A/N: Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't posed anything for the last couple of days. I'm usually good at this. But I've been hit with a lot of AP homework and stupid Geometry which I've concluded I hate now! But I'm kinda tired because it's 7:44 am now and I feel like a piece of shit (sorry for the language). Anyway enjoy this chapter.

"Do you plan on canceling the wedding?" He looked at me with a blank expression so I couldn't read him. I sat there waiting patiently for his answer.

"..." No response.

"..Well..." I asked nervously.

"I...I don't know." He looked away and answered. I looked back down at my plate and started picking at it. But frankly if I were him, I'd cancel it. We didn't say anything for the rest of dinner and I felt sick. I did the dished and rest of laundry and went to take a bath. The water was boiling hot but I was mentally numb so I didn't care. I just really wanted to get the doctors appointment over with to give proof why I cheated. Before I got almost lost in my own thoughts, I fell asleep in bath.

The next morning I woke up in my bed with my pajamas on too. I thought I fell asleep but I think Usagi-san took me out and put me in the bed. I'm an idiot. You'd think I would have learned at the osen when I passed out in the public bath. Walked downstairs and saw Usagi-san at the table with food that he made himself. It made me want to cry where I stood but I decided to be strong.

I went to the refrigerator and saw that he saved a plate for me. My heart fell and I started crying right then and there. I didn't deserve to have him. He stayed faithful and I was a cheating whore. Kill me. Taking the food out of the plastic, I put the breakfast in the microwave for a minute and once it was done, I went to sit at the table with Usagi-san. All I could think of was my appointment at 11 and it was only 9:30 am.

Again it was quiet when me and him were together. He just continued to eat and so did I. Neither of us wanted to break the silence. I figured that if one of were to talk, it would end up with the wedding off or me moving out or maybe both. I didn't want to risk it. He finished right before I did and I was becoming irritated. The silence was killing me. He went back to his study and I went up stairs to change .When I was finished, I left a note for Usagi-san to read, not that he would care. Then I shut the door and headed to my appointment.

Once at the hospital, I checked myself in filled out some paper work and saw the doctor right away. We did some basic tests like my weight, height and blood pressure. He took a sample of my blood and went to go get it tested. It took around 20 minutes for them to come back with results. The doctor came in and started talking.

"Hello Misaki. I'm Dr. Nazuma." He shook my hand and I nodded.

"Hi." I was a little shy.

"So can you tell me what the problem you've been experiencing." I shook trying to think of a short story but just went with the long story.

"Well...it all started last week, when my lover proposed to me." I started. "When I got to school, I met up with my friend and I told him that I've been kinda getting stressed lately between homework, school, my lover and now a wedding. Then he told me take these anti-anxiety medication that he pulled out of his pocket. I was suspicious at first but then I just went with it." He nodded. "Then after school my friend asked me to go out and celebrate and told him that I had to get back home. But then all of a sudden this...dark force started to take over me and I had no control over my body. I know that sounds weird but it happened. And with that force, I ended up sleeping with him. That same thing happened the next day with my favorite author, then my lover's brother who he hates with all of his heart." He looked at me strangely. "It also happened with his best friend to but it only went as far as kissing. So I made a doctors appointment because cheating wasn't something I do and well it was very unlike me. So yeah. That's my problem." He kept nodding like he knew what was happening.

"Can I ask you a question?" I nodded. "Are you gay?" I wasn't surprised he'd ask that.

"Yes." I ADMIT IT! I figured it because all through middle and high school I kept thinking and blushing with guys. Usagi-san just helped me make it official.

"Okay and how old are you?." I wasn't expecting that question though.

"22."

"How old is your lover?" I didn't see the point in asking all these personal questions but I did anyway.

"32." He looked at me with wide eyes and I could tell he was shocked by the age difference. But I never cared. "What?"

"Nothing. But I know your problem." He shook himself out of his thoughts.

"Well?"

"When your friend gave you the medication and said it was anti-anxiety medicine., well it wasn't."

"Oh, wait what!" I almost yelled. "Then what was it?"

"It was a drug that takes over your body and makes you lose control. In your case that would be that dark force. It stays inside your body for about a month. It can effect for weeks at a time, hours and even a couple minutes. It can decide to take over the whole month. So friend is to blame here." I didn't speak for a second because I was trying to take all the information at once. It was the medication he gave me. I thought it was but then I thought he would never do that. That fucking bastard!

"So is there anyway to get rid of the drug?" I asked.

"Here are a list of things you should drink and eat to avoid anything from happening." He wrote out the list and gave it to me. I nodded and smiled.

"Thank you."

"No problem. If this problem worsens, come back and see me. Okay?" I gave another nod and headed out the door. So now I have a reason why I cheated and not because I wanted to. I couldn't wait to see Usagi-san. I ran down the side walk, smiling about the good news. By the time I was there I was out of breath and light headed because they took a pint of blood. Went up into the elevator and unlocked the door.

I saw him sitting on the couch with a newspaper in his hand. He took a quick glance up and went back to his paper. I turned and shut the door.

"So...where have you been?" I looked at him and shocked that he talked to me first. Making me smile a little. "Cheating on me again?" He whispered, making my smile disappear.

"No...doctors office. I have the bracelet and recommendation from the doctor." He looked up again but with a serious face this time.

"Whats wrong?" His eyes were curious and confused. I went over and sat next him.

"The reason I was c-cheating on you was because I was possessed by a drug that takes over my whole body." He still continued to listen.

"Explain."

"The day you proposed to me, I was talking to senpai and telling him how stressed I was kinda feeling. So he reached out of his pocket and pulled out a bottle of 'anti-anxiety' medication. I took it with suspicion but really it wasn't anti-anxiety medication. It was a drug that controls your body and you can't do anything about it. The doctor said it stays in my system for a month and it can decide to effect me for a week, days, hours or maybe just a few minutes." He nodded. "So in short, I didn't want to cheat on you. I was being possessed by that drug." He smiled and brought his arm around my shoulder, bringing me closer to his broad chest, making me smile.

We sat there holding each other, both glad to know a reason why I cheated. I do love him and would never want to hurt him. So I thought I'd make the situation better by doing something.

"Usagi-san."

"Yeah?"

"I love you." I said straight. It took me 3 years to do it but I did. I heard him chuckle.

"I love you too." Mentally, I thought that the wedding wasn't going to be canceled. I just held onto him tighter. I closed my eyes and just let myself be taken by his scent.

"So?" I opened my eyes confused.

"So what?"

"How were they." I saw a smirk on his face.

"What do you mean 'how were they'? He pushed me over on the couch and pinned my arms above my head.

"You know what I mean." I did know. I was just playing stupid. But I thought I might as well tell him.

"Oh, well Sumi-senpai was smaller and not as good as sucking me off as you. Ijuinn-sensei was just as big as you but he sucked in bed. Our bodies weren't connecting like ours." I finished. I didn't want to tell him that Haruhiko-san was big and better in bed than him.

"And?"

"And what?" I played stupid again.

"What about my brother?" I gave no response. I frowned and unpinned me to the couch and sat me up. Also pulling me closer so our foreheads were touch and our lips were a couple centimeters away. I knew if I was to give him an honest answer, my ass would be swollen for weeks. Plus were low on lube, so I wouldn't be able to walk. He was starting to glare at me. "Misaki." He said in his low, husky voice that made my heart stop for a second. I answered him.

"H-Haruhiko-san...was bigger...and better in bed than...you." I was scared on how he'd answer. Probably pick me up and put me over his shoulder and take me to bed. But he gave no response. He pulled his head away, making me sad. He got up and headed towards the kitchen and reached my hand up and grabbed his wrist.

"Where are you going?" I asked curiously.

"Getting a cup of coffee." He answered confused. I thought I'd play around and try to act sexy for a little bit. But I knew that I'd regret it. I looked him seductively and smirked.

"You haven't had sex with me in over a week and you rather have coffee instead?" I tilted my head. His face was shocked and I knew this was me and not the drug. He walked over and sat on the couch. I climbed on top of his lap and kissed him passionately. I place my arms around his neck and brought him closer. He pulled away at my courageousness.

"This is the drug isn't it." He asked disappointed.

"Nope. This is me." I smiled and so did he. His hands made their way down my sides and held on to my waist. I kept kissing him and slid my tongue in his mouth. They were both trying to fight for dominance. I pulled my arms from his neck and started to unbutton his shirt, not breaking the kiss. He then pulled my shirt off and we continued kissing. It felt so good to be kissing the right person. It felt like it had been ages since we last kissed and felt each other.

He flipped us over so now I was on the couch and he was kissing my neck, trying to leave marks. His tongue trailed from my nipple and into my naval, causing me to twitch and jump. The smirk on his face, made me blush furiously. Those cold, slender fingers unbuckled my pants and and slid off my boxers. He started to stroke my hard on erection and started sucking on me like he was starving.

"Oh...god...that feels...so fucking good! Ah!" I kept moaning until I came unexpectedly in his mouth. His smirk came back.

"Wow that's thick. Its been awhile hasn't it?" He chuckled making my face turn completely red. I wanted to tell him to shut up but couldn't. I was enjoying his perverted comments. He hasn't talked to me in over a week. So I just wanted to enjoy this moment.

He stuck two fingers in my mouth because we were both to lazy to go get the lube. I suck hard on and coated them with saliva. I saw him lick his lips, thinking I was looking sexy but I didn't care. He took them out and pushed one finger in my entrance. I jumped a little because it has been a while and moved his finger around. Sticking another one in, he started scissoring and stretching my ass.

When he thought I was ready, he unbuckled and unbuttoned his pants, the head of his cock was rubbing against my hole. He trusted in me and leaned in kissed me for comfort. I leaned in half way to meet his kiss. I brought him closer to me and before continuing, he let me adjust to his size. I he continued and I through my head back and a loud moan.

"Usagi...oh...god...so good." He went slowly, making me want more. He started kissing my neck and nipping a bit. His thrusting went faster and he hit my pleasure spot, making me go insane. Sweat was starting to go down my face and his too. That cold hand started pumping my hard again erection.

"Faster...Usagi!" I screamed before reaching my climax and his in one more thrust. We both plopped on the couch, breathing heavily, covered in our sweat and fluid. I looked back up at him with my vision getting clearer. He looked and pushed up so he could look at me. We smiled and kissed each other. I'm glad that everything was back to normal and I could focus again. I continued to hold onto him tighter.

3 months later

We were sitting on the couch trying to pick wedding invitations. We already had the church set and decorations ordered. All that was left was the invitations. He was writing the names down while was hanging upside down on the couch because I was getting bored. He began to listed the names that were on the list.

"Okay so, we have: Takahiro and his family, Kamijou Hiroki, Pretty much everyone from Marukawa, and some of your friends. Is that it?" He asked.

"What about your family?" I looked at him curiously. He just glared at me. "Come on. Its going to be our wedding day. Your family can't stop it and wouldn't it be nice to have your family there." I convinced him and he just nodded and added them to the list. Thank god it was in pen so he couldn't erase them from the list. "Can you list anyone else?" He shook his head and looked at me seductively. "What?"

"I want to kiss you so much right now." He smirked.

"Then kiss me." I said freely. He smiled and he did what he wanted. I placed a hand on the back of his neck to deepen the kiss. He slid his tongue in my mouth and our tongues started to mesh. He pulled away and went to go look at the invitation cards we bought. I thankfully bought 3 boxes, just in case we were to add anyone we thought of. I just kept smiling and couldn't wait another month to be married to him.

A/N:

Me: So, Misaki, you love me again! (Huge smile on face)

Misaki: Sure. Good way to end the cheating. So I have a question.

Me: You want to ask me to go out for pizza?

Misaki: No but we'll go anyway. I want to ask, am I going to marry him next chapter?

Me:Yeah. It'll be the last chapter.

Misaki: Cool. Hey were are you going?

Me: Back to sleep its only 9:21 am. I'm tired!

Misaki: Whatever. See you later.

One more chapter!