Ch15 – Pt. 2 Closer Than Ever Before
"You knew...this entire time, you knew" I questioned Severus.
Severus nodded his head.
"I was the one who erased your memories" Severus responded.
"Why...why would you deprive me of knowing, knowing of everything" I stated.
"You asked me to" Severus voiced, wrapping my wound.
"Why" I asked, barely above a whisper.
Severus flicked his wand, and a pensieve arrived before me. I lowered down, and felt as I was engulfed inside of it. Simply I watched as I stood where the Order was meeting, and the memory of me sat beside Severus. Severus was arguing with Remus, but I couldn't understand why.
Soon we'd left the room, and memory me began speaking to Severus in private.
"Why won't you just do it...for me" memory me pressured.
Actual & Memory Severus rolled their eyes, it made me laugh a bit.
"Fucking Bellatrix won't help the other girls escape...you said that yourself, Bellatrix is only second in command. Aura Fawkes is controlled by the dark lord himself" Memory Severus said.
"Please, I'd do anything for you" Memory Me replied, trailing her fingers down Severus' chest.
"God, was I a slut" I stated.
Severus did not reply, not seeming to snap away from the memory...was he aroused?
"Anything" Memory Me repeated, and Memory Severus looked incredibly aroused.
"No – not here" Memory Severus said.
Memory Me put her wand behind her back, and a silencing charm engulfed the room.
"Why not" Memory Me questioned.
Memory Severus was obviously turned on by the suggestion.
"Think of me as a student that just had to be punished" Memory Me teased.
"Oh, I can't watch" I stated, turning away momentarily only to look back forward.
Memory Severus had slammed Memory Me into the wall, Memory Severus had removed Memory Me's underwear, and Memory Me was still teasing him.
"Oh Headmaster, punish me" Memory Me said, erotically.
Memory Severus said nothing...god, I was a whore. Memory Me took away Memory Severus' buckle, and she pushed his pants and boxers down...allowing them to drop to the floor. Memory Severus pushed into Memory Me, and began roughly moving within her.
"Oh Headmaster" Memory Me stated, and Memory Severus began pounding in her mercilessly.
There was no way in hell this was me, this girl was a slut...using sex to in trade for others doing things. Severus looked to me, noticing my shocked expression.
"It was three days until I'd learned that Remus himself had asked you, to convince me" Severus told me.
I looked back at the scene, and watched as the two memory people before me fucked like rabbits.
"You needn't worry, you lost your virginity to Draco when you were thirteen" Severus said.
We arrived in another scene, where Memory Severus was walking through a hallway, and Memory Severus put his back to the wall.
"You may not want to –" Severus' words were lost when I rounded the corner.
"What the bloody hell" I shouted, I was watching as Memory Draco with his cloak still on his, fucking Memory Me against a wall in a backyard.
Draco's lips were kissing mine, while he pounded into Memory Me slowly.
"How old was I" I stated.
"You were sixteen here...after Harry's supposed victory, the Malfoys had come to join the Order. Draco wandered off, and as you can see – found you" Severus responded.
"Why am I seeing all of this" I questioned.
"You wanted to know" Severus replied.
"I didn't need to know that I fucked like a horny bitch" I retorted.
"Wait" Severus said, when I turned to walk away.
There was a loud argument going on, Memory Me had pulled away from Memory Draco, Memory Me's underwear was surprisingly up...and her legs no longer wrapped around Memory Draco's waist. Memory Me slid the glass door open, and went inside. Of course, Memory Draco followed.
"Settle down, you'd think that would be every girl's dream to hear her boyfriend say" Memory Draco stated.
"For god sakes would you stop using that word" Memory Me replied, Memory Draco looked upset...and slightly disgusted.
"Boyfriend, that's what I am...that's what we've been since I broke it off with Pansy, who the hell have you been fucking" Memory Draco stated.
Memory Me was silent for a moment, Draco scoffed, and looked a bit angry.
"You disgust me...my fucking godfather, couldn't go after someone our age? He just had to go along with your little plan...how many times" Memory Draco asked.
Memory Me looked downward shamefully.
"Answer me" Draco stated.
"Just twice, I swear" Memory Me responded.
"One time wasn't enough for you then, had to have more of your precious Headmaster" Memory Draco retorted.
"The first time, he'd said he'd agreed – " "What was the second time for then? Assurance-" Draco stopped shaking his head in disgust.
"That's what it was...you let them take advantage of you" Draco said sympatheticly to me.
He loved this girl? How could he love Memory Me?
"Draco knew there was good in you, and you wanted to change for him...into someone you believed he deserved" Severus said.
The memory changed, and there was just Memory Draco sitting there.
"Where am I" I asked.
"This is one of Draco's memories" Severus said.
I moved, and sat at the table beside Memory Draco. He was fiddling with a small box, and Memory Draco did an unhappy chuckle. Tossing the box onto the table, and I looked to Severus.
"Open it" Severus told me.
I opened it, and was looking at a very beautiful ring...an engagement ring, the Malfoy 'M'; which was engraved inside of a silver heart. The stone...was grey onyx, I took it from the box, and flipped it over.
'No matter what we go through, I will always remain by your side
-Draco Malfoy'
"Even with Draco constantly reminding you, of how much he loved you...you refused to believe you were good enough for him" Severus stated.
"So I tried to fix it" I asked.
Severus nodded, as we transitioned to a scene in a dark bedroom. Memory Me lie there asleep, and someone crept through the window.
"You asked me to find someone to wipe your memory" Severus told me, and the memory figure moved closer to me.
Much nearer to the light.
"Who" I asked.
Severus sighed, and I gasped as the figure came into light.