So I started this story last summer, I've struggled with updating as you all know, but now that summers coming back, and I have free time I hope to be updating as soon as possible(: thank you all for sticking with me and reviewing! I love you guysss :D NOWhere's a little sneak peak of what's to come ;)

It's been at least a month since Jacob was injured. I found out way later that what I had seen in the meadow was a battle, that a 'newborn' army had be cultivated by some vamp seeking revenge on Bella. I swear, she just keeps giving me reason for hating her. Nowadays, it seems like she's the reason everything has gone wrong in my life. AND I BARELY KNOW THE GIRL.

"You need to visit Billy today." My father said, flipping a pancake onto my plate. I snapped out of my self pity and looked up at him. "He's been asking about you, he hasn't seen you in a while."

"I don't recall ever actually talking to him." I replied back, not realizing how rude it sounded until it came out. "I mean, why is he worried?"

"Your going to have his grandchildren, how can he not be worried?" Matt grumbled beside me. He wasn't quite awake yet, but his smart ass comments sure was.

I glared at him, "Go cliff dive into a pile of glass."

"Go play in traffic." he snapped back.

"That's enough!" dad slammed his fists into the dining room table. Causing mom to jump as she tried to read her magazine. "You are going to go visit Billy." I opened my mouth to object, but he didn't give me time. "I DON'T CARE." His bloodshot angry eyes turned to my brother, "You are going to quit being such a smart ass and help me around the house today." Matt opened his mouth, "I DON'T CARE WHAT SAM HAS PLANNED FOR YOU. I AM YOU FATHER AND YOU WILL LISTEN TO ME!" he sat down in his chair and proceeded to eat breakfast.

As for me and Matt, we sat there staring at our plates; trying to figure out what demon had possessed our father.

I slowly pulled up to the Black's house, praying my father had called to tell him that I would be visiting today. I also prayed that Jacob would still be knocked out from his late night shifts. I knocked on the door quietly, hopping he would hear it. I was about to knock on the door again when it was pulled open. I stood there shocked staring up at deep brown eyes. "Are you just going to stand there or are you going to come in?" he smirked at me. I didn't say anything, I just followed him into his tiny living room.

"Mackenzie!" Billy cooed when I turned the corner, "Ray said you would be coming by for a visit."

I smiled at him and sat down on the couch near him, Jake sprawled out on the other end. He had his legs bunched up so they wouldn't touch me. "How are you?"

"I've been good, went fishing the other day with a friend of mine."

"Catch anything?" I asked, trying to keep up the conversation.

He laughed, "I never do." I smiled at him. "I never see you around here much, why is that?" Shit just got serious. Jacob cleared his throat awkwardly as I sat there gawking at Billy.

"I- uh- Jacob?" I squeaked out, turning to look at him. My eyes must have screamed saved me because he jumped up and grabbed my hand.

"I'm gonna show her around my garage." he pulled me out the house so quick I was barely able to say bye to Billy.

"Thank you for saving me." I twirled a wrench between my fingers as Jacob leaned against his car.

He shrugged, "It's the least I could do."

I sighed, realizing it's time we talk this out. "What are we?"

"What?" he looked at me confused.

I walked over to him and sat 'Indian-style' on the hood of his car. "What would you title us?"

"Imprin-"

"In the real world. If some random person came up to you and asked you what I am to you, what would you say?"

"That she's someone I can't live without, a soul mate." he tucked his hands into his basketball shorts. "I'd prefer to call you mine."

I had to stop myself from rolling me eyes, "I've told you. I could be yours. You just have to treat me like it."

He turned so that my knees hit his hip bones. "I love you." Those three words made my heart stop. He leaned his forehead against mine. "Please say it back." his voice slightly cracked. He really did care. I just never gave him the chance to explain himself.

"I-"

"Jacob mail's here!"

Jacob groaned and grabbed my hips pulling me off his car and with him back to the house.

Everything went in slow motion from that moment on.

I could tell something was wrong by the look on Billy's face as he read the white piece paper, and so could Jacob. Billy tried his best to brush it off as only junk mail, but Jacob was too quick. His face fell as he read the paper.

Even without reading the paper, I knew it had something to do with the pale brunette demon. He threw the paper on the ground, visibly shaking he ran into the forest. I glanced at the paper, my heart hurting for him as I read the first three lines:

You are cordially invited to

Bella Marie Swan & Edward Mason Cullen's

Wedding ceremony

I sped off after him, I knew he was probably long gone, but I had to try. I don't know how but I could see that he had phased and was darting through the trees.

"Jacob!" I yelled, he paused, but kept running. "Jacob please!" he still didn't stop, but then two phrases popped into my head that I knew would make him stop, "I need you, Jacob! I- I love you!" And I was right, he stopped in his tracks. I walked towards him, finally reaching within ten feet, I stopped. "Please, don't leave me." he looked back at me, his eyes boring into mine. "Jacob." I whispered, "Please."

It was like he projected his thoughts into my head, Come with me.

I didn't think twice as I pulled myself up onto his back.

I didn't think twice about how much of a mistake this was.

I didn't think.