A/N: OMG! You guys are blowing me away! Freaking love ur reviews! This is a shorter one, but it brings us right where I want us to be. And I think a couple of you guessed what he was going to ask and where this may be leading. ;) TRUST ME...*cough* Andrea *cough* lol oh and not beta'd ;)

EPOV

Bella obviously likes the xanax, and I can see it in her eyes that she took another one, plus her calm demeanor about everything.

I'm definitely going to need to keep an eye on that, I don't wanna see her go through that shit, ever.

It's not fun watching someone withdrawal from pills, so I can't imagine seeing her go through that.

She isn't freaking out about the fact that I'm dealing a little and that could be because of the xanax, but I really hope she understands that it's temporary.

It's not like I want to do it.

But, sometimes things get tough and you gotta do what you gotta do.

I want her to trust me and the fact that I would never leave her

I know that's what her problem is, I could see it in her eyes and in the way she got so upset about the car incident.

I was in control, I knew what I was doing, I wouldn't let anything happen to her.

The things I feel for her?

Jesus.

And I know she feels it too.

But she's scared.

Shit, so am I, it's fucking overwhelming.

But, fuck.

I want her...all the time.

"Move in with me?"

The words are out of my mouth before I can stop them.

Stupid idiot!

I close my eyes and wait.

And wait…

Her silence isn't helping the fucking nerves racking havoc on my stomach right now.

"You're serious?" she asks, her voice low and unsure.

I sigh and lean down, placing my forehead against hers and pull her against me.

"We spend all our time together and you spend the night here every night anyway, so why not?"

"It's pretty fast."

"I know."

"We've only known each other a few weeks."

"I know."

"We still need to talk about a lot of stuff, E."

"I know, baby. We will."

She pulls back and looks me in the eye, searching for something.

I don't hide anything from her.

The fact that I think I've fallen in love with her is probably written on my fucking forehead by now.

Jesus.

"Okay," she whispers, so softly I almost don't hear it.

But I do.

Hear it, that is.

I attack her lips with my own, smiling as she giggles into my mouth, her arms wrapping around my neck.

She clings to me, and I can feel how fast her heart is beating against my chest.

Pulling back, she looks up at me and smiles.

"I need to call Alice and Rose, let them know I'm coming to get my stuff, huh?" she asks, biting down on her lip.

Jesus, even her eyes are shining.

I nod my head quickly and begin kissing her neck, her body molding against mine.

"You have a lot of stuff to move?" I ask, nibbling at her neck.

"Mmmmm…kinda. I don't know."

Her breathless answer has me smiling like a lunatic as I lean away from her.

I look down at her; her eyes are closed, beautiful smile on her face.

Fuck.

Yeah, definitely love.

"Why don't you go give them a call, see when we can head over there? I'll call a few of my buddies to help out, I think one of them has a truck."

"Okay," she says, reaching up on her tip toes to kiss me quickly before turning around and heading into the bedroom.

I watch her as she walks away, smiling like a fool.

First things first though, hide the pills.

Then, call Emmett and Jazz.

is that what you were expecting? ;)

still have LOTS planned for these two...this is gonna be my longest fic ever. lol

xoxo

Laura

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