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Thanks again for everyone's support and everyone who liked reading this story so far... Rose will become a smoker but she will quit in the next two or three chapter (don't hate me)

Chapter Four

Rose's POV

Christian sat across from me with a smug look on his face

"Rose you have no choice but to listen"

I am not happy about this and when I get loose they better pray they don't fall asleep. I was infuriated with them all and they knew it. I nodded for Christian to carry on with his noble speech

"Rose when you left I was wounded, I was totally shocked you'd just up and leave us. When you left I realised I missed our fighting and bickering, I missed how our fighting would make my day that little bit better. Rose I hope you know that you balance out Lissa's personality perfectly. Rose when you left I didn't lose a friend I lost my sister"

Here Christian sat pouring his heart out to me and I couldn't care less about his feelings or what he had to say I turned to Adrian

"Hey Ivashkov hand over one of those cigarettes"

Adrian's eyebrows shot up, he turned to Dimitri who was speechless

"Never mind what he thinks just light one up and give it to me" I snapped

Adrian done as I asked he gently put the lit Cigarette in my mouth, I took a long drag

"So who's next on the chair of truth?" I asked playfully, Eddie sat down

"Yeah I know you're pissed but it's for your own good and you know it, look I aint going to say as much as Chris but Rose you're my best friend after Mason was killed, I never wanted that to happen to you and look at you, you're killing yourself" Eddie looked sad as he stared me right in the eyes

"Next" I barked

Adrian took the cigarette out my mouth and flicked the ash and returned it as he sat down I took a very long drag.

"little dhampire your aura is amazing, full of colours, yet its shadowed by black, I don't care why you left all I know is your here and in a somewhat stable condition, Belikov however has a lot more to say than any of us" he left the chair and the room

Dimitri spun the chair so he was straddling it. Some part of me wished I was that chair I scolded myself for thinking it but I really couldn't help it

"Roza love where do I begin" he whispered

I spat the cigarette at him and he caught it mid flight and put it in the ashtray. He raised an eyebrow at me and I done the same right back (A/N yeah I put rose out her misery) he chuckled

"Roza, I'm sorry if I caused you to leave, I really am. I know I'm not the best at saying how it is and I'll attempt it now"

He took a knife from his pocket and cut the robes at my hands and feet, I rubbed my wrists and ankles. I was still sitting in the chair; he knelt in front of me

"You killed me when you left, I didn't know what to do or who to turn to, when someone goes missing, we all go to you. Roza I love you more than words can say. You are my soulmate, you have my heart, body and soul, and you complete me. You my dear Roza where never, ever my student you were and always will be my equal in everything we do. We had an attack not long after you left and the first person I called on was you but you weren't there, my right hand woman wasn't there. The other guardians and I left for battle all feeling some sort of loss, you weren't there and it affected not just your friends and family it affect every guardian unit we have here at court even at the academy. This woman who is in front of me is not my Roza, she is in there somewhere and when she wants to come out I'll be waiting"

I flinched at the sound of my old nickname, my heart hurt and all I could do was encase it in ice. I've done a great job hunting and protecting the academy without having to worry about them, making sure they were all safe.

The doors of the gym burst open and everyone jumped.

"Rosemarie Mazur Hathaway!" boomed my father's voice.

I stood up to see him and he had tears in his eyes, yes the mobster Abe Mazur had a few tears in his eyes, that aside he was still very angry. I tried to run but was caught again by Dimitri. He and Eddie tied me down again

"Mr Mazur Rose is in the chair waiting" Dimitri said

My father nodded then replied "now leave all of you"

I took this as an opportunity to say something

"I'd sleep with one eye open boys" I flashed them my evil grin and the all shuddered even Dimitri

"What the hell were you playing at Rose? Do you know I had every single one of my contacts out looking for you? We've been going crazy wondering when you'll come home and from what I've been told you just strolled in here like you own the place" my father was very angry he was turning red and was pacing the floor in front of me

"I didn't waltz in I rode in and I got called back here to do a job by three guys in suites. I never asked you to look for me and your men clearly didn't look hard enough, I was near the academy if you must know after all, home is where the heart is. Now if you don't mind I would like to stand up so untie me"

My dad chuckled and untied me, I stood up stretched and began walking away

"Those suites owed me a favour, but Rose be careful around them they can twist things" I nodded to him in agreement.

"Oh and nice to have you back kız, I'm not sure on the new look though"

I chuckled at my dad's kind of joke and left the gym.

My heart was heavy after that encounter with some of my friends, the person I was dreading to talk to was Lissa. I carried on walking on caring where I was going

"Guardian Hathaway" barked a voice I knew so well,

I turned to face Lissa, I expected her to be sad and tears running down her face, she marched up to me and her face was blank, the next thing I know she'd punched me right in the face

"How dare you leave your post, your charge, your best friend, you have a lot to explain and at the moment I don't want to hear it"

She marched off in the direction of the throne room. Now that hurt, that hurt more than what the others said. I could feel myself begin to unravel and feel again. The tears spilled out my eyes, a sob racked my body.

Strong arms pulled me into a hug and all I could think of was my father, I looked up and it was him

"Daddy" I choked out, the tear in the mobster's eyes fell down his cheek

"Its ok baby, daddy's here" he whispered

In that moment I knew I could trust my father, I knew he'd make everything right again, yet at the back of my mind that little voice was laughing

"You know it won't last long they'll all turn on your"

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