A/N: Morning! FF is being fail lately, but I still wanted to update. Let me know if you're still with me! :) Not beta'd.

BPOV

The look on his face as he comes all over me is deliciously sinful.

No one should look that fucking good.

But god, he does.

And he's mine.

His forehead lands on my chest and I hold him to me, running my fingers through his damp hair.

The emotions running through me are making me dizzy, my head a jumbled mess.

"Fuck," I whimper. "I love you so much, E."

I feel like I'm floating.

The way he took me like that, dominating my body and my mind.

Fuck.

I concentrate on taking deep breaths and letting them out slowly, the high from…well, everything…making me light headed for a moment.

I open my eyes and focus on the clouds above to center me a little more.

"Jesus, I don't think I can move!" I laugh lightly, wondering why he's so quiet.

I nudge him with my hand, urging him to look at me and when he does, I don't understand the sadness I see lingering in his eyes.

EPOV

I love you.

Hearing her say the words shock and scare me at first, I'll admit.

But once my heart starts to beat again, I feel this…warmth wash over me.

Jesus, it felt good to hear her say it.

She doesn't even realize she said it asshat!

Shit.

Pretend like it didn't happen.

Right…

I look up at her and smile, not able to help myself as I take in her flushed cheeks.

So beautiful…

I'm a lucky son of a bitch, that's for sure.

Her eyes are questioning me, but I quickly swoop up and kiss her.

"Let me grab a towel from the back," I murmur against her cheek as I step back.

I need a moment to collect my thoughts.

I pull my jeans back up and over my hips, fastening them quickly.

She nods her head and blushes lightly as she begins to squirm uncomfortably.

Jesus…

I shake my head and smile as I walk back around to the trunk, popping it open and grabbing a towel from inside.

Throwing it over my shoulder, I grab the fireworks out too.

The sun is starting to set, almost dark enough to have some more fun before heading back to my place.

I need to see her beautiful smile, instead of seeing those questioning eyes on me.

We're not ready to admit our feelings, that much is obvious.

She just told me she loved me in the heat of the moment, and doesn't even realize it.

We have a lot of talking to do still.

Today was evident of that.

There are some things that still need to be said, things we don't know about the other.

But, I'm all in...I'm not letting her go.

I shut the trunk and make my back towards Bella, handing her the towel and setting the box down beside her.

She peeks inside as she sits up, her eyes lighting up and giving me a mischievous grin when she sees what's inside.

I smirk and grab her clothes, handing them to her as she finishes cleaning up and pull my own shirt back over my head.

I reach into the box and grab one of the fireworks out, waving it around dramatically.

Her smile is huge and I would do anything to keep that smile there.

"Ready to light up the sky?"

so...yeah, Bella is a little out of it. lol Thank god SOMEONE is thinking clearly...

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