A/N:

Me: Misaki, why is your face red and steam coming out of your ears?

Misaki: Lets look at the list!: 1. You made me sleep with Sumi-senpai

Me: Yes.

Misaki: I went and got drunk at a bar.

Me: Yes.

Misaki: Lastly you made me yell and be cold to Usagi-san; MY FIANCE!

Me: Yeah. All of that is correct. So why are you mad.

Misaki: I HATE YOU! NOW SAY THE FUCKING DISCLAMIER!

Me: I don't own Junjou Romantica! Help me! (Angry Misaki is scary!)

Well after having a shitting day yesterday except for the whole proposal. But now I feel better having slept the whole night with the guilt on my shoulders. But now I'm the complete opposite of how I was yesterday. I'm like a love struck maiden. Almost like fairy princesses and rainbow. Kill me. Someone just get something and kill me with it. While making breakfast, I see Usagi-san going down the stairs with Suzuki-san.

"Good morning Usagi-san!" I said in a high girl voice.

"Morning?" He said confused. With that attitude I gave yesterday, I would be just confused as the next person. I'd actually be pretty scared. He gave me a little scared glare, so I just turned down the burn and went to go sit next to him. He sat in silence and his eyes were wondering until they stopped at me.

"What's wrong Usagi-san?" I asked concerned.

"Nothing." I could tell he was lying so I sat in his lap and looked at him with a scowl but then immediately when into an innocent face.

"If it was about last night, then I'm sorry. I just was stressed, so Sumi-senpai and I went to a bar to drink. He told me not to drink so much but I didn't listen. Also I was angry because...we took a big test in Literature and I know I didn't do well on it and I was scared I was going to flunk. Again, I'm really sorry I blew off our plans and didn't let you know where I was." I'm such a liar. He always sees through my lies. Now I'm going to feel worse.

"If it was that bad then you should have told me. Plus...I do need to start trusting you more and letting you go out more." He stated while turning his head away from me. I used my hand to direct it back so he would look me in the eye. I kissed him. Really, what's wrong with me. I felt his tongue try to enter my mouth and I let him in. We didn't deepen the kiss but he just sat there hold me. I don't know how the hell I'm suppose to tell him I cheated.

He drove me to school and out of the window I saw Sumi-senpai. Shit. My possessive writer gave me a quick kiss good bye. I opened the door but before I got out, Usagi-san grabbed my wrist and said 'kiss me'.

"I already kissed you!" I shouted quietly.

"I want another one." I gave him a peck on the cheek and got out of the car.

"Baka." I said before shutting the door. I saw a smirk on his face before driving away. At that time, I knew I was normal again. Just praying that it doesn't happen again with Sumi-senpai or anyone else for that matter. I turned around and saw Sumi-senpai standing there and I changed my facial expression to looking pissed.

"So did you tell Usami-san." I gave him a glare. "I take it as a no. Also I see you've changed back to normal than yeste-"

"Look, what happened yesterday never happened. Okay? I'm not going to tell until after we're married. It can never happen ever again." I cut him off with a serious tone. I headed towards class and he followed. He didn't say anything until after classes. I finished before he did so I decided to head home. Then he was there.

"Hey, Takahashi-san." The voice said.

"I-I-Ijuinn-sensei!" I yelled.

"I was just taking walk to get a new inspiration for the manga. I didn't know you attended M. University, Takahashi-san"

"Uh yeah..I do. Also you can call me Misaki if you want." I said nervously.

"Okay, Misaki. Also I heard around Marukawa that Usami-san has proposed to you and that your engaged! Congratulations!" He said seductively. My head was about to start spinning. Then here it went again. The dark force was taking over my body again. I lost all control of what was happening. Why did this have to happen to me? I did everything right and helped and was nice to everyone. So why was all this bad things happening to me?

"Hey, Ijuinn-sensei."

"Hm?"

"Can I come to your house?" I asked smoothly. I was expecting myself to say that.

"Yeah but does Usami-san know your going. If not then you sho-" I silenced him with a kiss.

"He said he's going to start trusting me more. So It'll be fine. We should get going." He lead as we went there. I could feel he was confused and shocked that I kissed him. A little more shocked that I just kissed another man while being engaged to Usagi-san. I could feel the dark look on face and my eyes were key. You can tell anything from the look in my eyes. It's a sin but oh well.

When we got to his apartment, he unlocked the door and let me inside first. I took off my jacket and set down my bag like I did at Sumi's but a lot slower. I sat on the couch looking around.

"I'll bring some tea." I nodded and starting going towards a bookshelf with all 'the Kan' mangas they've ever produce. I sat back down when he went and brought the tea. He gave me a cup and sat right next to me. I could hear the darkness think Perfect.

"So, why would you want to come to my house all of a sudden, Misaki-chan?" I felt his smirk as he moved closer to my head smelling my hair. Weirdo. I put the cup on the coffee table and I looked up and brought his lips to mine sharing a kiss. He moved closer and more forward to deepen the kiss and pulled away instantly.

"Your engaged to Usami-san. Why are you doing this?" Ijuinn-sensei asked concerned. Just like Sumi yesterday.

I looked at him. "He doesn't need to know. It's fine. Just go with it." I smiled and brought him back into the kiss. The kiss was going on for several moments and he finally starting to move his had to my waist. We'd laid there on his couch, making out. I, once again am disgusted with the way I'm cheating on Usagi-san. I love him, what would make me do such a thing to ruin our relationship especially with people that he hates.

He finally took my shirt off, followed by his. Began to kiss my neck. "Um..Ijuinn-sensei. Please make sure not to leave any marks? I don't want Akihiko-san to question me." He looked at me and smirked. I took it as he wasn't going to leave marks. He made his way down to my chest and started sucking on my nipples. He started to nip on them, making me moan a little. He was good at this stuff. His hands, made there way into my pants after he unbuttoned them.

After that not so intense sexual intercourse, Ijuinn-sensei sat up on the couch looking guilty. I got up also and started to put my clothes back on. I could tell he was hurt by the fact that I had sex with him and after it didn't say anything and just got my clothes back on. Once everything was back on, I headed for the door and didn't say anything. I turned around and gave him a quick a glance and I saw his sad expression. It was bumming me out even more so I turned back around and left.

On my way back to the house, I had to think of a new excuse why I didn't come home on time again. I'll just say I had to take someone elses shift. Yeah, yeah that sounds good. I typed in the code and headed inside to find Usagi-san in the kitchen and it looks like he is trying to cook. I ran by his side to see what he was doing and he had a cook book.

"Usagi-san, what are you doing?" I asked curiously.

"Making myself dinner using a cook book." He answered. "You didn't make dinner yesterday and you came home late again, so I went in your room to find a cook book. Also why were you late again?" Busted.

"I took someone's shift at my job because they were low on staff." I said smoothly. Thank God! I headed upstairs to my room and took off my jacket and threw my bag on my desk. I went outside my door and watched Usagi-san try to cook. It made me proud but a little sad because he wouldn't need me to cook anymore, if he knew how to cook. I smiled and went into his room and chuckled at the toy paradise. I went forward and laid in the bed next to Suzuki-san and snuggled with him.

I heard foot steps and saw the shadow coming towards the room. I continued to lay there as he stood in the door way.

"Dinners ready." my writer said.

"I'm not hungry." I stated. I was, I just couldn't face him. He came by my side and sat next to me. I looked up at him and questioned. "What is it."

"Are you okay? You've been looking kinda sick lately." I sat up and continuously looked at him and said.

"I've been feeling weird and I don't mean to look sick. I'm just busy and tired lately. That's all. Don't worry about me." I didn't lie. I think this the first time I felt like told him the truth in years although its only been two days. He pulled me closer and held me in his arms with his chin on the top of my head. I loved when he did that. I guess I'm back to normal. He tilted my chin and gave me a gentle kiss. With his arms around me, I placed my arms on his with my back against his broad chest.

"Come on. Lets go eat the food before it gets cold." I nodded and we headed down stairs. When we started eating, the food wasn't half bad. It was actually, pretty good. Not as good as mine though. We started talking about wedding plans again and so we decided it would be around 4 months from now with a normal church size wedding. We also agreed that we would pick invitations later. Mentally I couldn't think wedding plans with the things I did in the last two days. I cheated on him with two people he hated.

I got quiet and didn't eat as much food as when I started. I looked down at my place and Usagi-san noticed. He made a joke.

"Do you need me to feed it to you?" I glared at him.

"NO!" He snickered as he ate with a smile on his face. I felt this strong urge and decided I needed to tell him so I started.

"Usagi-san..."

A/N: Aw. I made the last part so sweet and full of fluff. I'm sorry Misaki for making you sleep with people. Not only did I make him a whore but I made him a jerk that leaves people after they've had sex. Hopefully he will forgive me!

Also sorry for about the sex scenes, I'm not the best at making them detailed and juicy. Also two for making Misaki really OOC and not really Misaki-ish.