So here is chapter 5! Sorry I took so long alot of things have happened in my life and I had to put my dog down(I Love you Kassey 3) :'( But I promised a chapter five sometime soon so here it is...ENJOY (:

Everything had just been getting too much. First it was the diner and homework. I had to deal with balancing the two out and making sure both got done. Then Jim started getting warnings saying that if his part of the share struck out he would be fired. He worked for a building company as their idea/design person I guess you could say. And if the clients didn't like his work he would be fired and everytime he had to impress a client he would be faced with the same threat. Make the sale or go find a new job. So to cure the stress he got drunk and started hitting me. Then there is Courtney. Who for some reason is out to get me and hates me. Anytime she can lash out or embarress me she does. Its not like the ocassional look at that loser type senerio, no she goes out of her way to purposely make my life miserble.

All in all it just started to build up over time. And now look at me I am a complete train wreck. I actually wondered how long it would take for me to break and I guess today was the day.

Slowly I picked myself from the washroom floor, unlocked the door and walked over to the sink. I splashed cold water on my face then wiped away the running mascara. I was 20 minutes late for my first period class which just so happened to have both Kendall and Courtney in it. I should just skip I thought to myself but what would that be accomplishing? Plus my grades were slipping in math so I needed to be there as much as possible.

Grudgling I forced myself out of the bathroom and towards the stairs. Math was on the second floor and I was trying to stall as long as I could so taking the elevator wasn't the best choice. Dragging my feet down the hall and looking around at the view I had memorized everyday for the past 7 months didn't stop me from arriving at the classroom. I inhaled deeply and reached for the knob of the door. I slowly pushed it open.

The entire class turned to stare at me. The creaking of the chairs sent shivers through my spine causing me to look down. I quickly headed to my desk and sat down. Andy and Lizzy frowned with the knowing look on their face that I had been crying in the bathroom. Dani's face was complete confusion she hadn't been there for the fight and probably had no idea I punched Courtney out. She was probably though mostly confused by the fact that I was 25 minutes late to class even though we had arrived at the same time, she did in fact drive me!

Miss Smith glared at me. "Why are you 30 minutes late?" She barked.

"Actually it's only 25" I mumbled under my breath.

"DO NOT TALK BACK TO ME LIKE THAT YOUNG LADY! DENTENTION AFTER SCHOOL!" She yelled. Her face had contorted into a fury of rage. If this was a dream she would have turned into a hidious saggy old dragon gobbling me up into her horrid coffee smelling mouth. She was only doing this because she loved to make other peoples lives as miserable as hers.

I kept my eyes on the desk and nodded. I heard Courtney stage whisper again "Humff she deserves it." I looked up and glared at her. But funny thing was Kendall didn't laugh he just looked at me with a blank expression.

I turned away at the sound of Miss Smith's voice."So Kayla when you so rudely interrupted we were in the middle of solving this equation. Why don't you come up and do it for us?"

"Nothing would make me more happy then to do that for you" I said in a sarcastically sweet voice. It took every bone in my body to not roll my eyes at her.

"That's it young lady go to the principal's office right now!" Miss Smith screamed at me. Before I could reply that it would be way more fun there then in her class the PA system came on. " Kayla Knowling please report to the principal's office immediatly Kayla Knowling to the principals office."

My smirk disappeared from my face and reappeared on Miss Smith's. Someone must have reported the fight.

"Don't want to keep them waiting." Courtney replied smuggly. As I passed her I hit her in the head with my binder.

"Opps sorry must have slipped" I retorted sarcastically. Great not only do I have detention with Miss Smith after school I am going to be in big trouble with the pricipal. My day couldn't get any peachy-er.

I walked into the office and plunked down in the chair.

"Don't get to comfortable Mr. Jones will see you in a minute." The secretary didn't even bother to look up when she said this. I nodded not that it would have mattered because she didn't even look at me.

"Ahh Kayla Knowling I will see you now." Mr. Jones stated politely. I looked at the floor as I walked past him into his office. I sat in the chair opposite his on the other side of the desk. He sat down and stared at me. I looked away akwardly. I didn't know him very well because I wasn't a trouble maker who appeared in his office on a daily basis and I wasn't a popular with a face every teacher knew. I never won anything or played on any teams

"So I heard rumors of a fight that happened this morning." He started. Ahh the forward approach just what I figured. He wanted to get to the point and have me in and out of here with his punishement as fast as possible. I didn't say anything. Still looking out the window I nodded. The sky was such a beautiful blue with barely a cloud in the sky. office was pretty boring nothing even special. There were no awards or trophey's. The only things aside from a desk, chairs and a bookshelf were pictures of his family and a golf bag in the corner of the room.

After a long silent pause he spoke again. "I was told it was between you and another student. Courtney Wright to be exact."

"Ok yes I got into a fight she was being a..." I paused I deffinitly didn't want to get in more trouble then I already was. "Look I was having a bad day she was being rude and I lost my temper." I said matter of factly "And she deserved it" I mumbled.

"What ever the circumstances fighting is not permitted in this school and never will be. You have a 2 week detention everyday after school. Starting today." He said sternly.

"Well you see there is a problem with that I sorta already have detention after school today in math class so..." I replied akwardly.

"Fine you can start tomorrow but miss a day and I'll make it 3 weeks." I nodded quickly, stood and left the room.

UGGHHHHH WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? If only I kept my cool I wouldn't have detention for the next 2 weeks. I guess I could do homework durning it but if Jim were to find out he would blow a pipe. I guess I could just say I was going over to Lizzy, Dani or Andy's house. He would never suspect anything right? I trudged back to math and sat down in my chair. Lizzy, Andy and Dani stared at me but I refused to make eye contact. Strangley I felt someone staring at me too. Angrily I looked up to scare the stupid person who was staring at me. Only when I made eye contact the emerald green eys never looked away. Kendall just calmly keep staring. I glared but kept eye contact I wasn't going to lose this stare match. My eyes were icy daggers directed at Kendall. He only mimicked my stare but looked away when Courtney tugged his arm and whispered something to him.

Class pasted by realitively fast and didn't bother me after I got back from the office. She just completely ignored me. I wasn't as lucky though after class because when I was about to leave she said "Don't forget you detention after school Miss. Knowling." I glared at her and left. I heard her say something to Kendall too but I was too far away to hear.

"Oh my gosh why were you in the principals office?" Dani asked excitedly. I rolled my eyes of course she is happy I was there she thinks getting in trouble is a good thing.

"I punched Courtney out." I replied nonchalantly while shrugging my shoulders. Dani's mouth hung open. Her green eyes complete shock.

"Might wanna close your mouth your gonna attract flies." I said mockingly. She slammed her mouth shut then opened it then slammed it shut again. Apparently her only come back was a glare. Most likely she was still getting over the shock of it all.

"So what is your punishment?" Lizzy asked eagerly.

"2 weeks detention." I stated. It actually wasn't that bad when I thought about it I could have gotten expelled or suspended.

"You got away easy. I heard some kid was expelled for starting a fight. Mr. Jones must feel bad for you or something." Andy replied. I just nodded and sat down. Glad the conversation was over I pulled out my science book and started catching up on the reading I never did. Luckly I only had math with courtney first period and Kendall sat at the opposite side of the classroom with James, Logan and Carlos. So no one had bothered me.

Class passed by quickly and when the bell rang I ran quickly out of the classroom. I shoved everything into my locker grabbed my lunch and ran to a back stairwell. I wanted to be alone and right now this dingy dark staircase was the only way. I slide down the wall and put my head in my hands. Quietly I started to sob again. What seemed like 5 seconds but was really 20 minutes someone slid down next to me on the wall. I had three options it was either Lizzy, Dani or Andy. I was guessing Dani but secretly I hoped it was Lizzy. She was always the best comforter and knew the right things to say at the right time. I was interupted mid thought but a hand rubbing my back akwardly.

I shivered slightly. The hand rubbing my back was to large to be Dani, Lizzy or Andy's hand. It was to big to be any girl's hand for that matter. I jerked straight up and stared into the same emerald green eyes from ealier today. Neither of us said anything and I felt things get really akward. I held back another sob trying not to look like a baby. Even though I probably looked terrible because my makeup was not water proof. I wiped under my eyes trying to rub away the mascara streaked tears.

"What do you want?" I asked him with an icy tone to my voice.

"Look I'm sorry for what Courntey said earlier she has a big mouth and doesn't exactly say the nicest things sometimes."

I sat there and glared at him wondering why he would be apologising for the witch of a girlfriend he has and thinking about the fact that this wasn't why I was even crying. "I would have never guessed." I replied sarcastically. "What the hell do you want anyways." He doesn't even know the whole story about my screwed up life and how Courtney's comment was just the cherry on top and not the actual reason I was crying. He must think I am a baby.

Kendall just stared at me looking a bit hurt. I looked away as my body was racked with another loud sob. I started to shiver as tears streaked down my face. Unsurely Kendall wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me onto his lap. I resisted slightly but decided to give in. I sat sideways in his lap, with my face burried in the crook of his neck and his arms wrapped around my shaking body. Lightly he stroked my back and tightened his grip around me pulling my body closer to his. His body radiated warmth and comfort. I slowly lifted my face from where I had burried it in his smooth warm neck. I looked into his eyes and saw remorse and hurt streaking through the emerald. He leaned forward and kissed my temple lightly. His lips were so soft and warm. My head went into a daze. I had wanted him to recognize me, realize I existed, talk to me, kiss me and today was the day I needed someone the most and here he was. But yet I had no idea what to do. He pulled his head away and stared into my eyes again. The hurt and remorse were still there but there was something else hidden in his eyes too. I just didn't know what. He slowly leaned forward again and peppered my neck with two gentle kisses. His lips lingered awhile as his hot breath tickled my neck. I moaned quietly. All that I had ever wanted was for Kendall to be mine and here he was but yet he wasn't mine he was still dating Courtney. Kendall leaned forward once again this time to actually kiss me. My head now cleared and I crawled off his lap. Grabbing my bag I ran down the stairs and out the exit door. Leaving a shocked and confused Kendall behind. I didn't stop running until I hit the park at the top of the hill. I looked around at the park which was deserted. The trees blew quietly in the distance and the air smelt of light dew after a rain. Slowly turning around I stared at the school I had been at for all my teenaged years. Walking over to the swing blowing in the breeze I slumped down. What just happened between Kendall and I? He has a girlfriend! And why did he try to kiss me? My whole head became clouded again as I replayed every touch and feeling from the moments before with Kendall. No matter what happened I knew I could never tell my friends.

So that was the chapter like a promised some stuff with Kendall. Next chapter with be all the dare recapps. PLEASE REVIEW (: