Chapter 13: Goodbye, right?
Things were not going good for the Arthur, and he was fearing the worse. Almost each day Alfred would be online, and they would talk about problems. The more they talked, the more they looked like each other. So one day he asked for the story behind him. Behind the smiling face of Alfred Franklin Jones.
'I just have never really been that much of a social person.. I think it was because of what I learned from my mom. Her family kind of just uses her for money and stuff and I learned that you can't trust people, not even your own family. So I just always say that I trust people but there are only a small people I let in to really know me.. If there are even that much anymore. When I was younger I used to try and push around and let people in to trust them but I was hurt by a lot of people and so i closed myself off. Now it just seems that the small bit of people that I have left don't even care enough about me.. And so I'm hurt by them too. My parents, I feel like nothing I ever do is ever go enough for them. They might say that it is but I know better.
I always deal with friends problems and hold them up to help them out but whenever I need to tell them somethings It's just they throw me aside and don't give a shit about me. Now it seems that is the only thing my friends want me around for.. I'm done with love because well I've been hurt by this one guy I really liked. now whenever I start to think I love someone I push myself away from them so they hate me because I don't want to deal with love. I always fake things about myself around people. I act like a smart kid and thats it around school I don't talk about anime and just smile and act like my life is perfect.. The only person that understands me is myself.. I just know that I'm always going to be alone.. And I'm fine with that. I just wish that people would let me have that time alone but no one will. My parents have been asking me whats wrong and stuff but I don't want them to worry about me so I smile and say nothing. I'm just so alone.. I dunno.. Its weird I'm a weird person. But I'd rather be weird than normal so its okay..'
Life knocked them down quickly, as both of their story were matching. They whined and cried a lot the days they got to talk, so they made 2 promises.
Never lie to each other.
And don't kill yourself.
Because the truth was terrifying and unfair. Cutting and suicide attempts for both pawns in the game of life were brought into the game. And as winter came by, Arthur couldn't take it anymore, and actually told his parents about Matthew and Francis. They immediately took action, calling their parent, writing mail to the special people and homeroom teacher. Arthur could cry. The big people never helped him. Never. They only made it worse.
The next day Arthur came to school they seemed… happier. He didn't really know why. Their parents probably talked to them both…
So Arthur didn't lose his friends. The end? Not really it seemed.
Yay~ Cliffhanger. Okay, so, my long absence has been noticed I think. I just had to sort out a few things or 2…
