A/N: I think a lot of you are figuring out where this is going. I remind you, I don't consider this getting angsty, like I said before, just some extreme drama. I assure you that it was in fact xanax that E gave Bella, it was a 1mg pill, that last I new, were blue. My dear friend was addicted to them for a long time, so I am trying my best at making it realistic. This is another split chapter, do you guys like them or want me to stick to one POV per chapter like I have been? Let me know! Thanks for all the reviews and love!

EPOV

It's only a few moments later that I feel Bella begin to stir in my lap.

I look down to find her staring up at me with wide, cautious, dilated eyes.

Still so beautiful…

I smile softly and run the back of my fingers down her cheek.

"You okay?" I ask.

She nods, "I'm sorry."

"Don't be," I shake my head and sigh. "You wanna talk about it?"

"Not really."

She kisses my neck lightly and stands up.

I grab her hips quickly as she sways on her feet, smiling when she giggles at herself.

"You sure you're okay?" I ask lightly, pulling her to me as I stand up.

She smiles adorably up at me, turns around and walks back towards the car.

I follow her and watch as she crawls up onto the hood.

She stretches her body out, lying on her back with her arms above her head.

Damn.

I'm standing there staring at her, taking in her beauty when she snaps her fingers at me.

"You got anything to drink baby?" she asks, smiling because she caught me staring.

I smirk and nod, heading around to the back of the car and opening the trunk.

Seeing the fireworks sitting there, I smile and remind myself not to forget about 'em.

I grab what I need and walk back over to Bella, waving the bottle of vodka at her and laughing when she claps her hands excitedly.

BPOV

We take turns drinking from a fifth of vodka and taking hits off the joint E brought along.

We're laughing and looking up at the clouds, finding hidden pictures within them.

I feel free.

Light.

I can't help but look over and stare at Edward as he looks up at the sky.

My heart melts as I take him in.

His profile is beautiful, the sun shining on the metal and ink stretched out over his body.

I gasp when I look up to find his eyes staring at me intensely.

We just sit there and stare into each others eyes.

Looking.

Breathing.

I blink, breaking his gaze abruptly and lick my lips as I take a deep breath.

Fuck.

Just one look from him sets my body on fire.

I open my eyes and smirk at him, leaning over to press my lips against his lightly.

Then, taking him by surprise I jump from my spot on his car and take off in a run, shedding my clothes along the way.

"Betcha can't catch me!" I scream and laugh, throwing my shirt over my shoulder towards him.

He's on me fast, laughing and catching me around my waist and twirling me around.

We fall to the ground out of breath and laughing.

Edward looks to me and cups my face, "I'll always catch you."

And suddenly our carefree moment turns intense once more.

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xoxo Laura