My love Hazel Grace,
Thank you. You are the most important person in my life and if it weren't for you, I really wouldn't still be here. Right now, I'm so fucking scared that I don't have many days left. I can hardly type, my hands are shaking. I want you here with me. When I finish typing this note, I'm calling you. I'm sorry I'm putting you through all this. I just keep hoping that when my time finally comes, I want it to be peaceful. I want to be holding you in my arms in my bed sleeping and just slip peacefully into sleep forever. I'm trying to tell myself I'll be alright, but that gets harder to believe each day. Hazel Grace, I love you with all my heart. I always will, too. Anytime you feel scared, upset, lonely, pissed off, whatever you may feel, always remember, no matter where I am, I'll never stop loving you, my dear.
Okay. I love you, Hazel Grace. Forever.
Augustus Waters