Do I have to wait till college to actually see you again? If so, I don't want that because I wanna be able to see you now without any judgment from your mother or anybody. I like you. What do you not get about that? And I don't think I can take it anymore. If I can't have you then I don't want to continue to be friends with you either. This is so hard for me but, this little problem shouldn't be stressing me out but, truth is its all I think about. I can't focus on anything anymore it seems because I am distracted by the thought of you and not being able to see you any time soon. I didn't think love would be this hard and difficult. And why does it seem like to your mom I am the bad guy here just because I'm gay and being me? Some of your other friends are gay and you hang around them so what if your mom found out about them too what would she say? What would she say if she found out you go to GSA? Why can't you tell her you're gay? I know its hard coming out of the closet trust me I've been through it but I made it so, why can't you? Why am I the only one being blamed for being myself? That isn't right at all. If you want this friendship to last you better fight for it or you will not only be losing a good friend and a person who loved you. I shouldn't be fighting for this all alone and now I care about you but, sooner or later I won't care at all. I sometimes think that I shouldn't have met you because then we wouldn't be in this position right now and I wouldn't be able to fall for you. But, I did fall for you and I am happy I met you so; if you are glad you met me I hope you will at least do something to save me.