A?N: Last chapter I do have some other stories of Eclare on the go but I think I'm going to completley finish them before I post. Tata for now, yes I will try to post a final chapter of Cop A Feel.

Dearest Clare,

I dreamed of you last night and as the sun filtered into my borrowed room and awakened me, I reached for the pen and paper I keep by me at all times and began writing down in detail what seemed so vividly real but haunted me in my wakening hours because I couldn't tell you this in person and watch your blush rise up on your precious cheeks.

It was tame I assure you but you were there none the less correction – We were there together letting the sun wash over our faces as we snacked on the picnic I had brought us in an open field as the birds flew overhead and the wind gently blew the surrounded hay we were in or maybe it was wheat either way we were completely sheltered from the world, just the two of us. You had on a cute floral dress and me in my normal attire and we laughed, we talked and did everything that we used to and I must say you were just as breath-taking in this dream as you are in person and you teased me because I was too busy staring at the strap that had fallen off your pale shoulder to notice you had talked and asked a question. Teasing had turned into tickling and tickling had me pinning you down to the ground and stealing a kiss.

The dream progress's and maybe in the near future at your request I shall finish the dream but I do not wish to cause a blush when I'm not there like I said previously.

We fly back in three days' time so I will be there for New Year's Eve and I shall be the luckiest guy if you grant me the honour of kissing you at midnight in front of everyone. I will bring your gift and I want to capture the moment your eyes when you open the gift now it is not a ring of any sort in case you were wondering and you can breathe easy I'm in no shape to be married or engaged for that matter.

I'm getting a head of myself here and overwhelming even myself when I think that far ahead in the future with you, as someone wise once said "One day at a time" I'm sure there is more to it but that's all I remember and I live day by day, mood by mood sadly but it is something I must do to survive, it gets easier bit by bit but in no way do I have this thing licked.

This might as well be the last letter I write to you here the next three days are going to go by in a whirlwind, saying goodbye, packing, making sure we have everything and the family photo's that I know will take at least a day.

Writing to you has calmed my jitters about seeing your face in only a few days short time and with so many thoughts still running through my brain it seems they stop whenever I'm writing to you and I pray when I see your face you are just as excited as I am to see me and my thoughts will not jumble and I sound like a complete idiot and make myself look silly in your eyes.

Another short one I fear but seeing you in so little time has the thoughts anchored and rehearsed in my head and they no longer want to come out on paper not when I can tell you face to face.

Until I see your smiling face,

E.