Another one made CH. 3! Please REVIEW


Is life worth living? That's the big question Scott could not get out of his head. Scott lay on his bed facing the ceiling. He was afraid to fall asleep again because he couldn't stand having the same nightmare over and over. Yes he now knows his brother is alive he should be happy but he never ever sees Alex. Video chat is the closest he could get to see him.

Again he stared at the clock '1:30…..1:31….1:32' he couldn't manage to sleep. Hey here's a dumb idea he thought how about I stay up all night. He got out of bed and went down stairs to the kitchen. He quietly opened the fridge and grabbed a bottle of water. He sat at the table and rubbed his eyes. "Great" he muttered.

He gulped the water down in a matter of seconds. He tossed it in the garbage and went to sit on the couch in the living room. He always sat there when he couldn't sleep. He tried thinking of something to avoid the nightmare. His mind brought him right to Jean. Jean…the beautiful red head he's been friends with longer than anyone in the institute. But it all went back to the nightmare. WHY! He thought.

He walked back up to his room and sat on his bed until the sun rose back up.

"eh Cyclops!" There was pounding at the door. Scott got up and grabbed his uniform. "Wake up! Danger room session now!" Wolverine shouted. Scott entered the danger room trying to keep his eyes open.

The mission today was to stop Juggernaut from reaching the mansion doors. Easy enough…

"Cyclops!" Wolverine yelled. "Wake up and move." Scott ran over in front of everyone and tried to prepare for the battle.

Juggernaut stomped forward and Scott shot a beam that completely missed. Everyone stared in surprise. Jean flew over top and kitty phased through him to try and unlock his helmet but he managed to hit kitty. She flew and hit Rouge, they both were unconscious on the ground.

Scott got more frustrated when Juggernaut came closer and closer. "Nightcrawler, his helmet!" Cyclops yelled. He teleported on his back and unhooked two notches, but he grabbed Nightcrawler and threw him to the ground.

They ended up failing that session and their punishment were double sessions the following morning.


It was a Saturday so no school. Scott decided to walk to the park. He sat on the swing. Jean surprised him from behind. "Hey Scott…" Jean sat on the swing next to him. He smiled and faced her. "Hey" She frowned. "Scott…please talk to me." His smile turned to a frown. "What about?" is all he could say. He knew what she wanted to know.

"Scott…whats going on we haven't talked in a while, you've been out of it. Your hand, I saw your mirror," he tried coming up with an excuse. "I've been a bit sick lately I'm feeling better. I woke up and my glasses fell off it hit the mirror and I cut my hand on the glass." He was satisfied with the excuse.

"Really Scott is that the truth?" She didn't believe him. "that's what happened." Is all he said. Jean sat up from the swing. "Scott you can tell me anything. Your my best friend." Best Friend? He didn't like those to words that came out of her mouth. He loved her like crazy!

She walked away and a tear fell down her cheek. He noticed that, but he didn't get up.

About an hour later He returned to the mansion.

In his room he laid on his bed like he always does. Surprisingly he fell into an uncomfortable slumber.

Nightmare:

Scott awoke in a hospital bed. he yelled Alex. The doctor ran over. "It's ok son your safe. your in the hospital." The doctor knelt by his bed. Tears streamed down his face. "Can you tell me what happened?" Scott looked up at him. "Uhh..hh the plane.. um Alex my Mom and Dad. The fire." The Doctors face lowered. "Scott you were in a plane crash you're the only one that survived I'm sorry."

He awoke in a gasp. Jean was walking down the hall at the time. She heard him and ran in to see what happened. Scott held his hands to his face. "Scott!" she ran over to him. "What's wrong?" She sat next to him.

"Nightmare…" She said. He nodded and put her hand on his shoulder. He was sweating.

He was thankful that his power destroyed his tears so that Jean didn't know that he was crying. He calmed down and She went back to her room. Scott got up and walked to his door and locked it.

"I guess my life may not be worth living…"

Jean was in her room when she sensed something was wrong. "Scott…don't"


You guys like it? It may not be what you think or is it! HAHAHA please review and I might just write more!

Scott is my favorite and i love to show that he has feelings and that hes not just a stuck up leader that only cares about his responsibilities.