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Chapter 6- Answers!
Sorry it has taken so long!! haven't been in the writing mood!! Sorry!! I've been reading others' fan fics...which takes up some time...sorry...but here it is!! ok so it is 11:30 at night at this very moment so yeah! staying up to write when school starts on Monday and I should be sleeping as much as possible...so yeah you better appreciate it...so here it is!! Chapter 6-Answers!!
Previously:
BPOV
Once I heard him slam the front door I let the tears pour. I walked over to my window and opened it as wide as it would go, as I had always did when I wanted Edward to come in my room, thought I knew it would do no good what so ever. I walked back to my bed and I curled up in a tiny ball and wept letting my mind drift to Edward and how this would have never happened with him but it didn't matter I knew I wasn't good enough for him and I knew he would never come back and stop it.
BPOV (right when Edward comes in)
I could almost hear the rustle of the tree outside my window, the sound I heard when Edward was out in the tree waiting for Charlie to fall asleep, but I knew I imagined it, I passed it off as wishful thinking as I continued to let everything I had been holding in out. Through my soft whimpers and tears I was almost sure I could hear the tree rustle some more and I was sure if anything was there it wouldn't be Edward. I could only think of one other person who would come through my window, that was still in Forks, and or La Push. Jacob.
Thousands of thoughts were running through my head: what would Jacob do if he found me like this?, would he leave me?, would he make us do it again and try to make me enjoy it??. I couldn't get these thoughts out of my head. They only me cry harder.
As I whimpered and sniffled trying to stop the crying I felt a fast breeze come in my window and before I could comprehend what was going on I heard a soft, velvety, anxious, familiar voice hushing my cries, the voice was telling me everything was going to be alright. I slowly realized that familiar voice was the one voice I had longed to hear for the past months. Edward's.
I moved to see his face, gazing up at him with my tear filled eyes and I said the only thing I knew I still felt, the only thing that would ever matter, the one thing that I didn't care if he didn't feel just as long as he knew it.
"I love you, Edward." The tears in my eyes clouding my vision so much I couldn't see his reaction but I didn't care just as long as he knew. (AN: Ok I am stopping here for the night! I know it isn't much but I will continue tomorrow and if I am lucky update it tomorrow after I finish the chapter cause it is now midnight and I am about to drop dead! I know it isn't much but I wanted to show ppl my efforts! And yes I am talking to you as if you are reading it while I am typing it! but anyway I will continue this! whatever this is! This being telling you how much I am writing in a certain amount of time to show my efforts...as little as they may be...anyways continue on reading...even though as I am typing this there is nothing more to read...) (AN: Ok so now I am starting back and it is way no longer the tomorrow I was talking bout yeah sorry my computer charger hated me and stopped working and I had to wait a week for a new one to come in the mail! I just about died!! so yeah sorry!)(AN: So I was going to start writing when I got the charger back but like yeah didn't have anything in mind to write so I am going to start writing some more RIGHT NOW! it is 10:30 pm on Friday September 19th!! Sorry I haven't updated in so long I just have been REALLY busy with school work lately . sorry ok so back to the story)
I gazed up at him trying to desifer the emotions on his face. He looked so tired, though he couldn't sleep it actually looked as if he hadn't slept in years. His eyes, a usual deep burning topaz, were a deep onyx black. His silky pale white skin was replaced with an even paler version of what looked like rough white skin. And his hair. His hair was even messier than usual, its texture looked rough like his skin and you could almost see the tinges of albino white hairs buried under the rough bronze locks.
I could hardly comprehend the word he spoke next for I knew them to be untrue.
"I love you too, Bella! So much!" His velvety voice rang with sincerity. I wasn't sure what happened next, all I could hear was him, Edward Cullen, telling me how much he loved me and how much he missed me and what a big mistake it was for him to leave. I thought it was a dream a terrible tourturous nightmare, it was so good it couldn't have been true.
"Bella." Edward whispered anxiously, staring deeply into my eyes. I couldn't answer him my voice wasn't to be trusted at the moment so I just stared back at him.
"Bella. Bella, love, what happened? Where are your clothes, love?" His voice filled with ergency and love, it only made things worse when all the memories all the horrors came rushing back into my mind.
"Bella. Bella, I love you, Bella. Please tell me what happened, love!" He sounded so angry, so filled with rage, yet every bit rang with love.
AN: Yes I know cliffie sorta but I wanted to get something posted so this is Bella's POV when Edward comes back in and them some (cause I like that phrase 'and them some' lol) But I will work on it some more tonight and tomorrow but I wanted to get something out there! Sorry it took so long!
