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Iggy's POV
"Ella, Ella," I said nervously when she went limp in my arms. I heard the door open and Angel, Max and Dr. Martinez come out and ran towards me.
"What's wrong, it sounded like she fainted, but I can't tell," I said in a nervous and frustrated voice.
"I don't know yet, bring her inside and lay her on the couch," Dr. Martinez said and we all hurried inside to see what was wrong with Ella.
"Thanks Angel," I whispered to her.
"You're welcome," she whispered back and squeezed my hand.
"Her pulse is normal, so is her breathing, I think she just fainted," she said and I instantly let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding.
"So, when do you think she'll be up," I asked nervously.
"It depends on why she fainted, she may wake up in a few minutes, or in a few hours. What were you doing before she fainted," Dr. Martinez asked me.
"We were flying and before that, sitting in a tree just talking," I told her and sat down, putting my face in my hands. "This is all my fault," I groaned.
"Don't say that, she'll be fine, I'm sure of it," Max said and she squeezed my hand like Angel did.
"I don't care if she'll be all right. She said she was afraid of heights and I made her go with me. It is my fault." I said getting up and leaving the house, taking to the sky again.
When I was finally up high enough, I let out a frustrated groan. I just kept flying aimlessly for hours. It was already late so I didn't think that a few more hours were going to hurt anything.
"Why did I take her out, she obviously didn't want to go, i'm such an idiot," I roared and put my hands on my hair, pulling, but not taking out any hair.
"Because you love her and you wanted to help her get over her fears." that stupid mushy side of my said in my head.
"But I hurt her. What happens the next time, I might give her a heart attack or something. What then? I would never forgive myself if something happened to her, especially if it's my fault," I practically shouted to know one.
"You love her, and she loves you. You will never be able to get her to stop loving you and you'll never stop loving her, so stop worrying. The whole flock will protect her if they need to. Get over yourself and stop worrying," the voice said and I couldn't believe I was saying this, but it/I had a point.
"Whatever. You just want Ella, not her safety," I said hoping it would shut up, but it/I would just not stop.
"No, I care about her safety, but you can't get over your differences that she happens to love. Stop trying to make yourself worse that you are. She loves your wings, and thinks even though you're blind, you see her better than anyone. Not being with her kills her, and you know it," it/I argued and I just groaned.
"Fine, just stop talking," I said out loud and started to fly back to the house, and surprisingly it took my an hour to get back.
"Where've you been," Fang said as I landed.
"Flying," I grumbled and started to walk to the door.
"Hey, don't be mad, she's fine. She woke up a while ago, now she's in bed sleeping. Don't worry about her, okay," Fang said as he walked in and I followed.
"You hungry, we saved some burritos for you," Fang said and tossed me one.
"No," I said but ate it anyway.
"So, is she mad at me," I asked him and he laughed.
"Only for taking off so quickly. You really should stop making hasty exits before people explain the situation. Oh and Max is mad that you didn't do your chores" Fang said and sat down next to me.
"I needed to think, to get out of the house. You know what I mean, you do it all the time. And screw chores," I said through a mouth full of food.
"Ya, but I do that at night, and not to run away from something," he told me.
"I don't run away, I just take a step back for a while and look at the problem, not run away from it," but right as I said it I knew he was right and I didn't believe a word I said, and I don't think Fang did either.
"Keep telling yourself that, and one of these days we might not see you again," he said sadly, got up and left me to think about his words.
I finished eating, got up and went to my room. When I got in, I noticed that my radio was on.
"Coming up next is Use Somebody, When did your heart go missing, and You're Beautiful." the radio said.
"What the hell kinda station is this," I asked no one in particular and switched to some rock station and just listened. I started to forget about my worries and relax. I even started to sing softly when it got to the refrain,
"I don't want to be the one,
The battle's always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for,
Or why I have to scream!
I don't know why I instigate,
Or say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way,
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight."
After the song was over I shut off the radio, changed into some night clothes, and went to bed, thinking that I needed to somehow make it up to Ella for running off, again.