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He told me not to look.

He said to me: 'Close your eyes, baby. It'll be over in a second.'

But I couldn't. I couldn't tear my eyes away from the scene in front of me. And when the woman screamed it felt as if needles were being stabbed into my ears.

Blood covered his hands and he let the now silenced woman drop to the floor.

Her heart continued to beat in his hand and I felt mine beat in time to it. Thumping against my rib cage.

Then he bit into it. More crimson liquid squirted from the organ as his teeth tore through the vessels.

And then…blackness.

o.o.o.o.o.o.o.o.o

'Hika? Hikaru? Wake up for me baby…' This was worrying me. I assumed that he had fainted after not following my instructions and closing his eyes as asked. But I didn't expect him to be out this long.

He groaned slightly and opened his eyes. I stroked his cheek lightly as he came round fully. When he did however he shocked me. His eyes opened wide and he pressed himself further into the corner, his breaths becoming short and fast gasps.

'Hikaru? What's wrong? It's only me. Kaoru. Baby don't worry, it must have been a dream…' His eyes, already filled to the brim with tears, began to leak, and he nodded, biting his lip and reaching up a hand to my face.

His thumb rubbed the corner of my mouth before he placed his hand back in his lap.

'You…had a bit of…um...yeah…' His voice was small and timid, completely unlike Hikaru.

'Thank you…Hikaru…what I did to her…'

'You will never do to me…I know…I could see that one coming…' I frowned at the sarcasm in his still quiet voice.

'Right…and you know why I'll never do that to you…?' I placed my hand just above his knee, rubbing his thigh. He shook his head and I smiled softly up at him. 'Because I love you, ok?'

He nodded a small smile on his face too. I placed a gentle kiss on his lips and he jumped and pulled away for a second. I was shocked by his reaction but soon the shock was replaced, as he kissed me again, harder. There was something behind that kiss, not anger, nor passion for that matter. Something different than I've ever felt before with Hikaru. Fear.

We broke the kiss and I stood up, reaching a hand down to help my lover up. He gingerly took it and I pulled him to his feet.

'Ready…?' He nodded but his gaze drifted to the body of the woman I had left lying in the pool of red. Sighing I grabbed his hand, him jumping once again at the contact. 'Hika…you know I had to. She was one of Aleksander's pawns. He was using her to gain access to us. The only way to stop her was to-' but he cut me off.

'Why did you sew her back up?' His voice was louder than before. Stronger. Even then though he couldn't hide the shaking.

'She deserved to rest in one piece.'

'She deserved to rest with a heart.'

'Hikaru. Don't start.'

'No, Kaoru. I will. You're…you're….evil! As if it wasn't enough just to kill people, you take away their heart? The thing that's kept them alive for so long?'

'You knew, when I told you what I was, what you were signing up for. You're enough of an idiot to fall for a heart eater and yet it's my fault for being born like this?' Tears were now heavily streaming down his eyes. I had gripped his wrist but he was quick to break the contact.

'Please don't yell any more at me...I love you. I love you so so much…' This bipolar attitude of his was giving me a headache. But as he cried into my shoulder I could only hold him. And hold him I did, gripping his shirt tightly between my fingers.

'Stay with me, Kaoru…Stay with me forever…and ever…' He spoke between sobs, tears drenching my shirt.

I nodded and tightened my grip on him. I undeniably loved him as much as he did me, and though I couldn't promise forever, I could I could promise him a life time. But he wanted more. What he said next made my own heart stop still.

'Make me like you Kaoru.'

Wow this was a rubbish chapter -_- so sorry about that. Just really wanted to update while the idea was still in my head. And I know it's short.

I suck.

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