Sakura no Hana Chapter 5: together, a naruto fanfic

Yeah guys, surprise surprise I'm actually alive!

I'm soooo sorry for not updating but there was some kind of virus on my PC and every, EVERY! single data had to be erased! i wanted to kill this computer person D: why? WHY ME?

-.-' and then I wasn't allowed to get to my computer because there seemed to be a second virus...ARGH! But in the end I complained long enough so my dad lend me his laptop. I started writing the whole chapter new...with HUGE WRITERBLOCKS!

But as an apology you get the longest chapiie everrr :D

And of course thanks for your reviews!

pure epicness1: thank you sooo much :D Sorry for not updating ._.

Kaelin The Black Swan: Yeah...first: how oyu obviously see sasuke has a thing for her...so he discovers her from her bad temper and this "Shannaro" thingy...

second: yep that's because obviously she has a thing for him to xD and this story is mostly about what hindrances sasuke and sakura have to overcome to stay together not come together...so...bear with it?

third: yo...i...kind of didn't understand this? D: sorry .

Little-bad-Angel: yeah...I kinda pity her too...in the anime AND my story...poor thing is suffering a lot D: Tut mir leid, dass es so lange gedauert hat T-T

iheartitachiuchiha: thanks, thanks, thanks :D yeah I think she fits in the bad-girl attitude well too but she's a sl't in so many storys so I wanted to change it a bit xD

redxcherrie: as always thank you for your awesome reviews and always bearing with my terrible Pm's...:D Yeah, I don't like Karin but...when she lays off Sasuke there's no reason to bash her right? :D

Review guys!

Oh and this chapter is for redxcherrie for always bearing with my...not really perfect english and encouraging me :D

You rock, sweetie how Sui-kun would say ;)

Sui: ...keep dreaming, girl. You made me say this!

Me: ...Shut up and honor redxcherrie, retard!

karin: she doesn't own us -.-' lucky me...

Me: Heeey!

„What do you mean?", Sasuke's voice was calm but there was something dwelling under the surface as if he tried to fight the urge to scream at her.

"Y-you and me…it's just…not possible…"

"Why should it not be possible, Sakura? What's wrong?"

"Sasuke…I can't…you have to understand."

A pained expression ran over Sakura's face this was all just too…impossible.

"No, Sakura. I don't understand so explain it to me!"

She swallowed. This was harder than she thought it would be. Her voice was a mere whisper.

"You…killed them."

Shock was the best emotion that would fit Sasuke's current state of mind. She couldn't…

"You killed Dei-chan and Ita-nii-sama! You even tried to kill Naruto! Naruto!"

Dei-chan, Ita-nii-sama? Sakura, it couldn't be you…

Her voice was nearly inaudible.

"How should I know you're not doing all this…"

Don't, Sakura…

"…to kill me?"

Sasuke swallowed. Swallowed hard. Then took a few steps away from Sakura.

His voice was cold and distant.

"So you think…I'm trying to kill you? You think I'm such a bastard that I don't care about my aniki's death? Don't care about you and Naruto(A/N: Yap and that's what's going to happen in the anime! Dattebayo xD)?"

Sakura started to regret what she said.

"Sasuke…Listen, I-"

"No, Sakura. I heard enough. You really think I'm nothing more than a cold-hearted asshole?"

"Sasuke!", Sakura cried out.

"But…that's probably because…I never knew about Nii-san…never knew what he was really scheming…"

Sasuke's eyes were hid behind his bangs so Sakura couldn't see them but him falling to his knees told her enough about his current state of mind.

Sudden tears blinding her she crawled to Sasuke's side.

"Sasuke, stop this, I-"

But she immediately stopped when she looked into his eyes. They were empty, glassy and unfocused.

"And…he wasn't even the one who killed them…they did…Konoha did!"

Sakura gently stroked his side. Her own circumstances were null and void at the moment. Sasuke was the only thing that mattered because he was suffering. Softly she whispered into his ear.

"Sasuke, it's gonna be okay. Look at me Sasuke."

But Sasuke wouldn't look at her.

Carefully she placed her hands on the sides of his head and turned it so he was looking at her.

"It's not Konoha who's at fault. Those old geezers are. Do you want to blame Naruto and Kakashi-sensei for Ita-nii-sama and your clan's death?"

"No…but…it's still…"

He hid his face in his palms.

"I…loved him, you know? Even though I hated him I loved him…It wasn't even me who did the finishing blow…he died of his illness…but if he hadn't fought me…maybe now…if he had just talked to me-"

"Sasuke, I'm sorry to bust your bubble, but you wouldn't have listened. You were too obsessed! You left because Konoha for the sole purpose of killing him! You left your friends behind to kill your own brother!"

Sasuke twitched and Sakura inwardly wanted to slap herself across the face for her selfishness.

He mumbled something she couldn't understand.

"What?"

"I…am sorry."

She froze. Did Uchiha Sasuke, the Uchiha Sasuke just apologize to her?

"I'm really sorry, Sakura…for what I've done."

One part of her immediately wanted to jump him for being this cute but the other part of her was still very suspicious of the new Sasuke. Who knows, he could be a backstabbing bitch?

Maybe not a bitch…but backstabbing! Maybe…

Her unwavering walls began to crumble. Just because of this man's words. Again!

The walls she worked so hard for as an ANBU.

Sasuke could make them disappear in seconds. Naruto could too, but that was…different…

"I just don't know what to do anymore…"

(A/N: Ha! And I'm leaving it there! No actually I don't…but hey there's going to be some cliffi and…yeah…DON'T COMPLAIN AND ON WITH THE STORY!)

~*~~*~~&~*somewhere else*~&~~*~~*~

Karin looked around the living room to find Suigetsu and Juugo watching some strange horror movie called "Orphan. Das Waisenkind" in a language she didn't understand(A/N: yeah of course you don't, duh, because I wrote the title in german, MUHAHA I'm soooo evil….yeah you know it's a horror movie I watched when I was 12 at my best friend's house and was…rather terrified afterwards…).

"What are you guys watching?"

Juugo turned to look at her but Suigetsu still watched the movie.

"It's a horror movie…we watch it in german because Suigetsu wanted to learn german…there are English subtitles so don't wor-"

"Shhh." Siugetsu said.

Juugo shrugged and made some space for Karin to sit between the two guys.

She took the offer and sat down.

Several minutes later Karin found herself in Suigetsu arms nearly crying and not wanting to watch something this horrifying anymore.

(A/N: yeah, sorry…I just wanted you guys to see that Karin and Sui really are in some kind of relation xD)

~*~~*~~&~*with Sakura and Sasuke*~&~~*~~*~

Tears rolled down her cheeks.

It was so hard to hate Sasuke, to despise him.

And so easy to forgive…

"Sasuke…"

Sasuke looked up to meet her eyes.

Sakura looked into the eyes of a broken man.

"Sakura…"

"Sasuke, I don't want you to be engulfed by even more darkness…"

"There's no turning back for me…"

"There is!"

"We Uchihas are cursed beings…"

"Don't talk like that about you and your ancestors."

"But I-"

CRASH

Sasuke and Sakura both looked up.

The door to their room was pushed open and they could see Kiri's Hunter-nins.

"Uchiha Sasuke, we are here to execute you."

Sakura's eyes widened.

Execute?

Why did she never hear of this?

Wasn't she-

Her thoughts were interrupted by several bombs and kunais flying at them but Sasuke made no move to avoid them.

So she quickly jumped in front of him while taking out her own kunais.

She could reflect the kunais easily and the bombs were dispelled fast by some ANBU techniques.

But the ANBU's getting out their katanas made her realize that this battle wouldn't be an easy one with her alone against 30 hunter-nins who were trained to assassinate.

Analyzing her surroundings she smirked and activated her Sorengan.

"4th stage of Sorengan. Activate!(A/N: I know that I said that this stage is pretty dangerous but since she was danzo's adopted child she trained her whole live to be able to control the Sorengan so she kind of can control this stage)"

Her smirk grew wider after the white star appeared in her purple eyes.

She opened her mouth and started to sing a song that would cast a very powerful and very painful genjutsu.(A/N: the words that are inside those thing ( ) are sung by another voice…you have to think of it as…kind of the voice of her chakra it's a bit higher than her own)

How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

The first Hunter-nins started to fall to the ground.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become

The ninjas started to look terrified when more and more of their comrades fell to the floor.

now that I know what I'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

There were about 5 left.

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

Sakura smirked.

frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark

(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I've become

(Bring me to life)
I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

All of their opponents laid defeated on the ground and Sakura herself fell to her knees panting heavily .

"Sakura? A-are you alright?"(A/N: Now, you're stattering? Gosh Sasuke, you're loosing your manliness)

Sakura nodded even though she was really exhausted.

Sasuke cupped her face in his hands and looked deep into her emerald orbs.

She laid a petit hand over his slender one and sighed showing her exhaustion.

He rested his forehead against hers and peacefully closed his eyes.

Sakura didn't want to destroy his moment of peace but she had to say it. These feelings had been building up inside of her all this time. Now they needed to get out.

"Sasuke?"

Short and bluntly.

"…I love you."

Sasuke's eyes shot open and emerald and onyx clashed. Did she just say…?

"Always did, still do and will forever."

"Sa…kura…"

It seemed really hard for Sasuke to speek.

But he wasn't replying. Just saying her name.

Did this mean he wasn't feeling the same?

Tears started to form in Sakura's eyes.

But she didn't understand what was going on inside of Sasuke's head.

Because the man's head was an utmost mess.

It's difficult to explain…he always chocked down his emotions and now he didn't even know anymore what he was feeling.

He just knew that he didn't want her to get hurt…didn't want her to leave his side. He wanted to touch her, kiss her, embrace her. He wanted to be around her, talk to her and know everything about her. He wanted to feel this warmth in the depths of his stomach every time he sees her.

But…wasn't this love? Sasuke couldn't tell.

So he…wanted to test it.

Slowly he lowered his head to her level and looked into her eyes while she was trying to blink away her tears.

Gently he brushed his lips against hers. She responded immediately. In his actions confirmed he began to be more aggressive and roughly forced her mouth open.

After the broke apart needing the air Sasuke lowly whispered.

"Me, too…I love you, too."

Taken by surprise Sakura first stared at him wide eyed and then flung her arms around him.

But while she was in his arms a serious expression took over.

"Then…come back with me."

Now it was Sasuke's turn to be surprised.

"What?"

"I've never betrayed Konoha."

She lowered her voice.

"Actually I'm a spy."

"I was sent here…as the last attempt to bring you back. If I failed you would be officially free to kill…"

Sasuke's eyes widened.

"They gave me this mission and left me with a message for you."

She took out a scroll.

"Uchiha Sasuke. You are to work undercover for Konoha and assist the ANBU "Golden Phoenix" in the assassination of Uchiha Madara. If you stick to these conditions you are to come back to Konoha as if nothing happened and receive the rank of a Jonin."

" So they think they can get me with this?"

Sakura looked up. Her eyes were pleading. Her voice was a mere whisper.

"Sasuke…Please…Sasuke-kun"

Yeah that's it so far...but it's my longest chappie! *happy dance*

for this chapter my english, math, latin and german homeworks won't be done...are you happy now guys? my precious free time...D:

Anyway, review!

And Lisann : If you're still reading this fucking author's note...sag mir in der schule wie du's findest ja? ...vielleicht versuch's ich's mit den hausaufgaben doch nochmal...mal sehn xD

R&R

(o)nii-sama, aniki, (o)nii-san- way of saying older brother

dattebayo- naruto always says it...it's translated as 'Believe it'

sensei- teacher

Oh the song Sakura's singing is Bring me to life from evanescense ;)