Author's Note: Sorry it took so long but we had to add this chapter; It's dedicated to our girl Christine, who requested a better Vampire{Bill} reaction to Sookies revelation to Bill. Thank you to everyone that's left reviews and sent DMs we love it.
Bill's POV
As I watch her sleep I can't help but think how my life has certainly changed since the moment I met this little blonde telepath. She saved me from meeting my final death and stole my (dead) life from me forever completely turning my world upside down…, did I ever really believe I had any chance against those blue eyes?
A mere mortal has claimed me as her own; she commands me without even a word leaving her lips. {Laughs to himself} Oh but I DO Love her so much that I wouldn't change a thing; well I would change how much I have caused her pain.
I watch her sleep and I can only imagine what our lives would be like if I were mortal too; she deserves so much more than what my vampire existence can give her. Now with the help of Niall I can give her the one thing my love alone could never have – a child, our child…
We are going to be parents; I will be a father to a son again; but this time I will never leave my family again. Not even death will separate me from them.
Truth be told when the fairy said she was pregnant my world came to a stand still and fell apart…, I would have preferred to meet the sun a thousand times rather than hear that she had possibly been unfaithful with another. But who would she have gone to? Who else but Sam, he had always loved her and she would go to him.
I could hear her telling me she hadn't but if the fairy was right her words would be undone by the child growing in her womb. I wanted to kill the fairy, I wanted to kill Sam but her…, she I would protect; I would protect her and her child until the day I met the sun.
Then the words floated out as smoke into the air… "She's pregnant, whether you believe it or not…" my rage flew over me and I lunged myself at that demon-fairy almost missing her last words "and it's yours."
What a fool I was to even believe she would have gone to him, gone to any other willingly; but then there was always Eric. She says she had to take him out of her heart and though it hurts me to know he ever had a place in it, I can understand why she kissed him.
I know first hand what it feels like to walk away from the one you have loved without even a kiss good bye. She had done it to me and my heart ached for that one kiss goodbye; but if she had ever given it to me, I would have met the sun that very day as life without her is not worth living. Even this undead life.
Then as we sat there hearing how all of this had come about, I could see the confusion, uncertainty and pain running through her mind. I wondered if she would have ever considered starting a family with me if she knew it was even possible.
The thoughts of my past family suffocating me and the memories of that spot on the floor strangled me with fear. If I had been human, we all would have died; for the first time since I was turned my vampire existence was an advantage as it helped me save them from certain death. This existence will help me again, it will help me guard my family; protect them and love them until the end of time.
Her loving words that no other would she want to start a family with other than me bringing me back to the heaven of her arms.
She turns in her sleep and those lips that bring me so much joy and so much pleasure stoke a fire in me as they softly touch my skin. She's mine just as much as I am hers and I will erase every memory of any other ever touching her.
God I can feel her in me, I can feel her blood coursing through her…, MY Blood…, MINE
She's MINE
He's MINE
THEY ARE MINE
I Need Her Now, Lord help me; How I NEED HER NOW!
{Growl}
MINE
I woke to find Bill had pulled up my gown and was kissing my flat stomach a million thoughts flying in his head; in my groggy state all I could clearly make out was "mine," over and over "mine." I wonder if that vampire possessiveness was going to rear its ugly head now that I am pregnant and he know it's his. Don't get me wrong, he can be damn sexy in all his possessiveness.
As I stroked his head and he looked up at me I saw a feral rage in him that heated me up between my legs making me wet for him and my heart started to jump in anticipation of his assault.
Bill crawled up my body in slow motion just like a lion that is getting ready to pounce a gazelle; my breath becoming shallow and panting with anticipation. Never removing his eyes from mine, I can see that they were fully dilated black and his fangs glistened against the moonlight that crept in the room. I was more excited than scared as he sniffed me from my stomach to the top of my head and continued sniffing every corner of my body; occasionally licking a spot or two.
Bill placed himself between my legs and I watched as he breathed in my scent before a quick lick made me shudder and my eyes flipped backwards in my head; a grunted "Mine" escaping his lips before he flipped me over on my stomach.
Again he lapped at me before continuing up my ass, (his hands ripping my gown to shreds) giving each cheek a tongued kiss; my body ached for him, I needed him inside of me but he held me down as I tried to move.
He made his way up my back, sniffing and kissing me as he climbed up to my neck. Each word out of his mouth sounding like a grunt as he instructed me "don't move, stay still"; my body shuddered under him. "Mine," escaping his lips as he made his way to my ear lobe…, and I was ready to explode. Oh God, I am his, whatever he is trying to prove I AM HIS, I thought as a moan escaped my lips; my nipples almost painfully erect.
He flipped me back around and kissed my neck while letting me feel his fangs lightly scraping my skin but not penetrating it completely. He lapped up the little trickle of blood that escaped grunting out "MINE," before returning his gaze to me and taking my lips in his.
He knew I was on fire for him and so was he for me. His nose flared and I could see he was holding himself back, not letting the vampire in him escape; but I needed him, I wanted him, I wanted the vampire loose. I wanted him to take me, take me as he saw fit, finally the words escaping my mouth…
"Oh, honey I need you. Bill, let yourself go, please take me as you want. I need the vampire in you to take me. Take me now or I'm going to explode!"
{Growl}
He let out a growl before he took my lips in his again; holding my hands down at my side. He sucked at my tongue and bit down on his causing a few drops of blood to fall into our mouths; as I sucked the blood in I felt myself start to orgasm as he pulled away from me again.
"Oh My God I'm going to die if he doesn't take me know," if he wanted me to beg I would beg, I would plead I would do anything he'd want me to do; but before I could he gave his next command.
"Not yet…" he crawled back down my body and sniffed, licked and nipped a trail from my neck down to my toes, sending shivers through my body. He picked up my right foot and started kissing each toe before settling on sucking them. He'd never done that like this before and each pull his mouth gave me was like he was sucking at my nub. My breath caught in my throat and I let out a moan that seemed to have ignited his desire for me further.
He pushed my legs apart and made his way to my mound, pulling my clit into his mouth as he sucked and lapped at me. His fingers entering with such force I exploded the moment they hit my sweet spot. His hands pushing my legs further apart as his tongue made its way inside me; each thrust followed by a grunted "MINE."
I called out his name, I begged for more pushing his head deeper inside me but he pulled my hands away bringing them back to my sides. He growled at me as he held my arms down; bringing himself back up my body and taking my nipple into his mouth. Again his fangs lightly scraping me, enough to cause a trickle of blood to flow. Another grunt as he lapped it up and again claiming it for himself… "MINE…," and I couldn't take it any more.
"Oh Bill please I need you inside me…, I need you to fuck me, please Bill please…, oh honey please…" the sheets under me already wet from the pleasure he was giving me. I tried to pull my arms free again but he wouldn't let them go; if he needed control he had it all tonight. He owned me and for once I relished it and he knew it.
Bill brought my hands over my head and tightly held them there with one of his hands as the other made its way to my nub. I moan and writhed under him as his feral eyes never removed themselves from my gaze. Another climax building inside me as he moved his fingers in and out of me before he took my lips in his; his tongue assaulting mine.
My nipples pressed against his cool chest only intensifying my need for him; I cried, I moaned, I begged and pleaded from the pleasure. And then, his fingers removed themselves from me… I didn't have a chance to miss them as he pushed himself in me to the hilt. Each thrust he gave came with a grunt and tears flowed from his eyes. I felt my walls tighten around him and met each of his thrust with my hips… again feeling the building of my climax.
He thrust once, twice, three, four times before he turned his lips to my breast. His fangs breaking skin and as he sucked I could feel him almost falling apart on me; but I wanted more, I wanted to feel his bite again.
"My neck, My neck, bite my neck… oh God bite my neck…," I begged as sparkles splashed before my eyes. He let go of my hands and pulled me closer into him and thrust again and again before his lips moved to my neck.
"Tell me you are mine…, tell me you love me… tell me!" was the demand that escaped his lips as he bit down into my neck, sending us both over the edge.
"I'm YOURS Bill, I LOVE YOU, I'M YOURS. Oh God I'M YOURS."
"MINE… MINE… MINE," he let out as he released himself into me; both of us meeting our simultaneous climaxes before our mouths found each other again.
I don't know what got into Bill this night but somewhere I knew he needed to claim me for himself after what I'd said about Eric. He needed to erase every trace of another from me and I never relished it more.
He felt terrible for a couple of days as his "primal vampire instincts" as he called them took over his sanity but I, I felt wonderful knowing that he had claimed me for himself…,
Again.
