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Warning: Lemon ahead. If you don't like it, you don't have to read it and may skip this chapter. You won't miss much.
Ch. 23 Bad Sakura
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All went well with the drop off of the two Leaf shinobi. Sakura and Kimimaro left both Itachi and Naruto sound asleep in their bedrooms.
When they returned to the Akatsuki compound they did a quick report to let the others know it went well and then went to their room. Yes, I said their room, as in they share a room and a bed.
Kimimaro had been wanting to make their relationship official, however Sakura had always found one excuse or another not to.
{Flashback}
"No Kimimaro, I just don't think it would be a good idea right now I have to focus on organizing Akatsuki"
"Well, not right now. I'm about to go on a scouting mission to the Thunder village with Deidara there won't be enough time for us and I don't want to tie you down. "
"I'm just not ready"
"I'm not sure"
"I just can't"
"Maybe Later"
{End Flashback}
Even though she didn't want to acknowledge their relationship, that hadn't stopped Kimimaro from giving up on Sakura. He loved her that much he knew for sure. Even when she had that fling with Deidara he still loved her with all his heart. He would give his life for her. He had figured out a long time ago that she wasn't interested in accomplishing Lord Orochimaru's dreams and he was ok with that. If he had known 3 years ago that she was just manipulating him to use his knowledge and powers, he would have probably killed her on the spot. But now she had turned his whole world around. He lived and breathed for her; he would do anything for her.
Sakura and Kimimaro made their way to their bed and plopped on it. Kimimaro lying down on his back, while Sakura laid on her side placing a hand on his chest.
"Ugh I'm so tired" she mumbled into his chest.
:small chuckle: "Yes, three days of no sleep can do that to a person"
:smile: "Ok do you want to go or me first?" She meant the usage of the restroom.
He kissed the top of her head and said "you go, I'll use the guest bathroom" letting her brush up on her hygiene first before coming to bed.
This was one of those rare hideouts that didn't have a his and her sinks. Most of the hideouts they owned provide sufficient rooms to accommodate two people, in case one of the Akatsuki members has a 'guest' staying over. Both Akatsuki and Hikari Himitsu (Sakura's team) have never really understood why she is so insistent on treating those women with such respect. One time Hidan's curiosity got the best of him and he asked her at the dinner table why she treats them with so much value. She responded by saying "they have a heart too, they can feel just like any of us and no one likes to be treated like dirt."
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Kimimaro finishes up on his hygiene and makes his way back to their room.
Sakura also is done with her night wash up and is already in bed waiting for him. She has on some sleeping shorts, and a pj tank top, while she rest a good book on her lap. Sakura looks up just in time to see Kimimaro getting ready for bed by doing his little seductive routine.
Kimimaro can't help but smirk internally as he tries to seduce his little pink blossom into giving into him. He casually starts taking his clothes off while getting "ready for bed". He slips his hands under his shirt and pulls it off in one smooth motion. All the while he is still seductively walking towards the bed and in turn walking towards Sakura. Getting closer and closer. He starts to undo the rope from his pants and unties it at a painstakingly slow pace.
This entire time Sakura tries to pretend as though she is reading her book and not abusing Kimimaro's privacy by ogling him with her eyes. God just undo the knot already and DROP TROU!
Finally Kimimaro undoes the rope belt holding his pants and he begins to sensuously remove them. By slowly taking hold of the top of the rim and then bending down at just the right angle, so that Sakura can get a good look at his ass. Oh and what a perfect ass it is! He finishes off with discarding his pants and tossing them at some random spot in the room.
By now Sakura's grip on the book is so tight that she is actually shaking a little from holding it so strongly. Keep it together Sakura. Stay in control. Breath, just BREATH!
Kimimaro then proceeds to test Sakura's now wavering will by slipping into the covers and snuggling up to her. He molds his perfect body right up against her every curve. The warmth of his body permeating through and doing all sorts of things to her body. He then asks one tinie tiny question that send her over the edge…
"What are you reading?"
That's it. That's all it takes for Sakura to glomp him. She quickly closes her eyes, turns around to face him and smashes her lips to his. :moan: Roughly grabbing hold of his hair to make sure her victim can't leave. Now this is what I'm talking about. She raptures Kimimaro's mouth with her tongue claiming every little corner of it just for her. Property of Sakura Haruno!
Although Kimimaro's body is starting to be used in every way possible, you definitely don't see him complaining. Au contraire this is exactly what he wants! Now if they can actually get the entire "Home Run" in is the actual question. You see they have been intimate, but for some reason Sakura just can't get past…something, enough for them to go all the way.
Kimimaro lifts Sakura and places her on top of him. Her hips start rocking right up against that good spot. Kimimaro's breathing increases. Sakura quickly removes her lips from his just enough so that she can take her top off and show him her two glorious globes. Oh yessss Kimimaro thought. His hands instantly spring up to grab hold and rub and tease them. :groan: His mouth lands on one of them and forcefully starts sucking, twirling and flicking at it.
"Ooooh :gasp: yesss Kimimaroooo-"
He comes back up to capture her mouth. The whole time the two are kissing passionately Kimimaro continues to rub her breast and does not break the connection. She is so firmly pressed up against him, he can feel her chest tightly squeezing into him.
"Oh! God!"
Everything is going well until he takes off his boxers. His intention becomes clear to Sakura and she instantly freezes. Stopping all of their ministrations.
:pant: "What's wrong?" he asks
:gasp for air: "I just don't think I can do this"
And just like that Baam! It's over.
She gets off of Kimimaro and goes back to her side of the bed carefully avoiding his gaze. She positions herself on her side with her back to him.
The whole time Kimimaro is left wordlessly staring at her.
Not again. He thought for sure this time would be it. That this time they would finally go all the way, but no she got cold feet again and stopped him faster than you could blink!
Then Sakura reach over to her bedside lamp and turned it off; leaving him in the dark staring at her.
He doesn't move for a few seconds only silently stares at her; wondering what could have gone wrong. It's always the same thing, she just shuts down and gives him the cold shoulder, but why? How many times has it been that she does this to him? How can he help her if he doesn't have a clue at what's wrong? How many times is he expected to be the good 'boyfriend' till they can both be together? Well guess who's just had enough!
"Sakura" he says in a firm voice.
Sakura doesn't respond only pretends to be asleep.
"Sakura I know you're awake don't ignore me!"
Finally Sakura turns around and acknowledges him; clearly peeved at the tone he is using with her.
"What!" she says in an equally hard voice.
"Don't pretend like you don't know. You know exactly what I want to talk about!"
"Well I don't want to talk about it." She says and makes to get off the bed.
But before she can leave Kimimaro hurriedly clamps down on her arm stopping her from leaving.
"No, you don't get to walk away from me. Not this time."
Sakura's eyes narrow and her voice drops an octave. "Let go."
Kimimaro's hard face drops and is replaced by a pleading look.
"Please Sakura tell what it is? I can't help you if you don't tell me."
Even though Kimimaro has lost the anger in his face, Sakura's has not and remains glaring at him.
"I said no. Now let go."
:sigh: Reluctantly Kimimaro let's go knowing he has lost yet another battle with her.
Damn
Sakura stands up and puts her sleeping tank back on, along with a red silk robe that reaches to her about mid-thigh. Then she calmly and surely begins to make her way out of the room, but before she closes the door behind her he whispers something to her ever so quietly.
"I love you"
She doesn't turn around as she whispers back.
"I wish you wouldn't" and closes the door.
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:sigh: Sakura doesn't exactly leave right away instead she leans her head on the door and takes a moment.
She really is an effed up wack job. She doesn't like hurting Kimimaro in fact she hates it, but she just can't seem to stop herself. She has difficulty distinguishing her past from reality. She knows it's not Kimimaro's fault, but she really is ruined. She knows he's started to notice how hard it is for her to be with him. For goodness sake she can't even keep her eyes open when she's intimate with him. She always has to close them as a last ditch effort of shutting the memories out. How much longer till she breaks?
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Sakura unconsciously begins to make her way to the one room she knows she will be safe. Into the arms of her new Neji. Her new sanctuary.
:KnockKnockKnock:
The man behind the door recognizes that knock all too well and swiftly makes to open the door. At first just a crack, then a little wider just enough for him to lean his arm on the door and show off his very naked sculpted abs as he greets her.
"Well it looks like our little cherry blossom has had another fight with her boyfriend …un"
"hn just let me in will you" she says and pushes her way past Deidara.
"Alright, but I got to warn you it won't be as good after three days of no sleep, un."
As soon as he closes the door she is on him like a starved hummingbird in need of his sweet nectar. She wraps her legs around his waist and intertwines her arms around his neck in one quick motion. She is in need of his loving after a very long time apart and descends on his lips. He holds the back of her entire waist with one hand and with the other he slowly slides it up her back until it's behind her head holding her to him.
:Moan:
As Sakura ravishes Deidara with kisses, she can't help but think she was never in love with Neji. She loved him, but not the kind of love one holds for her one and only. Her feelings toward Neji as intense as they were came from her insurmountable loneliness. Her need to be with another, to touch another made her bond as fiercely as she did with Neji.
Now in her second life around she has more experience controlling her feelings and holds Deidara off from capturing her heart. She uses him purely for sex and friendship. If ever you look up the definition for friends with benefits you would surely see Deidara and Sakura.
Sakura likes to think she hasn't changed at all, but the truth is she has. How can one not change, if even a little after going through what she did? Yes, she still remains the sweet caring girl who just wants to be helpful and not a burden, but something ugly has also invaded. For she would never in her life imagined that she could easily dash someone's feelings aside to fill her own hunger for passion. So she couldn't be with Kimimaro, but that doesn't mean he didn't turn her on. After all she may look like a 17 yr old, but her brain is all woman.
:Gasp: Deidara's skillful hands always surprise Sakura, as he rips off her clothes and lets one hand travel down to that sweet spot. That mouth on his hand useful for not only making clay bombs.
"Aaaaah…yes" she exhales as he latches onto one of her pink nipples. With his other handmouth he lets it play with her other boob; successfully attacking all 3 of her hotspots at the same time.
"Aaaaah!...:gasp: Deidara!" she screams as he brings her for the first time.
:pant: "Don't think it's over my cherry blossom. We've got a whole lot of fun ahead of us. :smirk: un"
He pulls up the handmouth that had been at her pleasure spot and licks it clean; right in front of her.
"Yum…now for the main course, un." Deidara swiftly removes his pants and boxers leaving him completely naked.
Now Sakura isn't one to compare men's growths, not that she can compare him to many, but Deidara is surely one of the thickest member's she has ever seen! She can't help, but be a little naughty by grabbing hold and stroking the hardened penis.
"UN…! Don't :gasp: do tthat! You'll :pant: make me come! Un!"
Sakura ignores his request and continues to stoke it anxiously thinking about putting it in her mouth. Just the thought of him in her mouth makes her core even wetter. What would he taste like?
"Would that be such a bad thing?" Sakura makes Deidara lay down on the bed while she crawls up to his dick and stuffs it in her mouth. She has only done this one time and that was with Neji a loooong time ago. So she has forgotten how hot they can become. She bobs up and down on his meaty flesh; sucking him into her mouth. She's a little inexperienced in this dimension, but her skills come back to her as if they were instilled in her muscle memory.
She successfully sucks, rolls and kisses Deidara enjoying every part of his long shaft. Deidara's head is rolled back, his back arching, his mouth slightly open taking quick short breaths, every now and then a little sound of pleasure escapes. She can taste that he is close to climaxing, so she stops.
Dazedly he looks up at her wondering why she stopped their ministrations. :grin: She takes a second to enjoy his little pout of disappointment, then crawls back up to him and pushes him inside. Oh the wonderful rush you feel when it first goes in makes Sakura's head roll back. :moan:
She soo needed this she thinks as she slowly, but surely starts to ride Deidara. She needed the wonderful release of sex. It's been so long since she has been with anyone in this intimate way; not since the last time Kimimaro and Sakura had their little tiff had she run too Deidara's arms.
"Oh…yeees"
:gasp: Deidara's hips come off the bed as he starts pumping into Sakura with short quick burst; making Sakura pick up her speed to join them.
"Aaah!"
Sakura just wanted to lose herself from the world. To just check out, if only for just a moment till she had to come back down to all the problems that awaited her.
The friction between the two keeps increasing as the pound into each other harder and harder.
"Ooooh YES :gasp: Deidara!" Sakura screams her voice starting to sound wild and gruntal.
"Hmm SAKURA :Aaah: I caan't hold :breath: it in any-" Deidara yells as his back instantly arches from his BIG release.
Sakura comes right after him; both screaming their release into each other.
:Sigh: Sakura collapses on top of Deidara's chest breathing deeply from the work out he just gave her.
:PantPant: "That was great…un" he tells her.
"Yeah" she whispers back in agreement.
The two just hold each other as the little afterwaves from their climax settle.
As Sakura slowly checks back into reality, an immense wave of guilt hits her. Guilt, but another feeling trumps that, an overwhelming sense that she just committed an extreme wrongdoing. She knows she shouldn't have done that, and she wishes she could say she didn't care, but she did. She did care, so very much.
It won't matter soon anyway.
It's not like I'm going to be around much longer.
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Author's Note:
Hey guys,
I know it's been awhile, my bad, but I really wanted to get this chapter right. You start to see what might have happened to Sakura it the past by how she reacts to these two men.
By the way Sakura's hair is pink ever since she left Konoha.
Also in the poll Deidara did tie with Nagato, so I went a head and flipped a coin. Deidara won, obviously.
And also looking back I'm glad he won. He's the youngest Akatsuki member, who doesn't have anything too wrong with him anatomically speaking. I seriously think he was the best choice because he's in her age range and he is one of the most atractive. No offense to Kisame, Zetsu and Kakuzu lovers.
I've also decided to change this rating to 'M', (again another 'duh') because I have decided Sakura will explain her past in this story instead of making another one. And I thought "Hey, why not put in a lemon" So I did
I felt bad for Kimimaro, but Sakura doesn't love him. She can't. Too traumatized and it's nothing to do with him.
So as always let me know what you think and ideas are always welcome.
Sincerely
~Claja