AN: Thanks for the help BellaXXMarieXXCullen!! (totally stole my pen name) Jk But still thanks for the Help!! Now I decided not to leave it at a cliff hanger because I won't be able to update again until most likely Monday cause I am holding a goodbye party for my friend who is moving away soon so I won't have a chance to work on the story. In other news 2 people have favorited and put alerts on this story!! fan girl squee THANKS!! I will try to update this weekend but it most likely WILL NOT happen. But thanks for reading!! PLEASE REVIEW AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!
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Another week passed and Charlie and I had had dinner with the Black's 3 days out of the week. We would all eat dinner before the game came on and once we all had finished dinner Charlie would shoo me and Jacob up to his room on another 'play date'.
Jacob would try to start up a conversation with me once we were up in his room and I would give him a weak smile every once in a while, hoping he would mention to Charlie that I would smile.
And for the fourth time this week we went over to La Push to eat at Billy's and for another one of my 'play dates' with Jacob.
I quickly finished my slice of the pizza Billy ordered before anyone other than Jacob and excused myself from the table telling Charlie that I was going for a walk down on the beach. I practically ran out the door trying to make it out before Charlie could object. Once I was out the door I headed down the path to the beach to think.
I arrived at the beach a few minutes after sunset. I took off my shoes and laid them out of the reach of the water. I began to walk along the edge of the water, letting the sand fill the space in between my toes.
Moments after I let my feet touch the water my mind began to drift to Edward. His smile. His voice. All of his God-like features flooded my brain. And before I could do anything to stop them tears poured over the edges of my eyes.
I shivered as the sun began to fall beyond the horizon. The tears continued to soak my cheeks with wetness as I sat down on the edge of the water letting the warmth of the ocean warm my body. I began to feel myself slowly drift to sleep. I laid down on the edge of the water letting the warmth of it consume me.
The warm ocean water began to fill my nose but I didn't stop it, there was no point I was already empty why not let the water fill me inside. I could feel my lungs begin to burn as I filled up with water but I didn't stop it. It hurt but it was nothing compared to the pain I had been in for the past month, two weeks, and three days. (AN: That was a totally random amount of days) Though I didn't stop the water I wanted to. I wanted Edward to come save me and tell me everything would be alright and that he loved me but I knew better than to think it actually would happen. I slowly began to drift away from my situation and began to drown in thoughts of Edward until I was sure I had left consciousness and then I thought of nothing. And I was just at the bottom of a deep pool of water.
I could feel myself beginning to resurface in the deep pool. I could see nothing but I could feel myself being pulled towards the surface and within what felt like seconds I was above the water. I could hear someone coughing and someone who seemed to be shouting "Bella!! Bella, please, please wake up!!" And I began to wonder who's Bella? And why is she asleep? But soon I began to realize I was Bella and I was the one asleep.
I dragged my eye lids open to see Jacob leaning over me cradling me against his chest. He eyes were full of anxiousness and worry. He pulled me in closer to his warm chest as he gazed down at me "Bella! Oh, thank God you're okay Bella!"
"Jacob?" I questioned as I shivered hugging his chest, he was so warm.
"Oh, God Bella what the hell were you doing? I just found you here laying in the water letting yourself drown while you mumbled something like 'Dead. I'm better off dead.' What the hell was going through your head?" I was shocked at the way he seemed so concerned.
"You saved me Jacob?" I questioned him again.