put the chain and went to our room. I opened the drawers and started throwing everything of his out. I didn't realize I was already sobbing, then I found a picture. It was a sonogram picture of my son. I stared at it, I felt my heart breaking all over again.

It's hard to miss someone you never met.

I started putting all of his things in bags, I sigh. Who am I kidding? I can't survive without Ricky? Who's going to make me food every day, make sure I'm ok when I'm sleeping and everything else. I walk to the restroom and stare at myself in the mirror. It was time for a change. Prom was tonight and I'm going. I didn't want to go to Prom with Ricky since he had never even mentioned it that he wanted to go with me, so I called Ben. "Hello, Amy?" I smiled. "Hi, Ben. Are you going to prom tonight?" I heard him chuckle. "Yeah, are you? Do you have a date?" I sigh. "No, I don't."

"You're not going with Ricky?" "No. We're kind of not together anymore, I guess. He's probably going with Adrian. Umm, do you want to go with me, but as friends?" "SURE! I'd love to go with you, Amy!" I laughed. "Ok, but.. I don't have a dress." I sigh again.

Ben laughed. "I think I might have something you might like. I'll send it over in a bit. I'll meet you there, yes?" "Sounds good," I hanged up and look at myself again. I wasn't ready for prom, it was only two hours away. Oh god. I quickly started taking a shower, after I got out some nail polishes for my nails. Then, I heard the doorbell ring. I gasp. I went to answer it, I was still in my bath robe. I opened it to see a man in a tuxedo. "Hello, miss. You have a gift from . I smiled and got the big box. "Thank you." He nodded and left. I quickly closed the door and ran to the room. I set the box on the bed and closed my eyes, as I opened it. I gasped when I opened my eyes. It was a beautiful blue. It was a beautiful blue. It was so breath-taking. I took off my robe and put on some panties. I got a sexy strapless blue bra and then put on the dress. I looked into my full length mirror. I wanted to cry. I hadn't felt this beautiful in a long time. It was a lovely strapless designer dress featuring a ruched sweetheart bodice with a beaded waistline. Soft layers of chiffon create a sexy skirt that has a mid thigh length in the front and cascades around to ankle length in the back. I smiled to myself, again. I just couldn't stop smiling.

I looked into the box and saw some silver high heels. Ben was an amazing friend. I put on my heels. I smiled and sigh. I don't have an jewelry, only the necklace Ricky had given. I decided to still wear the necklace. I smiled and looked into the box again. I found a nice silver necklace that had a blue diamond, blue diamond earrings, then there was a beautiful silver diamond bracelet. I left the necklace in there and then smiled. I felt like a princess. I started painting my nails. I painted them a bright blue. I smiled. Oh god. What about my hair? I only had 30 minutes left, before I had to leave to the ballroom. I quickly put curled my hair and applied make up. I looked really good. I felt great, I felt.. like everything was slowly getting better now. Baby steps. I sat on the bed, when I got a text message. It was Ricky.

"I heard you're going to prom with, Boykewich. Have fun. I'll see you there, sweet cheeks. I'll be with Adrian."

I stared at the screen. I turned off my phone and left it on the bed as I left. I locked the door and went to my car. I hadn't really used my car in a long time, since Ricky would always drive me everywhere. I was literally shaking as I parked. I look at the ballroom. Everybody was already here. I guess I'm late. I got out of the car and looked around. Nobody was outside. I started walking inside when I noticed there were red long staircase going down. It was like in that Cinderella movie where Hilary Duff comes out in, in that Halloween dance when she's going down the stairs. It was like that. I started freaking out. A piano music started playing when the light shined on me. Everybody stopped and looked at me. Everybody smiled and guys mouth dropped. Ben smiled at me. I felt beautiful as everybody watched me as I walked down the stairs. Ben hugged me. "You look beautiful, Amy." He had on a tuxedo, with a blue vest that matched my dress. He put on my corsage. It was a blue rose, it was different. I felt guilty.

"Oh, Ben. I don't have one for you." He smiled. "It's ok. I already have one." He had a light blue flower on his tux. I smiled as we started walking around. I stopped when I saw Adrian and Ricky walking towards us. Adrian smiled. "Hi, Amy! You look nice!" I looked her up and down. She was wearing a slutty dress. An elegant sequin evening gown featuring a low cut halter top bodice with jeweled accents on the empire waist and cut out sides, it was a darkish purple. Ricky was matching with the purple vest. "Hmm, it looks like you guys were planning on going to prom for a while now." Ricky laughed. "Yeah, I guess. We can still be friends, right Amy?" I look at him and felt tears come to my eyes. Everybody was watching us. I quickly ran out of the ballroom. I couldn't handle this.

Ricky P.O.V

I didn't really want to be here with Adrian, I wanted to be with Amy. Adrian just got me into her little trap again. Ben looked at me in disgust and ran after Amy. Grace ran towards us in shock. "RICHARD UNDERWOOD! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO AMY?" Grace had on a simple white and black dress, knee length. I looked at Grace and just shook my head. I walked out of the ballroom to find Amy. I heard some yelling. I bet Grace slapped Adrian or something. I found Amy sitting on a bench outside.

I sat down next to her. "Ames.." I whispered. She looked up at me and then looked back down. "What do you want?" Her voice was emotionless. "I'm sorry, Amy." She got up and looked at me. "Excuse me? You're sorry for cheating on me, AGAIN? WITH ADRIAN! HER! WHY?" I shook my head. "I don't know! All of this stuff about losing John, just gets to me!" Her eyes got big. "J-John?" I quickly looked up. "Yeah, I like the name. I guess in my mind I wanted to name him John." She smiled a bit. Ben walked over to us. "I found you, thank god. I looked everywhere. I got lost." Amy laughed. "Yeah."

I got up and walked away from them. I walked back inside to where Adrian was. She smiled at me and kissed me. "Hey, baby." "We have to stop this. We have to be just friends." She frowned. "Ok, I'm still with Ben either way." "You are? He's here with Amy." She laughed. "I know, I don't care." Just then, Livin' Our Love Song by Jason Michael Carroll started playing. I saw Ben and Amy start to dance. I got Adrian and we started dancing. I couldn't help but just to stare at Amy. I was shaking 'cause I wanted to get her away from that jerk.

Then, I noticed she still had on the necklace I gave her. Prom passed fast, before I knew it they were announcing Prom Queen and King. I wonder what losers won this year.

Then, I heard something. "Your prom queen of 2008-2009 is Amy Juergens!" I laughed. All the upperclassmen girls were all mad, since Amy was barely a freshmen and she had won, but the soon smiled. She deserved this.

"Your prom king of 2008-2009 is Richard Underwood." I gasped low and made my way towards the stage. They put the shash on me and the crown. Amy had her shash on and her tiara. "Now for the dance!" Everybody made a circle as I led Amy towards the dance floor. I looked at Amy. she hesitated as I pulled her in. She wrapped her arms around my neck as the song started playing. It was God Damn Your Beautiful by Chester See. I felt her body relax as she let me lead her. I felt like everyone else had disappeard and it was just me and Amy, for this moment.

Then, she quickly pulled away and left. The song was already over. She looked at Ben and smiled. She walked out of the ball room and that was it. She didn't even look at me once. I sigh as I walked to my car. Adrian was making out with someone from the football team outside. I shook my head as I headed towards the apartment. I had to set things right, for good now. I can't be like this.

Amy P.O.V

I literally ran away from Ricky after we danced. I was only in my panties and bra when I heard the door open. I looked over and saw Ricky. He was staring at me in awe. I blushed. He stared into my eyes and smirked. He walked over to me and laid his hand on my waist. "I love you, Amy. I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you. I'm sorry that I let Adrian get the worst of me again. I'm sorry I've been distant. I'm sorry I haven't been around. I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you to hurt you. I'm sorry.." I stopped him and kissed him.

Before I knew it, Ricky and I were laying down on the bed. I pushed him off, "Ricky." He looked at me and sigh. "Sorry." I sigh and then we heard a knock on the door. I quickly put on my dress and Ricky started fixing his tux as we both walk towards the door. It was almost 1 in the morning. We opened the door to find a man in a suit. He looked at us. "Mr. and Mrs. Underwood?" We look at each other. "Umm, yes?" Ricky answers. "We have some information involving you son." I looked at him shock. "Excuse me? Our son is dead." He shook his head.

"Your son is very much alive, Mrs. Underwood."

I'm sorry it's so short. :l I hope you guys like it! I'm sorry if it seems I'm rushing things.

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