thanks for the awesome reviews ! i love them your guys are awesome. so here's the begining of the whole story plot !

RPOV

I woke up with yesterday's events running through me. my hand automatically went my stomach but what I found was dimitri's hand spread across it. I smiled and ran my hands lightly over his. I stood there for god knows how long just looking at dimitri and my stomach not really grasping the fact that there's a baby in there. My baby. A baby that made of two dhamphirs.

The ringing of my phone woke me out of my trance. Lissa. Damn I didn't tell her, and the doctor said I couldn't guard her.

She left me a text: wake up, I have a meeting and you cant b late today, you have an hour!.

Damn. How was I going to tell her, but wait the doctor said it was a high risk?.

I started to squirm and dimitri woke up next to me. " what are you thinking about?" he said as he sat up and looked at me.

" the baby" I whispered. GOD it feels soo weird saying that.

He smiled " the baby, its so weird saying that, its actually real, were going to have a baby".

I smiled " yeahhh".

" whats wrong" he said as pulled me into lap, as always I tucked my head under his chin and played with his hands.

" can we" I mumbled then found my voice " I want to keep it a secret until it settles in with us" I moved so I looked into his eyes " I want to enjoy this before having to deal with all these questions at least till the paternity tests come in please".

He thought about it for a minute " I know where your coming from, I get it". he smiled and put his hand on my stomach " its like were in this different universe, a baby, me you and a baby".

I laughed putting my hand over his " its feels so unreal, I cant believe there's a baby in there".

He smiled "don't worry you will". And he leaned down to kiss me.

I kiss I broke as I saw the time " I gotta get ready, lissa's waiting".

" ohh no" he said as he grabbed my chin lightly so I could look at him " the dr. said no guarding, that means no guarding".

" but how am I gonna explain why im not guarding, just let me guard for 2 weeks 3 tops!" I said with my puppy eyes.

"rose" he groaned.

" im going to guard until I cant dimitri, I promise I'll be safe besides all I do is follow lissa into meetings" I said as I kissed his nose trying to stop whatever worrying he's thinking up in his head.

" roza I don't like this," he said.

" you know im going to do it anyways" I said smiling.

" don't you always" he laughed " be careful, no paper cuts at these meetings, and take care of my baby".

" I thought I was your baby" I joked.

He laughed " sorry now we have a real one," he smiled again and I loved the fact that my, well our baby was doing that.

" our baby" I said smiling in disbeilf. " its like I cant say it enough, our baby".

He laughed and then rolled us over so he was on top of me his smiled blinding. " a baby, this is crazy" he said as he kissed me. " I don't what to say, to express to how much of a blessing this is, how thankful I am, how much I love you and our baby, OUR BABY" he laughed.

" ohh, you showed me last night" I winked.

He laughed " come on I'll take a shower with you and walk you to lissa's".

" I have a feeling your gonna wrap me in bubble wrap or put me in a bubble with this" I pointed to my stomach " inside me," I laughed.

He smiled " thanks for the idea" and winked and whisked me into the shower.

ONE WEEK LATER

" ughhhhhhh," I said as I collapsed on the bed, it was my break from guarding and I went back to the apartment to eat and catch a nap.

" no stressing, its bad" said dimitri who scared me as he sat on the couch with that big binder the doctor gave us.

" what are you doing here, aren't you suppose to be up sparky's butt" I said smiling.

He smirked " have an hour break and thought you were busy with lissa, what wrong" he asked as he came up to me and wrapped his arms around me.

He kissed me and then kissed my stomach something he did everytime I walked in the room while in private that always sent tingles through my body.

" I want to tell lissa, but I want to wait a little longer, but she's been asking me all these questions!" I explained.

He kissed my furrowed eyebrows " relax, don't stress out, think of the baby,"

I took a deep breath. And he continued " now you can tell her, you" he kissed my nose " just want to be guarding until you start to show" he smiled.

I groaned " ever since we found out you wont let me train Its like a week is month, I have a buldge, thank god with a loose shirt you cant see but pretty soon you will I have like a week if that before you can notice."

" now whats bothering you" he asked knowing eating was never my prolem, as he started making me a sandwich as I sat on the counter next to him.

" she keeps asking, why Im acting so weird, or why im so happy, im glowing, something's different and I hate lying to her".

" so tell her" he said simply. " I cant wait to shout it to the world that were having a baby, im just waiting on you" he said as he kissed me lightly.

Then I thought about what's been on my mind lately. " we have to tell your family" I blurted out.

He froze and I continued " we have to dimitri, and I want to tell them about you and me and the baby, I cant believe they don't know your alive". He began to protest but I put my fingers on his lips to shush him " I wont push you on it until I tell lissa but after I do it, we are telling your family your alive and that were having a baby".

"roza" he retorted.

" don't roza me, our baby will know his family, so you have a week to thinka bout what your going to say, and you don't fight with a pregnant women, or stress her out" I said.

He rolled his eyes playfully " I have a feeling your going to use that a lot on me"

I Smiled " I'm going to milk it for all its worth" I laughed and started eating my sandwich. " and I will tell lissa, soon then you can go tell the world you knocked me up" I smiled and kissed him.

He smiled " your parents will be so happy with me then" he said sarcastically.

" lissa, and your family first, I need you alive when I tell the world Im having a baby with a dhamphir" I joked.

" lissa im back" I said as I went into one of the rooms she had meetings in trying to find her.

But what I came into was not the regular meeting, it was lissa and a couple more moroi with there guardians getting attacked by strigoi.

"lissa" I yelled. And I saw her with a strigoi's hands around her neck. Usually my first instinct is to leap and save her, but it my astonishment my first instinct was to cover my stomach and protect my child. Talk about weird. Pushing that aside I lept into action trying to keep lissa and my baby safe, while trying to make it over to the alarm that signaled for help on the other side of the room.

As I fought I was getting more and more panicked not caring about the hits I was getting to my face and arms only trying to protect my stomach, this feeling inside of me that wasn't the adreline was to protect my baby at all costs.

I yelled to lissa to see if she was okay. " lissa are you okay".

" rose" I heard her yell " rose".

" im right here liss" I said through heavy breaths.

" rose is your stomach okay?" she yelled frightened I guess since I kept crossing my arms over it not letting the strigoi's get a hit there.

" rose, whats wrong" she said and I could tell there was panic in her voice she knew something was up by the way I was fighting.

The strigoi were closing in on me and I was actually scared, not for me but for my baby, " lissa I need you to go press that button okay" I yelled.

"okay" she said and I fought off the strigoi trying to get to her so she could press it, the alarm went off and I felt relief.

" lissa" I said as I saw that the strigoi was gaining on me.

" rose there coming okay" she sad and I saw how she was crying as she was scared.

" lissa, I'm pregnant" I said while staking one.

" what!" she screamed.

I caught a glimpse of her her face was smiling then it grew sad then shocked. " your having another dhamphirs baby " she shouted.

" yes," I said trying to fight off the last two strigoi who were really strong.

" a baby from two dhamphirs? That's better than the queen" one of the strigoi said.

" go to hell" I said as I kept on fighting. Where the hell are these guardians.

The strigoi aimed more for my stomach and as I tried to protect it they caught me in the head making me dizzy, they caught me again and felt my world go black.

" my baby" I whispered. I failed my poor baby.

DPOV

When the alarm went off all I could think about was roza and our baby.

I as well as dozens of other guardians went towards the room the alarm went off in coming up to about 20 strigoi. I fought through them hoping rose was okay.

As we came into the meeting room I saw rose covering her stomach as if protecting the baby. Then I saw the strigoi hit her in the head not once but twice as I tried to get to her, she passed out on the floor and my anger boiled as they started to drag her out. I killed every red eyed monster in my way.

Faintly I heard lissa screaming " she's pregnant leave her alone take me! its me who you want leave her alone PLEASE !" she shouted.

" we want her baby" said one of them and that did it for me. I jumped and staked the strigoi that was dragging roza and grabbed roza.

I didn't care what was going on around me. i held her there checking her. " roza, roza I need you to hang in there okay, im going to get you help okay, just keep fighting okay" I said as I got up. I held her in my arms and I saw eddie from the side of the room it looked as if the battle was reaching its end.

Eddie was standing next to lissa trying to hold her back from running to me and rose as she screamed " I have to heal her eddie, she's pregnant, let me heal her!"

" eddie grab he and bring her" I said.

Eddie nodded and grabbed lissa over his shoulders and followed me. as we passed guardians they looked at me.

Hans came up to me " is she okay".

I shook my head " she's pregnant, I need to take her to the infirmary".

He nodded and pointed for two guardians to follow us as lissa was expressing how she wasn't leaving rose alone quite loud.

I ran to the infirmary. " she's pregnant she need help" I shouted.

Through the mess the doctor came out as she saw us her face fell a little.

" I need nurses and a bed" she shouted.

As I put roza on the bed they started to rip her shirt open putting all types of wires on her. all I saw was her sleeping face, and her stomach, the buldge she was talking about earlier in clear view, you could tell she was pregnant, that little bump our baby was in danger.

" she has to be okay" I shouted.

They rushed her into a room but two guardians held me back. " you have to stay out here" the doctor said. " we cant help her if your scaring our nurses okay".

" no, I need to be with her" I said trying to fight off the guardians.

Lissa came in front of me " im going to go heal her okay".

She rushed inside the room and I fell to my knees. " rose" I whispered.

Eddie came up next to me and patted my back. " come on, lets go wait okay, she's rose she doesn't go out with a fight".

I didn't budge and he knew not to push me any further.

"so a baby huh," he said trying to calm me with a conversation.

I nodded " our baby" I whispered.

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