Chapter 2
For those who were capable of immortality, time left behind no true consequences, and a freedom from worry or fear was all that was left in its path. That was the case for most vampires, but the Cullens were not normal vampires. Unlike others of their kind, they recognized the lives of mortals and how quickly those lives could end. They acknowledged that in an instant, the world of human beings could change and no one they encountered would ever be the same. For most immortals, time left behind no true consequences, it was certainly not of the essence, but for the Cullens, time was more precious than it would ever be for other immortals. Thirty years was a long time for human beings. So much could happen within those years and no one could stop the aging process. No matter how many other factors were controlled, age waited for no human being.
Isabella Swan found her escape the day she met Edward Cullen, but her human friends and family were not so lucky. Her body was frozen in time, but theirs were not.
The day did not seem to fit the mood as Bella stood in her old bedroom in Forks, Washington. The usually rainy and cloudy town would have been perfect gloomy weather on the day a close friend would be buried, but instead, the sun and summer temperatures made for a bright and sunny day. She could hear the busy work being done downstairs, the calls being made, the final preparations being handled, and solemn voices echoing back and forth, but it did not seem real. Bella lived in a surreal life where death did not affect her so profoundly. Those who died around her were lost in battles that they chose, not because their hearts gave out while they were sleeping. The Cullens had been in many battles, but none of the casualties hit her so close to home. None of them were Billy Black, the father of her best friend, and it hurt her more than she ever could have prepared for. Edward entered the room and she melted into his arms as he wrapped them around her. She welcomed his deep embrace and he rubbed soothing circles on her lower back.
"We are heading down to La Push soon. Sue just finished speaking with Sam. Everyone knows we will be there," he informed and she smirked.
"Like it would matter, I would go anyways."
"I know. I am just saying that even with how great the new treaty is working, there are people who…."
"Screw the treaty Edward! A man is dead. If people do not want to mingle with us because of their prejudices, then that is not my problem," she snarled and he looked down. Quiet filled the room and she cupped his face softly.
"I am sorry."
"Don't be. I know how hard this is for you. I feared this would happen. I hated knowing this was inevitable." She rested her head on his chest as they swayed back and forth.
"Every choice carries a consequence. For better or worse, each choice is the unavoidable consequence of its predecessor. The author Gary Ryan Blair said that. It is funny how vampire memory allows you to just soak up knowledge that will make even more sense one day. You know the first thing I thought about when you said Billy was dead? Thank God it was not Charlie. How selfish does that make me?" Edward shook his head profusely.
"It does not make you selfish. It makes you a daughter. Of course you would be relieved that it wasn't Charlie. No one can prepare for this Bella. No matter how many times we are told that humans die, that it is the circle of life, it never makes it easy."
"But you tried to warn me and I brushed it off just like that, like it was the circle of life. I never wanted to stop and think about how hard this would be." He looked down and stuffed his hands in his black pants pockets.
"Do you regret it now? Do you regret becoming….." She interrupted him with a tender kiss and he deepened it before leaning his forehead against hers.
"Never doubt how much I love you or how much I want this. I love our family and I love being a vampire. I just hate this. I hate that this is only the beginning, first Billy, then Charlie or Renee or Sue or Phil, even our classmates. One day Angela is going to die and today just makes it all real. I knew what I was sacrificing and it will never be enough to make me regret my choice. I made the choice because it was right for me. Now I have to deal with the consequences."
"But you don't have to deal with them alone. You have me and our family and all of us will always be here for you, Jacob, Leah, Seth, and Joshua." Bella glanced down at her watch and nodded.
"We should get over there. Everyone will be heading to La Push soon." He nodded and held her hand as they exited her old bedroom.
Seth looked up at the ceiling as he lay in the guest bedroom of Leah and Jacob's house. The fan turned clockwise in a mesmerizing cycle that made his eyes heavy. It was a surreal experience for him as he waited for the time to pass. Kaya walked out of the adjoined bathroom in a simple knee length black dress and sat down beside her husband on the bed as she slipped on her black heels.
"I don't have a lot of experience with this Seth, so please tell me what I can do to make it better for you…..easier," she whispered and he sat up with a deep sigh as he shrugged.
"Kaya, I just need you to be here with me, that's all. It is just a weird feeling."
"Describe how you feel to me," she suggested as she snuggled into his side and he wrapped an arm around her shoulders.
"I am sad, but as weird as it sounds, I am more worried about my mom."
"Why, she has Charlie and plenty of people to go to if she is feeling…."
"No, not because I am worried about how she will deal with today. I am worried about her in the future. I was just thinking today about how old she is getting. She's seventy years old. Charlie is seventy two. Billy was older than the both of them, so I know that he lived a full life. I am just worried about how quickly time has passed. If I am lucky, she will live to be a hundred, but that is never guaranteed. Sooner or later, she is going to die too."
"I don't know much about all of this, but kids are supposed to bury their parents at some point right? All you can hope for is that she is happy and living the life that she wants to. We can't stop the inevitable from happening." He smirked.
"We could, but I know she wouldn't want that."
"You mean you have thought about it, her becoming a vampire?"
"Once, when I first came to live with the Cullens, but I know she wouldn't want this life. It just sucks. I wish everyone I love could live forever. Today is just a big reminder that something like that can never happen."
"Sue is so proud of you Seth. She has every reason to be. You are an amazing man and I know that she wants you to be happy too. You might lose her one day, but you will never lose me, Rose, Zach, Leah, or any of our family. Never forget that." He hugged her and nodded before standing up.
"You're right. Besides, none of their deaths will be premature like my father's. I should finish getting ready. Oh, I almost forgot my cookies," he shrieked and ran over to his suitcase to pull out a big Ziploc bag of Esme's homemade cookies. Kaya shook her head in amusement as he popped one in his mouth and tried to figure out how many he could take with him.
"I cannot believe she made you those…..actually yes I can," she giggled and he smiled sheepishly with a mouthful of cookies.
"What? It is good comfort food. I will remember that comment when we are at the funeral and you are begging for one."
"Only you would bring cookies to a funeral."
"No, I am smart enough to bring cookies to a funeral." She kissed him tenderly before leaving him alone to find enough pockets to put his comforting snacks in.
Rosalie quietly entered the kitchen in Jacob and Leah's house. Leah stood over the counter arranging deviled eggs in a pan as her leg twitched nervously back and forth. Rosalie gave a sympathetic smile as she approached and pulled the pan toward her.
"I can finish that. What else needs to be done?" Leah huffed and racked her brain for the mental list she made.
"Jake is showering. Josh is ready. My mom and some of the women from the tribe are bringing over the rest of the food after the funeral. I just need my stupid heels from up…." Before she could finish her sentence, Rosalie sped up to the top of the stairs where Leah's shoes were waiting and back down again. She handed them to Leah, who smirked.
"Well aren't you handy to have around," she teased and Rosalie shrugged.
"I suppose, so anything else?"
"No, like I said the rest of the food is coming. That pan just needs to go into the refrigerator and we are set. Who knows how much food the tribe will bring over."
"Speaking of the tribe, are you sure it is okay for us to go to A-ka-lat for the burial? I know that is sacred ground, so if us being there would cause issues….."
"Jacob needs all of the support he can get right now and so does Josh. He was so relieved when he found out Zach would be here. Besides, I could really use you there too." Rosalie nodded with a small smile as she wrapped an arm around Leah.
"Then I will be there. So, how is Jake handling everything? He hasn't said much since we arrived."
"That is how he is handling it. He isn't. Jake doesn't do well with expressing his emotions in a healthy manner."
"It is a lot for him to acknowledge right now. At least his sisters will be there right?"
"Oh yea, that will make things peachy," smirked Leah and Rosalie frowned in confusion.
"What do you mean? I thought having his sisters here would be better for him, more support."
"They barely speak to him as it is. Rachel is still bitter about Paul and Rebecca was never around much in the first place. They didn't deal very well with Sarah dying."
"Their mother, she was in a car accident right?"
"Right and they took off as soon as possible afterward. They were thirteen when it happened and their teenage years were hell on the entire family. Jake was nine. They barely see him on a regular basis. You are more like an aunt to Josh than they are and now they are here for the funeral. These past three days have been a nightmare. I haven't even had time to think about how they will react or….." Rosalie pulled her in for a hug and Leah let out a quiet sob.
"Don't worry about that. Whatever happens, happens. You just focus on your family. How is Sue doing?" Leah wiped her eyes and nodded.
"Good, I mean she has always been strong. After my dad died, she never wanted to show how hard it was on her, losing her husband, fearing for her children, and becoming an elder. She did it all with her chin held high because she wanted to be strong for us."
"That must be where you get it from. The boys know they can count on you in times like these. I am glad Sue is alright. I was concerned about the decision Alice made."
"It was for the best. I am happy she alerted my mom and not us about Billy. Jake wouldn't have handled it well if he would have found him and my mom was a nurse so she knew how to deal with it. Alice told me about her vision of Jake finding him in bed when he went over to pick him up for breakfast. That would have been horrible. Alice did the right thing." They both nodded in agreement and Seth and Kaya entered the kitchen.
"Anything I can do," asked Seth and Leah nodded.
"Yea, brush your hair again." He frowned in confusion at her comment until she ruffled his hair. He rolled his eyes and huffed as he raked his fingers through it.
"Thanks Leah, I finally had it tamed," he whined, but smiled when Kaya fixed it for him.
"Um Leah….." Kaya began, but stopped midsentence. Leah looked at her curiously.
"What is it," she asked and Kaya sighed.
"I just want today to go smoothly. I want to be by Seth's side more than anything in the world, but I also know that Rachel will be there and I am sure if Nahuel is not her favorite person then I am…"
"Look, Jake and I talked about this and honestly, we don't care. We don't have time to care about whatever drama could ensue. Family drama is part of funerals sometimes, so who cares if ours happens to be supernatural in origin. Seth isn't going anywhere without you. I know my brother well enough to know that and whether they like it or not, all of you were apart of Billy's life. He didn't always see eye to eye with everyone, but the last few years were amazing with him. I don't think anything was left unsaid between him and my mom or Charlie. Everyone was happy and I am not going to let Rachel or Rebecca or any member of the tribe try to separate this family because even if they do not like it, the Blacks, Clearwaters, Swans, and Cullens are intertwined forever and they will have to get used to that. Besides, they will not be around long enough for it to matter. Once the funeral is over, they will bolt like they always do," informed Leah and Kaya nodded. Seth glanced around the corner to see Zach and Josh playing video games in the living room.
"How is J doing," asked Seth and Leah sighed.
"Better now that Zach is here. He didn't really understand what was happening at first. He is only eleven and never had to deal with death. Plus, in our family it can get complicated. He started asking about us. Would we die? Could we live forever like Zach would? I had to explain that his dad and I were not going anywhere and we have chosen to live forever because that is a choice that wolves and vampires get to make. My poor son is probably all types of confused with this family," said Leah and Seth shrugged.
"At least now he knows that death is not something we will have to experience that often," offered Seth. There was a knock on the backdoor before Bella, Edward, Renesmee, and Nahuel entered. Bella glanced around the room before frowning.
"Where is Jake," she asked and Leah nodded toward the stairs.
"Upstairs still, you can go on up and see if he is ready. Don't be too upset if he bites your head off though. He has been snapping a lot lately," warned Leah.
"So in other words, I will be the guinea pig to test his mood," asked Bella and Leah shrugged.
"Better you than me," she replied and Bella took in a deep breath before gliding up the stairs. She stopped in front of the closed door leading to Jacob and Leah's room before knocking. There was no answer, so she closed her eyes and opened the door.
"I hope you aren't naked or this is going to be very awkward," called Bella. She heard Jacob smirk and she opened her eyes to see him tugging at his tie. She gave a small smile as she entered the room. He was wearing a traditional suit and Bella tugged him over to her. He looked away and sighed as she fixed the tie for him.
"Everyone else is ready," she informed and he slowly nodded.
"Where are Sue and Charlie?"
"They went with Carlisle, Esme, Alice, and Jasper over to Sam's house. They just wanted to make sure everything would be….appropriate for everyone involved."
"Appropriate, right, you mean that people don't bitch about vampires being there."
"Jake….."
"You know what I don't get? My dad of all people came to his senses about the treaty and how things should be handled. If he could accept things, why can't others? I bet Sam isn't even trying to smooth things over. He is such an ass kisser. I bet he is just nodding along to whatever the rest of the tribe wants."
"Jake, what are you talking about? Sam has been there for us a lot over the years. He wants to do the right thing just like everyone else does."
"Did you know that he asked me if I wanted to be an elder, like I could take my father's place or something, like it would just be that simple? No one can replace my father, but that didn't stop that prick from becoming an elder."
"Jacob," warned Bella as he began to tremble.
"It was like it was just so damn easy for him to step in like nothing had changed. Old Quil is gone. My dad is gone and now Sue is going to step down as well so that Sam, Quil, and Embry can take over. They won't be half the men that my father was."
"Jacob, calm down," warned Bella again, but he was not listening. He began to shake even more and she took a step backward. Renesmee entered the room and gave a reassuring smile to her mother.
"We will be down in a second mom," she assured, but Bella shook her head.
"Maybe I should go get Leah to….." Renesmee interrupted her mother.
"I will handle this. We will be down soon." Bella slowly nodded and waited outside the door as Renesmee closed it. Jacob rolled his eyes at her.
"What do you want? I am sure Nahuel is hovering nearby to save the day if I flip. Don't worry Renesmee. Get out and just give me a minute so I can….." She touched his throat and he gasped as pictures flooded his mind. They were images of him, Leah, and Joshua together, laughing, smiling, and happy. He blinked back a stray tear as she released her hold on him with a sad smile.
"That's what I see when the three of you are together. They are your strength Jake, so when you feel like you are going to lose it today. When someone says something that upsets you or makes you so sad that you do not think you will be able to handle it, think of them. Think of your son and your wife. Think of how much they love you and how much you love them. They will get you through the dark times, so don't you dare let it consume you Jacob Black. Phasing and getting angry is not going to help. It will just make things worse, so remember them." He slowly nodded and pulled her in for a hug as she sighed.
"Thank you," he whispered and she kissed his cheek.
"What are imprints for," she giggled and pulled him out of the room so he could face the challenging day ahead of him.
Sam smiled at his fourteen-year-old daughter, Allie, and his wife, Emily, as they packed up the last of the food for after the funeral. Sue sat beside him on the couch and he sighed as he looked over at his daughter again.
"I can't believe she is getting so old. I remember the first time I held her, she was so tiny. Now I am lucky if she will curl up next to me to watch TV on the couch," said Sam and Sue giggled.
"They always grow up so fast. Seth and Leah grew up too fast for me, but I knew I couldn't stop it from happening, none of it."
"Well with any luck, she won't have to worry about growing up as fast as they did. I am a bit concerned about the gene being in her system, but Leah was a unique case so maybe there will be nothing to worry about with Allie. Everything is just happening so fast around me. There is so much to deal with. I don't know how you did it, Sue."
"You take it a day at a time and a step at a time. You have always been the chief and an alpha. Now, you are just an elder as well and Quil and Embry will be there to help you."
"I can't believe how right you were about Jacob. I thought he would see being an elder as an honor. I think he did see it as an insult."
"Jacob, Leah, and Seth have always been different. Their thought processes are different and you know they all love the tribe, but it is not their main priority. Besides, you have always acted like an elder, now you will just take over officially."
"What about the funeral? I know I told Carlisle that it would be alright, but not even I am sure. No matter what I say to some members of the tribe, their views will not change. Even the ones that have no clue about what we are will be suspicious of the Cullens. It is in our tribe's instincts to understand the danger of vampires."
"Those who know and still resent the Cullens are fueled by blindness and ignorance. There is nothing you can say. Either they will see it or they will not, but it is no longer your problem. You just worry about paying your respect to Billy and moving forward with your life. You can't control everyone around you Sam. I had to learn that with Leah and Seth. No matter how much I wanted them not to join the pack and be in danger, I had to let them go their own way. Everything else will fall into place." Sam took in a deep breath and nodded his resignation. He knew Sue was right in her advice. There was nothing he could do about how the other members of the tribe felt about the Cullens or golden eyed vampires in general. It did not change anything and he had to worry about one day at a time. For that day, his main concern was paying his respects to a fallen elder.
The burial ceremony for an elder of Billy's caliber was grand and demanded honor from all in attendance. The ceremony began on the shores in La Push where Billy's body was placed in a cedar canoe and wrapped in woven blankets. The canoe, along with numerous others, then headed to A-ka-lat, an island at the opening of the Quillayute River where chiefs and elders were buried. Jacob, Leah, and Josh rode in a canoe together while Rachel and Rebecca rode in one next to theirs. Jacob's relationship with his sisters was tense at best. It had been strained for years, even before the death of Paul, but time only made it worse.
The rest of the visitors paddled canoes over to the small island. Zach stood by his parents and glanced at them for permission when Josh motioned for him to come over. Rosalie looked at Leah, who nodded in approval, and Rosalie kissed her son's cheek.
"Be respectful," she reminded and he nodded before walking over to Josh. The contrast between the boys was stark, but neither cared. Zach was tall, muscular, pale in complexion, and fair in hair color. Josh was tall for his age of eleven, but not nearly Zach's height. He had russet skin and black hair like his parents and even though he was the eldest of the two, he did not resemble the age difference. Seth and Kaya walked along side them with Sue and Charlie. Bella, Edward, Renesmee, and Nahuel stood on the other side of Jacob and Leah. Rosalie and Emmett did as well and Carlisle, Esme, Jasper, and Alice stood behind them to bring up the rear. Quil and Embry placed Billy's body in its rightful position for the ceremony and everyone waited patiently for the ceremony to begin its final stage.
"What is this place," whispered Zach and Josh shrugged as he looked around.
"My dad said it was named after a great chief. It wasn't always an island though. The US army rerouted the river and isolated it. It used to be a fortress that protected our tribe from raids by another tribe. No one is allowed here except those from the tribe."
"I guess that means it is a big deal my family is here huh," he asked as he looked around at all of his family who could hear the entire conversation even though the boys were whispering. Josh shrugged.
"You're supposed to be here. I would be sad if you weren't. My grandpa would want you here too," stated Josh as if it were the simplest reasoning in the world. Zach smiled at him and the rest of the Cullens did as well. They were in a sacred place, only meant for the tribe, and their presence symbolized just how far the Cullens and Quileutes had come throughout the years.
Jacob was relieved when the funeral was over, but unfortunately for him, the day was not. A gathering would be held at his home in honor of his father. It was supposed to be an occasion to reflect on the life of Billy Black, not mourn it, but Jacob feared tension would become an issue. His sisters were civil and reserved at the burial, but he was concerned about how they would behave later on.
Members of the tribe returned to their homes to gather the food they prepared and Jacob used the few minutes of peace and quiet to gather his thoughts. He sat outside on the front porch with his tie loosened and top buttons of his shirt undone. Edward sat down beside him and Jacob smirked.
"For a moment, I forgot you were a mind reader. That shows you just how drained I am right now." Edward slowly nodded.
"I do not know what to tell you Jacob. It was a long time ago for me."
"But it still happened right? You didn't just forget them because of what you are?" Edward looked down and Jacob sighed. "Sorry. That wasn't fair."
"It was a very long time ago, but yes I still remember them. Their names were Edward and Elizabeth Masen and my family was infected with Spanish influenza. I knew we were all dying. My father died first, and then my mother. I waited for my time to come."
"That is when Carlisle stepped in right?"
"Yes, my mother asked him to, but my situation was different. I understand being angry though Jacob. I was angry, but there is a big difference between me being an orphan back then and you being one now. You have family. I didn't think that I did. You have a son and wife who love you. You have sisters, even if things are strained between you and them, and you have all of us. You aren't alone."
"Yea, you're right. It is just hard to realize that right now when it hurts so much. I don't get it. I mean I knew it was going to happen. I guess I just got too comfortable and put my guard down. The past few years have been so great. I didn't want to think about anything sad."
"But isn't that a good thing? You had years with your father. He watched you grow up. He knew his grandson. He was asleep when he died. It wasn't painful…Leah wants to spend some time with you." Edward stood up as Leah walked onto the porch with an appreciative smile. Edward went back inside and she leaned against a post as she looked down at her husband. He smiled and opened his arms to her, which she gladly accepted. She sat down on his lap and stroked his hair as he held her close.
"Sorry I have been an ass lately," he mumbled and she shrugged.
"You are always an ass. It is part of your charm."
"Sure, kick me while I am down."
"Oh my poor baby, did I hurt your feelings? How can I make it up to you," she cooed and he waggled his eyebrows.
"I hurt right here," he whispered as he touched his lips and she sighed dramatically.
"Well if you insist," she teased before kissing him sweetly. He hugged her again as Josh jogged outside onto the porch and they smiled up at their son.
"What's up kiddo? Want to come sit out here with us," asked Leah, but Josh shook his head.
"Can me and Z play video games in my room for awhile?"
"Yea sure, just don't beat my high score," warned Jacob and Josh chuckled as he ran back inside. Leah smiled at her husband and he sighed in relief as he watched his son disappear into the house.
"We're going to be okay aren't we," he asked and she nodded as she continued to stroke his hair.
"Yes, we will be okay," she assured.
Billy's friends and family gathered into the house over the next hour with an array of foods and drinks. Condolences were spoken, but the tension stifled the air in the house as an unspoken segregation formed in the house and backyard. To give Rachel, Rebecca, and the members of the tribe their space, the Cullens mingled amongst themselves in the backyard while Jacob and Leah made their rounds of thanking all of those in attendance. Rachel and Rebecca stayed in the living room together as people approached them to speak highly of their father. Charlie made his way through the house with his wife by his side. Pictures of Billy were set up in the living room and once Charlie felt his throat tighten in despair, he headed toward the front porch for a much needed break. Sue handed him a bottle of water before sitting down beside him as he took in a shaky breath. The tears welled up in his eyes and she put on a brave smile as she wrapped an arm around his waist.
"So far the family drama has been at a minimum," she said with a sigh of relief as she tried to keep the conversation light. Charlie slowly nodded as he looked up at the sky.
"If Billy was here, he wouldn't allow it, all of the tension. Things were tense between Jake and his sisters well before Billy died, but they never let it get too out of hand when he was around. He kept them together. Now I am worried that they will never find a way to be in the same room together for long." Sue ran a hand through his hair with a warm smile on her face.
"You helped Billy stay strong. I remember when Sarah died. He was left with three children, two twin girls that were just becoming teens and a confused little boy. You were there for him no matter what. I know he always appreciated that."
"He was there for me too after Renee left with Bella. I was a mess for a long time, but beers, baseball, and fishing took my mind off of it. I can't believe he is gone. I guess a part of me is still waiting for him to call me up and ask if we are still on for our next fishing trip."
"I know what you mean. When Harry died, I could still feel his presence in our home. I would wake up some mornings and it would take me a minute to realize he was not there." Charlie wrapped her in his arms and sighed.
"I have been so selfish today. This has to be hard on you, not just because it is Billy, but because it reminds you of Harry's funeral." She placed her head on his shoulder.
"When Alice called me, it was like it was happening all over again. It was like when Harry died and it was unnerving at first to think that I needed to go to Billy's house, but I knew that I needed to be the one to handle it and not Jacob. Children are supposed to bury their parents, but they do not need to see them like that. He did look peaceful though, like he was in no pain. I am thankful for that."
"You have handled everything so well and I am not just talking about with Billy. When Renee and Bella left, I was barely living. You lost Harry and had to be there for Leah and Seth during the hardest time in their lives. I don't know how you did it."
"I had help from you and from Billy. That made it easier. I don't think you realize how much I needed you there with me. I felt guilty for depending on you so much, but I will never regret making this decision," she said as she laced their fingers together.
"You mean picking me over Billy?" She scoffed and shook her head.
"No, I knew who I wanted to be with. I loved Billy, but only as a good friend. I mean the decision to move on and pursue a relationship with you after Harry died. I knew it would be difficult. Members of the tribe whispered about it all the time, Sue Clearwater moving on so quickly after her husband's death and with a pale face at that, but I knew this would be worth it and it is." He pulled her in for a tight hug as tears filled his eyes.
"I love you Sue."
"I love you too…..oh no," she whispered and he looked at her concerned expression as a black motorcycle slowed to a stop in front of the house. Charlie did not recognize the young man on the bike, but he was dressed in jeans and a form fitting, long sleeved black shirt. His hair was shoulder length and jet black. His eyes were hidden behind a pair of black sunglasses and as he stood from the bike, his large stature towered over the piece of machinery. Sue groaned as she stood up and Charlie stood as well.
"Who is he," he whispered in her ear and she smirked.
"You know how we were happy the family drama had been kept to a minimum?"
"Yea."
"Well I have a feeling that is about to change. That's Caleb Uley and he's….complicated."
"Uley, as in…"
"I will explain later. Will you go get Sam for me?" Charlie nodded and went inside as Caleb approached the house. He took a step onto the porch, but Sue stepped in front of him, causing him to smirk. Caleb was not small in stature. He stood at 6'5 and was built with muscle, but Sue was not intimidated by the young man.
"Aren't you going to let me pass," he chuckled.
"Where is your mother?"
"She is at home. She didn't know Billy that well and besides, it isn't like she has ever felt like she belonged to the tribe. If it weren't for my father's name, I guess I wouldn't even be allowed here."
"Caleb, please go home. Jake doesn't need any type of drama right now so please do everyone a favor and stay clear of here for a while." He feigned a hurt expression and gasped.
"Is that any way to speak to your uncle," he mocked and she glared at him.
"Watch it young man. You might be Caleb Uley's son, but I am still your elder. You are only seventeen years old and do not get to speak to me in such a way."
"Or any of us in such a way," added Sam as he stepped outside onto the porch. Caleb glared at him and Sam glared right back.
"Well, if it isn't the new elder. Allow me to congratulate you on the position. I am sure Billy's death came at an opportune time for you," sneered Caleb and Sam stood toe to toe with him as the two stared each other down.
"Watch it," warned Sam and Caleb grinned at him challengingly.
"Or what, you are going to make me bow down to you? Too bad it wouldn't work. Face it old man, you have no power over me and never will, but soon I will have the power and that scares the crap out of you doesn't it? Besides, I was invited."
"By who," asked Sue and Caleb waved at someone inside, causing Sue and Sam to turn around. Rachel opened the screen door and motioned for Caleb to come inside. He smiled smugly at Sam and Sue before walking into the house and Sam's eyes widened in shock at Rachel.
"Have you lost your mind? Are you trying to start trouble or make it uncomfortable for everyone here," he asked and she glared at him.
"So Jake can invite those murderers, but I am not allowed to invite one of our own? That doesn't seem fair at all. Caleb deserves to be here. He is paying his respect to my father and if Jacob does not like that, then it is of no concern to me," informed Rachel before marching inside. Charlie looked at Sue and Sam curiously as they shook their heads in disappointment.
"Why do I have a feeling I have been left out of the loop about something again," asked Charlie and Sue kissed his cheek.
"You have because it is….." Charlie cut her off with a knowing nod.
"Complicated, yea, I have heard that before," he mumbled and followed her into the house.
Jacob and Leah were in the backyard getting some fresh air and a break from his sisters. Leah was talking with Rosalie while they watched Zach and Josh play their handheld video games and Jacob was speaking with Bella and Renesmee. Nahuel slowly made his way over to his mate and stuck his hand out to Jacob. At first, Jacob looked at him suspiciously but then shook it.
"Billy was a good man. I know he was not fond of me, but it was always clear that he just wanted what was best for his people and family. I am sorry for your loss," said Nahuel and Jacob gave an appreciative smile.
"Thanks Nahuel. My dad would appreciate that, so….." Jacob discontinued his sentence as Edward rapidly approached them. Jacob and Bella could sense his anxiety.
"I think we should go," warned Edward and Bella frowned in confusion. Jacob gritted his teeth as Caleb strolled down the steps of the back porch with an arrogant smile on his face. Rachel was right beside him and Jacob shook his head in disbelief.
"I cannot believe she did this. This is low even for her," growled Jacob and Edward gave a curt nod.
"She wants to push your buttons, so stay calm. We should go," said Edward, but Jacob shook his head.
"No, this is my home and if anyone is leaving, it is them," declared Jacob. Edward nodded in defeat as Caleb and Rachel approached.
"Rachel, what are you doing," asked Jacob and she rolled her eyes.
"What's wrong little brother? You can have guests, but I can't? I just wanted Caleb to meet the monsters that killed his cousin."
"Cousin," asked Bella and Caleb nodded.
"That's right you probably have no clue who I am. I am sure Jacob and Sam failed to mention me. I am Caleb Uley II and you must be Bella Swan."
"Cullen, my last name is Cullen," corrected Bella and he smirked.
"Oh, my apologies, the Cullens, all of which are here in La Push…..on our territory. Your father was just buried and you are already letting the leeches run wild on our land. What kind of alpha are you," sneered Caleb and Jacob began to shake. Renesmee placed her hand to his throat to flood his mind with pleasant images and Leah jogged over to her husband. Seth, Kaya, Alice, Jasper, Carlisle, and Esme approached as well while Emmett and Rosalie took Zach and Josh into the house to make sure the two boys were not around for the argument.
"Jake calm down," soothed Leah and Renesmee nodded.
"Happy thoughts remember," added Renesmee and Caleb crossed his arms as he looked her up and down. A low growl erupted from Edward as he read Caleb's thoughts about his daughter.
"So you are Renesmee, the one he imprinted on. I can see the appeal Jake. That must make you the bloodsucker that killed my cousin. Nahuel isn't it?" Carlisle put his hands up peacefully and looked at his family.
"There is no need for this, especially not on such a sad day. Let's go," urged Carlisle, but Caleb shook his head profusely.
"Oh please do not leave on my account. I am just trying to get my facts straight. The Cullens are still a bit of a mystery to me. You have Bella Swan who caused all of this to happen by falling for a leech. Then Renesmee and Nahuel who caused Jacob to create a battle he had no intention of fighting in and my poor cousin became the causality."
"What is your problem," shouted Seth as he stepped toward Caleb. Kaya held Seth back and Caleb chuckled.
"Oh and how could I forget Seth Clearwater, the epitome of a no good, low down traitor? You do not deserve to be called Quileute. Cullen fits you quite well you leech lover," spat Caleb and Seth began to shake as much as Jacob was. Sam and Rebecca ran over to them and Rebecca grabbed her sister's arm.
"That is enough Rachel. This is not the time or place for this! We have been through enough today. There is no need to add to it," warned Rebecca, but Rachel jerked away from her.
"You have no clue what I have been through and I will say when it is enough!"
"So where will this lead, more deaths because of vengeance for Paul? It will not change anything. Our father is dead. How can you encourage this on the day he is buried," questioned Rebecca with tears in her eyes before she stormed away. Rachel looked down and sighed before running after her sister. Sam eyed Caleb as the young man smiled smugly at Jacob's shaking form.
"You have crossed the line Caleb. First, you come here to cause trouble on the day Billy is buried and now you are taunting Jacob and Seth. They are not in my pack, but I would find them quite justified if they attacked you at the moment, so tread lightly," warned Sam. Edward's growl deepened as Caleb took a step toward Renesmee. She glared at Caleb as he looked her up and down again.
"To think she was all it took to bring down the great Black legacy. If it weren't for her, Jacob would probably be alpha and chief, right Sam," asked Caleb and Renesmee shook her head as she slipped her hand into her mate's.
"Grandpa is right. This is useless. Let's go," she said and turned away.
"Hey, I am not done talking with you yet," roared Caleb before grabbing her arm and chaos ensued as soon he reached for her. It happened within a split second. Nahuel crunched Caleb's hand as he snatched it away from his mate, effectively breaking several bones inside. Edward hurled the temperamental young man away from them and Caleb phased as soon as he hit the ground. Jacob, Seth, and Leah phased as well and Bella crouched defensively in front of her daughter as Nahuel, Jacob, and Edward stalked toward the wolf. Carlisle and Jasper pulled Nahuel and Edward back, but Jacob continued his progress as he circled Caleb. Sam did not phase. Instead, he stood in between the two wolves as Caleb limped on one paw, but still growled at Jacob as his jet black fur trembled from the vibrations. His fury almost matched Jacob's as they postured up. The others stood back and Embry, Quil, Jared, Collin, and Brady emerged from the house sensing the danger.
"Jacob, phase back," urged Sam, but Jacob growled in defiance. Embry shook his head as he carefully approached.
"He is just a stupid kid Jake. He doesn't know any better," attempted Embry and Quil nodded.
"Remember what it was like when you first phased? You were angry at the world just like he is. He made himself an outcast. He feels alone and he wants to fight, but do not let him do this, not here. You deserve better than this and so does Billy. Billy would not want this Jacob, so phase back," encouraged Quil. Everyone was silent as Jacob and Caleb growled at one another, but soon enough Jacob stepped back toward Leah and Seth. Caleb limped toward the forest and disappeared into it as Sam sighed in relief. Rosalie, Emmett, and Zach emerged from the house as Jacob, Leah, and Seth went into the brush.
"I'll go get them some clothes. Charlie and Sue are getting rid of the guests inside. We all need to talk about this," said Alice before racing inside and Edward glanced at Sam.
"She is right. There is much to discuss. I know you didn't want to do this here, but there isn't time. Caleb is out of control," said Edward as Sam looked down. Emmett shook his head with an amused smile as he looked in the direction Caleb entered the forest.
"You wolves have some serious anger management issues. Teenage hormones be damned. That kid is a psychopath. He has some serious problems. I am talking like Freudian childhood, mommy and daddy didn't love me type of….."
"Shut up Em. This isn't funny and it certainly is not the time for jokes. There is a house full of tribe members who could have seen what happened," scolded Rosalie and Edward concentrated on the house for a moment before sighing in relief.
"They just thought it was a regular argument between family members and Charlie and Sue started ushering people out before they could see anything," informed Edward. Nahuel crossed his arms.
"Why does it matter? They know what we are and who the wolves are…..right," he asked as he looked at Sam and his pack. Jared shook his head.
"Only some members of the tribe know about us and as far as you go, the cold ones legend is just a myth to most of them. They are careful around you because of their instincts, but they technically do not know just how true the stories are. None of us did until we phased," explained Jared. Edward turned toward the brush and groaned as Alice brought clothes to Leah and Seth.
"Jacob took off. He needs to blow off some steam. Leah and Seth decided not to go after him. They know nothing they could say would change his feelings right now. This is a lot for him to deal with," said Edward and Bella winced as she thought about the anguish Jacob was experiencing.
"He shouldn't be left alone right now. You know Jake tends to act irrationally when he cannot deal with the pain. What if Caleb goes after him," questioned Bella.
"He is too injured to do anything right now. Nahuel broke his hand and it will take time to heal," informed Edward.
"Mom is right though. Jake shouldn't be left alone right now," said Renesmee and Leah emerged from the brush with Seth. Kaya hugged her mate and he kissed her. Leah glanced at Renesmee who was eyeing her.
"What," asked Leah and Renesmee shrugged.
"Don't you think you should go after your husband? He is hurting right now." Leah glared at her.
"Hey, I know my husband and what he needs. We are a lot alike and Jake needs space right now, not someone trying to coddle him. He is going through a lot and sometimes people need to deal in their own ways, not the ways you want them to. I know you are his imprint, but I am his wife. I know what he needs," shouted Leah. Rosalie stepped in between the two of them.
"Everyone just calm down, tempers are flaring because it is a stressful time, but we can't afford to turn on each other. Jacob will come back when he is ready," reasoned Rosalie and Leah rolled her eyes, but nodded. Renesmee pinched the bridge of her nose, but nodded as well. Esme wrapped her arms around her granddaughter and kissed her forehead.
"We are all worried about Jake, but he will be okay. Come inside and help me clean up," suggested Esme and Renesmee went inside the house with her grandparents. Leah jogged inside to check on her son and Rosalie pointed at Emmett and Zach with a warning glare.
"Stay out of trouble. I will be right back," she said and her husband and son chuckled and nodded as she followed Leah inside. She found Leah sitting at the top of the stairs with her face in her hands and Rosalie sat beside her.
"Josh okay," she asked and Leah nodded.
"He is packing a bag for the night. My mom and Charlie want him to stay with them. I guess that would be for the best. Who knows when Jake will be back and I do not want Josh to worry about him."
"You know Renesmee was just trying to help right?"
"Of course I know that. I am just upset. She was an easy target. I just needed to yell at someone."
"Yes it seems my poor niece is an easy target for Quileutes lately. That Caleb punk better watch himself."
"It is because she is Jake's imprint. Caleb knew it would be an easy button to push. He knows that even though I am Jake's wife, he will always be connected to Renesmee. Caleb is lucky he got out of there alive. Attacking an imprint is against our absolute law, no matter if it is a physical or verbal attack. Imprints are supposed to be treated with the utmost respect. I had to learn that after I found out about Sam and Emily. Pack law prohibits any attacks of any kind against imprints."
"But does pack law even include Caleb? Sam didn't seem to have any control over him."
"Caleb is definitely a rare case, which is why Sam wants to talk to everyone about him. He didn't want to do it on today of all days, but stupid Rachel had to invite Caleb here. I have no clue what she was thinking."
"She is still grieving over Paul and I am sure her memories of his death resurfaced because of Billy's funeral. I am not condoning what she did, but she is still angry and now has a new wave of grief to deal with."
"I am sure Caleb was more than happy to come," grumbled Leah.
"Do you think Jacob would have killed Caleb if he wouldn't have calmed down enough or Sam was not in the way?" Leah slowly nodded.
"There is no doubt in my mind. Caleb might not be in our pack or Sam's, but he still broke an absolute law. They would have fought to the death and Jacob would have killed him. All of us knew that, which is why Sam, Embry, and Quil were trying to plead with him to stop. Caleb was already injured and even if he wasn't, he could not defeat Jake."
"So are you okay? I know this is a lot to handle. I just want you to know I am here for you." Leah nudged Rosalie with her shoulder and smiled.
"I know that. Now if my husband could just come home we could get this worked out. I should go make sure Josh grabs everything he needs. He always manages to leave something behind." The two of them went into Josh's room to help him finish packing.
Outside in the backyard, Sam grabbed some firewood from the shed and Edward chuckled as he read his thoughts.
"Really, a bonfire," asked Edward and Sam shrugged with a smile.
"They have a big fire pit and there is much to discuss. We might as well do it the Quileute way," explained Sam as he handed Embry, Quil, and Jared pieces of wood. Collin and Brady rubbed the back of their necks nervously.
"Do you need us to stay? We will, it is just that we planned on spending time with some family members that we don't get to visit with often," explained Brady and Sam waved them off.
"Go, we have it covered. Besides, this doesn't really concern you anymore. I know you two feel obligated to stay, but your priority is your family now. Go be with them," encouraged Sam and Brady and Collin sighed in relief before departing. Edward raised an eyebrow at Sam who shrugged.
"Like I said, there is much to discuss," said Sam and Edward nodded in agreement.
An hour later, the bonfire was blazing and everyone sat around it, only waiting on Jacob to arrive. Alice glanced at her watch again with a smile and giggled.
"He is coming back now. Leah, he will want his black sweatpants and the grey hooded sweatshirt Josh bought him for Christmas. Oh and he is hungry," informed Alice and Leah rolled her eyes as she stood up to walk inside.
"Of course he is hungry," she said with a shake of her head. A couple of minutes later, Jacob's footsteps could be heard and Leah brought out his clothes and a sandwich. She took the beaten path out into the forest behind the house and saw her husband smiling sheepishly at her as he stood naked beside a fallen log.
"Are you trying to tempt me," she teased as her eyes raked over his body and he chuckled. She handed him the clothes and he kissed her forehead before dressing.
"Thanks, I am sorry for leaving. I just needed to blow off some steam and I was worried about phasing again. It is still hard to control sometimes when I am that furious."
"I know and you are forgiven. I just don't like when you leave like that. It makes me feel helpless, but I knew you needed your space." He pulled her in for a hug and soon their lips meshed together in a sweet kiss. They hugged again before pulling away from each other and he licked his lips when he saw the sandwich.
"Is that for me," he asked with a grin, but she shook her head.
"Nope, mine. Why would I make you a sandwich?"
"Because you love me."
"Not that much," she giggled as she stepped back onto the path and he swatted her backside.
"Aw come on, I am hungry," he whined and she handed him the sandwich.
"Fine, you big baby," she teased. He slipped his hand in hers and they walked over to their backyard where the others were still sitting. Sam stood up when he saw Jacob point at him.
"That kid is on thin ice with me. One more challenge like that and I will give him more than he bargained for," warned Jacob and Sam sighed.
"Jake….."
"No Sam, I don't give a damn if he is a Uley or not. If he steps out of line again, no blood ties to you will save him."
"That is why we are having this bonfire, so Sam and the others can explain to us what has happened with Caleb and we can decide what to do about it. Obviously, he is out of control," said Edward.
"It makes sense that he is related to Sam since he is a carrier of the gene, but wouldn't that make him part of your pack," asked Carlisle as the others settled in to hear the facts. Sam took in a deep breath.
"I planned on having this conversation with all of you at a later time. I never expected for Caleb to get this out of control. Like Caleb said earlier, he is Paul's first cousin. In our tribe, our family trees are all connected and quite complicated. We are all related in some way if you trace our bloodline far enough. Paul's mother was Ruth Uley. Her brother was Caleb's father. Caleb is actually named after his father and like Carlisle pointed out, he carried the gene. Caleb's father was Sue's grandfather as well."
"I'm sorry what? Sue is a Uley," asked Emmett in shock and Edward tried to hide his smile as he looked at his brother's baffled expression.
"Yes, she was born Sue Uley and Caleb is technically her uncle. He is her father's half brother. No one knew about Caleb until about three years ago. It seems his father was unfaithful to Sue's grandmother. Caleb and his mother, Dana, lived in Seattle, but he was a bit of a troublemaker. She thought it would be for the best if they moved to La Push so he could stay out of trouble and learn some values. Their move here must have triggered the gene and….." Zach waved his hand up in the air to ask a question and Rosalie pinched the bridge of her nose as her son and husband shared a curious glance.
"Sorry to interrupt, but if Sue is a Uley and you are a Uley, then doesn't that mean you are related to Seth," asked Zach and Seth nodded.
"Z, my mom's grandfather's brother was Levi Uley. Levi was Sam's great grandfather, so it is distanced, but yes we are related," answered Seth and Emmett scrunched his nose up.
"But Sam and Leah almost…." Rosalie covered her husband's mouth as Leah shook her head.
"That's still gross," mumbled Zach and Rosalie slapped him upside the back of his head. He did not flinch since he knew it was coming but decided to say it anyways.
"Sorry Sam, continue," said Rosalie as she glared at her husband and son. Sam was about to speak, but Edward put his hand up to interrupt.
"Don't bother, he isn't done," chuckled Edward and Zach sat up straight as an epiphany dawned on him.
"So wait," he shouted in excitement and Rosalie pointed a finger at him.
"Zachary Carlisle McCarty Cullen I swear….."
"Mom just one more question and then I will be quiet, honest," he pleaded with a pouty lip and she threw her hands up in frustration, but nodded. "Okay, so if you are related to Leah and Seth and I am Seth's awesome little bro, then I am also related to you which means I have all types of alpha-ness running through me too!"
"Um…that isn't really true since….." Before Sam could finish, Leah cut him off.
"Yes Zach, you are full of alpha….ness…..if that is even a word," appeased Leah and Zach pumped his fist before bumping it with Seth's.
"Told you our family was all mixed up Z," chuckled Seth and the others shook their heads in amusement as the two of them smiled happily.
"Okay, anymore questions about who is related and who is not," asked Sam and everyone shook their heads. "Good now, as I was saying, Caleb's gene was triggered when he came to La Push, but he is not a part of my pack. The reason is that I am not phasing anymore and do not have a pack. If you noticed, none of us phased when Caleb, Jacob, Leah, and Seth did. That is because we decided before we knew about Caleb to let the aging process take effect so we could grow old with our families."
"So what does that mean for Caleb," asked Esme.
"It means that he does not have a pack and truth be told even if the four of us were still phasing, I doubt he would join it. He is bitter about his father abandoning his mother to come back to La Push. He wants nothing to do with any Uleys, including me and Sue. I offered to teach him about the tribe, but he refused to embrace me."
"So he is a lone wolf," questioned Bella and Embry nodded.
"He doesn't want help from any of us, which is scary because he has a lot of anger and bitterness. All of it is amplified now that he is a wolf. He is only seventeen years old. He is a kid with a lot of power, a short fuse, and no sense of responsibility," explained Embry.
"That isn't a good combination and I understand wanting to help him, but he also has to want to be helped. Sam, you have tried to help, but what did he do? He came into my home today and broke our most sacred law. The kid has issues and I can't ignore what he has done," said Jacob. Carlisle looked around the bonfire and slowly nodded.
"This is true Jacob, but he should be given another chance. Think about how you behaved when you first became a wolf and now imagine that you were in his situation. He has no one to guide him and no pack of his own to rely on. That must be difficult," explained Carlisle and Jasper turned to Sam.
"But even with all of that said, what does this have to do with us? Even with our ties to the tribe, what does this mean? Is Caleb a friend or foe," inquired Jasper and Jacob smirked.
"Foe," he said, but Sam shook his head.
"Friend, just a friend that is a bit lost right now. I just wanted you to know in case he tries something. The treaty is important to us and if Caleb does something irrational, we hope it will not affect it," explained Sam. Carlisle stood up and shook hands with Sam.
"Of course not, the treaty is important to all of us as well. I hope you are able to work out things with Caleb. We should be going. Jacob, I am proud of how you handled the situation. You could have lost your head, but you remained calm. You have come a long way."
"Thanks Carlisle. Are you staying in the area for a little while," asked Jacob and Carlisle smiled as his wife wrapped her arms around his waist.
"No, we would like to get back to the island, but I am sure our children plan on hunting and staying close for a bit. Please try to keep them out of trouble even though I am sure that is a lost cause," informed Carlisle and Emmett clapped his father on the back.
"Hey don't worry dad. I will keep an eye on everyone," assured Emmett. Carlisle and Esme shared a worried glance as the others snickered.
"What," asked Emmett and Edward nudged him.
"I am sure you are the last person in the world who could assure them we will all stay out of trouble. Don't worry mom and dad. We will be fine," assured Edward. Carlisle and Esme held hands as they headed toward the forest, but then turned to look at their children. They shared another worried glance before Esme spoke up.
"Just try to keep the peace alright? No pranks, no hunting competitions, no avalanches, and please no more battles," urged Esme and Seth scoffed.
"Then what are we supposed to do," he asked exasperated as Emmett and Zach shared his expression. Esme giggled as she kissed his cheek.
"You should keep an eye on your family members and be a responsible adult while you all grieve. Emmett, you should be setting a good example for Zach and the rest of you should be supportive of the others in their time of need," explained Esme and Bella nodded as she hugged her mother.
"You are right mom. You two go back to the island and enjoy the peace and quiet. I am sure you could use it. We will take care of things here," assured Bella. Carlisle and Esme waved to their children one last time before racing into the forest and heading home. Everyone was quiet as they waited for them to be out of hearing distance. Alice and Edward nodded at each other before smiling at the others.
"Okay, they are gone," announced Alice and Jasper smiled mischievously at his nephew.
"I want a rematch. Meet me deep in the forest at midnight. I need to hunt first," he declared and Zach pumped his fist.
"Whatever you say Uncle Jazz, dad come on we need to hunt!" Emmett smiled pleadingly at his mate and Rosalie groaned, but nodded.
"Fine, but if you three do anything to get into trouble, no more unsupervised hunting trips, got me," she asked and they saluted her before running into the forest. Edward kissed Bella before glancing back at the forest with yearning. She giggled and pushed him toward it.
"Go, I will be fine here for a bit. Besides, I want to go talk with my dad. I will be there whenever you get back."
"Thanks love," chuckled Edward before chasing after Zach, Emmett, and Jasper. Renesmee kissed her mate and nodded toward the forest.
"Don't you want to go join them," she asked, but he shook his head.
"I am not leaving you alone while Caleb is out there. I don't trust that kid."
"You know I can take care of myself and I will not be alone. I am going to spend some time with my mom, so go have fun." Nahuel kissed her one more time before sprinting into the forest as well. Seth yawned and Kaya slipped her hand into his as she dragged him toward the house.
"You haven't gotten enough rest lately. Come on, you need your sleep. We'll be upstairs, goodnight," called Kaya and Seth was too tired to be annoyed about not getting to enjoy a good wrestling competition in the woods with Zach and the others. Alice motioned for Rosalie to follow her.
"Come on, we can go hunt and then get some peace and quiet while the boys are away," suggested Alice.
"Peace and quiet….what is that," joked Rosalie and Alice giggled as they ran into the forest. Bella smiled at her daughter as they glided at a slower pace toward Forks.
"I guess that just leaves you and me sweetie. Do you need to hunt," asked Bella.
"No, Nahuel and I ate some food earlier. Maybe we can go hunt tomorrow, just you and me," suggested Renesmee and Bella winked at her.
"Sounds like a plan. I want to spend some time with your grandfather. He seems to be handling everything well, but I know how hard this is for him."
"Do you ever think about it…..grandpa dying?"
"Yes, sometimes, but a lot since we found out about Billy."
"I want him to be a vampire. I don't want him to die mom," whispered Renesmee and Bella wrapped an arm around her shoulders.
"I know sweetheart. I don't want that to happen either, but it is a natural and sad part of life for humans. My mom and dad will die someday and it will hurt, but I know they have great lives and when it is their time, they will have no regrets."
"I am lucky you and daddy will never die. I don't know what I would do."
"You would be fine Renesmee. You are so strong and there is nothing you could not handle, but it is definitely nice to not have to worry about such things. Maybe that is why this hit me so hard. It is easy to become lost in this bubble that we have created where none of us have to worry about time. That isn't realistic for humans though and unfortunately, your grandpa is human." They both smiled when they saw Charlie sitting outside in his favorite chair on the front porch of his and Sue's house. They made their way over to him and he put down his bottle of beer when they sat beside him.
"There are two of my favorite girls. Where are the husbands?"
"Hunting, where is the wife," questioned Bella and Charlie chuckled.
"Spending some time with Josh, today made her all sentimental so she wanted to spend some time in the kitchen with him baking muffins for the morning. I am sure he is in there right now begging her to let him have one before bedtime."
"You are right. They aren't even done yet and he is already asking if he can have one," giggled Renesmee.
"Today was a long day. I am glad it is over," admitted Charlie as he slouched down in his chair and grabbed his beer again.
"Renesmee and I were talking about how today made us think about mortality."
"Oh yea, what about it," asked Charlie before taking a swig of beer.
"Have you ever considered becoming a vampire," asked Bella and Charlie spit out his beer. He coughed a couple of times before looking at the two of them flabbergasted.
"Uh….no….why?" Renesmee shrugged.
"It would just make things so much easier," she explained and Charlie scoffed.
"No it wouldn't. I am an old man. Becoming a vampire and being frozen in this body would be a cruel joke. Besides, I have a good thing here. I am retired and relaxing with Sue. Life is good for the most part." Renesmee stared down at the ground as she spoke.
"But one day, you will be gone," she whispered. Charlie slipped her hands into his and sighed.
"Baby girl, you know I love you right," he asked and she nodded.
"I love you too grandpa."
"Billy's death was something I never wanted to think about. No one likes to think about death, but he lived a full life. I know you two will never have to worry about that and I am happy that you will always have each other, but I am not cut out for the immortal world. Thanks for the offer though. It makes me feel special knowing you two want me around forever." Bella kissed his cheek and winked at her father as he hugged the two of them.
"Of course we do dad, but we understand. You know the offer would be extended to Sue as well if….."
"Not happening," he chuckled and Bella kissed his cheek again.
"Just thought I would put the offer on the table," she giggled and the three of them sat back to listen to the sound of nature around them. It had been a long day, full of sadness and drama, but it was not unbearable. Billy Black's death reminded them that life was short for mortals, but also that it was worth it.