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Jasper was making lunch and I helped out when we got back from the bunker.

"How'd you do kid?" Jasper asked

"I still can't find that bunker. Edward is going to kill me the next time I screw up again." I said to ease us into the house life; I mean we are supposed to hate one another.

"Keep your chin up Bella, you'll get it."

"Maybe" I sighed "But I don't want to ever have to use it" I said seriously. If I had to use it, it meant Jasper and Edward were dead. My chest clenched at the thought.

The next day went by uneventful. By bed time I flopped on my bed and stared at the ceiling. By two I slowly pulled open my door and creep to the bathroom. When I was done I was going to my room when I saw a light from Edward's door. I couldn't decide if I should go in or not. I looked from my room to Edward's several times.

I slowly walked to the door and turned the knob. Edward was sitting on his bed reading. He looked up and smiled at me.

"What are you doing up" he asked

"I couldn't sleep" I said and walked in shutting the door again. He put down the book and scooted over in the bed. I smiled and skipped to him. I was such a girl.

I got in bed and he instantly had his hands wrapped around me. I snuggled into his side and placed my head in the nook of his neck. I was breathing him in and enjoying being with him. I heard his soft snoring and it lulled me to sleep.

I woke up to light in my eyes. I blinked against it. I don't have a window so I don't wake up when the sun shines in, But Edward does have a window. I opened my eyes to see nothing but his blue cottoned chest. He was clutching me to him so tightly I couldn't move. I tried to wiggle out of the embrace just a little so I could see his face. The movement only made him hold on tighter. I gave up and fell back asleep.

"Bella…Wake up honey" I blinked and there he was in all his glory. His bead head hair everywhere and his brown eyes smiling at me. "Time to get up, Jasper is downstairs."

"Morning" I said and started to roll out of bed.

"Hey" he said quietly. I stopped and looked over my shoulder.

"Good morning" he said and kissed my cheek.

I smiled and pulled away. When I was safely in my room I changed and thanked who ever let that go well, because I know that could have been so much worse.

Jasper was grumpy when I went down stairs. He was sitting in the kitchen eating toast while glaring at Edward pouring coffee. "Morning"

Jasper looked over and grunted and Edward didn't even turn to me. I got cereal and took a seat next to grumpy pants.

"Bella, didn't you have a boyfriend back home before you came here?" Jasper asked, he was glaring at Edward. Edward looked at me for an answer.

"No, I was dating someone a week before the incident." I saw Edward furrow his brow; he didn't know.

"Why did you break up?" GOD JASPER! He was going to end something before it started.

"He broke up with me" I said truthfully. Edward choked on his coffee and left the room.

"Why do you ask Jasper" I said after watching Edward leave.

"No reason hon, no reason."

After Jasper left the kitchen I bolted up the stairs to the rooms. Edward's room was empty. I looked down the hall, the bathroom was empty too. I was so mad at Jasper for bringing things up that don't matter. I flung my door open and stomped in. I was going to turn and slam my door when it shut.

"Edward" I fell backwards on the bed "Jesus you scared me"

He locked the door and walked over to the bed. "What's going on?"

"Come here" I said pulling at his shirt to bring him to me. He crawled on the bed next to me; his arm automatically wrapped me up tightly.

"Well?" he sighed

"I went out with a man for three dates. He ended it and then everything happened"

"It can't be that simple." He said cupping my face.

"It really was though" I inched forward. "His name was Eric-"

"Eric" Edward puffed. I smiled and let him have his moment.

"Yes, Eric and I met him through Jake. We went to dinner on our first date. He was nice and I thought he was cute. I shook his hand at the end of the night and a week later he called and asked me out again. We went to a basketball game at the college he worked at."

"I don't like him" Edward grumbled.

"Be nice" I said brushing my lips on his. He kissed me softly. "On our third date he took me to a garden restaurant. We kissed at the end of the night and decided to end it. There was no spark or fire; it was like kissing a cousin."

Edward smiled and pecked me quickly before hopping off the bed. "Let's go princess"

"Hey" I whined, he turned and looked at me cocking his head. "We're alone, no princess"

"Get your butt up here you big baby" he pulled me up to him. "I love you"

I smiled and hugged him. I knew I liked him but I can't tell him I love him if I don't.

A week went by and I found myself in the same position. I was in my room on the bed snuggled to Edward. Jasper was asleep in his room; it was two in the morning.

"Are you tired baby?" Edward asked stroking my head.

I shook my head and yawned.

Edward chuckled "You seem tired." We sat quietly for a while.

"You know, your hair has grown" he said playing with my hair. It has grown to a little past my shoulders now. He was pulling my brown hair here and there. I think he had a hair fetish. He loved touching it and playing with it.

"It has been a few months"

"Only three months, baby" Edward said and stroked my cheek.

"Three months that have changed my life forever" I said smiling.

"I love you" he said and kissed me. "Good night"

"Night" I felt horrible I didn't say it back. I knew I was there but I was afraid. I was afraid that this, us would go away. I was afraid it would end after I admitted I loved him too. How could I not love him, I trusted him with my life.

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