A/N: Well I bet everyone is surprised to get this update from me. Hopefully I can explain myself a little.

Obviously Chuck is an important part of all of our lives. To each their own degree of importance. Some more than others. To me, Chuck came right after God and Family so it was pretty high up there. So with this being the last season, I became scared of what that would mean. I'm a very emotional person, and I can't fathom what it will mean when everything is over. It will be like a huge part of me is gone, and that truly terrifies me.

So to counter that, I thought I needed to separate myself from everything Chuck. I thought if I stayed away, the pain when its over will be lessened somehow. After a few pm's I realized maybe this was not the best approach. I thought to myself, just because the show ends, does that mean Chuck ends? I realized the only way for Chuck to continue on (and hopefully continue on the way it should have been) is through the stories on this website. I feel like I'm a part of this, and I don't want Chuck to ever end. Hopefully I can do my part to help the memory of such a great show continue on through my own writings and show my support for others out there.

So although updates might still be sparse, I've decided to come back and stay back. I've decided to commit to continue with my writings and continue to support the very fan fiction fandom that has changed my life. I apologize for my absence, and I hope that you all will be able to forgive me. I've missed you guys.

As always, I don't own Chuck.

Chapter 35 - Its All About the Moms

"Sarah, are you sure this is a good idea right now? I mean Ellie has been feeling a little under the weather lately and springing this news on her now could cause her to go into coma." Chuck had his hands in his pockets; his all too loving wife nestled securely into his side, staring up at him with the most beautiful smile. Chuck did a double take as he had no doubt now that Sarah actually was glowing.

"Chuck, I want to tell her about our baby." Sarah couldn't help but smile thinking about the reaction Ellie would have.

Chuck took a deep breath and sighed. "And you're sure the baby will be safe no matter how much pressure is applied from a mega Ellie hug?"

Sarah playfully slapped his arm. "I'm sure we'll be fine."

Chuck just shook his head. "Don't say I didn't warn you." With that Chuck knocked on the door to Ellie's apartment and took a step back, leaving his wife to withstand the brutal onslaught all on her own.

Sarah shook her head whispering, "Wimp", as the door opened revealing Ellie standing there.

Chuck would swear that the earth shifted and the space time continuum was altered as he would never be able to explain what happened next. He instantly noticed Ellie look at Sarah and then down at her stomach, while Sarah strangely enough did the same to Ellie. Then as if trained in Synchronized swimming, both females placed their right hands on their own stomach's and started squealing. Yes Chuck thought to himself, that is what an actual squeal sounds like as both women launched themselves at each other, hugging one another as if their lives depended on it.

Chuck at first thought they were speaking a different language but later realized it was the fact they were both talking at the same time, almost once again in complete unison, and throw in the occasional squeal, one couldn't help but think maybe it was another language. However strange the dialect was, Chuck could not believe if it was him or the Intersect translating, but he was able to decipher the fact that apparently, Ellie was pregnant to, and if his hearing was accurate, they were both about due the same time.

As the door slammed shut and Chuck was left outside like a forgotten puppy, he could only stand and stare in complete amazement and confusion. "I'm going to be an uncle and a dad; all at the same time." Chuck had to say it out loud to confirm to himself that the twilight zone moment he was in was actually real. Very few times in his life was he stunned into disbelief. Well of course that was when his wife wasn't trying to seduce him that is. But now was one of those times. He had no clue how long he stayed out there before Devon came out to get him, picking him up in a big bear hug.

"Dude, that is so awesome bro. We're going to be dads and uncles."

"Where am I again?" Chuck asked as he was led in to the apartment. The last thing he remembered hearing was his recently quick witted wife say. "Oh look, I think Chuck's broken again…"

{* * *}

{Casa Casey the next afternoon}

The two men had sat there silent for what felt like hours. Chuck was still having a hard time comprehending the explosion of events that had transpired all within the last twenty four hours. He needed a friend to talk to as the severity and the enormity of these said events were completely overwhelming him. There was no way he would bring it up to Sarah because he did not want to worry her. His only other option was to speak with his best friend.

"How in the world are we going to do this Casey?" Chuck was staring off into the far wall, casually holding a glass of ginger ale. Apparently Sarah had informed Casey that she did not want the Father of her child to be drinking Johnny Walker or any alcoholic beverage anymore. Casey was in no way shape or form, to encourage Chuck to do so.

"We?" Casey just shook his head. "Uh you were the one who couldn't keep it in your pants Bartowski." Casey just puffed on his cigar as he too was staring off into the distance, realizing that no matter how much he tried to convince himself that this was not his problem… It was definitely going to be a big problem.

Chuck felt slightly hurt as he needed his partner now more than ever. "Come on Casey. You know were in this together. You're going to be the babies Godfather for Pete's sake, that puts you involved."

Casey couldn't help but smirk thinking about how proud he was that his partner's asked him to be a Godparent. He may have unknowingly screwed up his chance with Alex, but he would do everything in his power to make sure his Godchild was safe and cared for. Of course, Chuck didn't need to know the depths of his dedication to the baby, at least not yet. After all, he still had a reputation to protect.

Chuck was still in a somewhat stunned state. "I mean Casey, almost two years ago I was as low as low could be. I had no future, my life sucked, I had no friends, and the closest thing I had to a girlfriend was a blood elf paladin online avatar named 'IhealForYou'." Chuck took a deep breath finally letting everything sink in. "Now I have absolutely the most incredible wife in the universe, another best friend that I would die for, a career that I love, my family back together, and to top it all off, said incredible wife is giving me something I never thought I would have… a child. Oh, and did I mention the greatest sister in the world is also giving me a niece or nephew?" Chuck leaned back on the couch as he now shifted his gaze to the ceiling.

"Kid, don't you dare let this leave the room… but you deserve all of it." Casey now turned to Chuck who was suddenly looking right at him. "If anyone in this world deserved the blessings you have, is got to be you."

Chuck shifted his head slightly as the emotion in Casey's words started sinking in. He was to humble a person to ever completely agree with Casey, but he definitely was not going to let the gifts he had been given now ever go to waste or ever take them for granted. He had no idea who he helped in a different life time, but it was obvious someone or something was paying things forward a thousandfold. Whatever higher power or extraterrestrial essence was at work, he would spend each and every day making sure he earned the right to be this incredibly happy. He also swore that he would make it his life's mission to share those feelings with his friends and family and make sure that each and every one of them also enjoyed such blessings.

Chuck shifted in his seat as he placed a strong hand on Casey's arm. "Casey, I love you man." And with that, Chuck got up and left the apartment.

As the door shut Casey just started shaking his head as he became disgusted with himself. "Oh hell kid, I love you too." And with that, he got up to go finish up a bottle of Johnny Walker.

With all these lady feelings going around, it was just about time to get drunk. Casey paused as he headed to his liquor cabinet. "Oh damn, hopefully Bartowski won't find out. Don't need her getting her panties in bunch, especially now."

{Sherly/Jill's Apartment}

Jill sat there, alone on her bed, staring at a old photograph from Stanford. All the lights were off in her apartment except a bedside lamp, and even that was barely lit. She welcomed the darkness as that seemed to be the only thing left inside of her.

She sighed as she ran her fingers over the face of the tall, skinny, curly haired man in the picture, holding her tightly in his arms. The picture had many creases and was in pretty bad shape, but the details were still there. It was the last time Jill had felt completely and utterly happy. She was in love back then, or at least what a person of her mindset considered 'in love'. But how could she not be in love? Even a demon from hell, the spawn of Satan herself could not resist the allure of one Charles Bartowski.

She remembered back to the day she made the decision that would change her life forever. The day she joined Fulcrum as one of their recruits. It was that day that her humanity, what little she had, began to be stripped away. She hungered for the power and prestige that Fulcrum presented to her and it had cost her what her heart wanted most, Charles Bartowski.

Even though she gave it all up back then, she still had another opportunity to have everything she wanted. If she would have only pulled that damn trigger in the back room of the Buy More. Oh how she would have loved to see the brain matter explode out of the front of that blond bitch's skull. Just one shot; and Chuck would have been hers. Along with that, the power and advancement through the ranks of Fulcrum and eventually the Ring. But she hesitated, and that cost her everything.

She had thought she found redemption in the arms of Daniel Shaw but that did not last long thanks to Team Intersect. Daniel and her had planned out so perfectly how they would destroy the team and thus take control of the Intersect and fly through the ranks of the Ring. Daniel was going to seduce Walker and she would be there to pick up the pieces for Chuck. But it all went to hell when Chuck and his bone headed brother in-law nearly killed Daniel. And that was just the beginning as now Daniel was barely hanging on, more machine now than a real man.

But it was time to initiate the new plan that the leaders of the Ring had ordered her to do. She smiled thinking about all the pain and suffering this new plan would bring to Team Intersect. Especially now that the blond whore had created a spawn inside her. Jill nearly vomited thinking about what that whore had done. Jill hated kids, which was one of the things her and Chuck never saw eye to eye on, but the thought of that slut giving Chuck yet something that she would never do just drove her insane. Not to mention, if the gawking of the marriage wasn't enough, a pregnant Sarah Walker walking around Castle, flaunting her stomach and the fact she was carrying Chuck's child was just too much to handle.

Jill smiled as she reached for her gun that was lying on the edge of her bed. If she had it her way, she would finish the job she should've done in the Buy More not so many months before. She would love to end their little 'family'. But the Ring had presented her with an even better option and she could not wait till the green light was given. Then all hell would be brought down and the little Bartowski clan would be no more. She lovingly stroked the handle of her gun as she crumbled the picture into a tight ball.

Soon, she thought. Soon the end would be here and she would once again be on top. She would have everything she ever wanted. She sat there as she waited anxiously for the call that would change her world and the world around her.

{* * *}

{2 Weeks Later}

Sarah had just got done purging herself of yesterday's very limited amount of food intake. As she knelt in front of the toilet, gripping the sides firmly, she had to wonder exactly when the eating for two starts. Because right now, very little food of any kind appealed to her. If it wasn't for the miracle growing inside her that was causing this morning ritual, she might even feel depressed, sad, angry that this was happening to her. The mighty CIA Assassin has been reduced to a toilet hugging emotional wreck; but in complete honesty, she wouldn't have it any other way.

Every time she gets sick, every time she can tell her emotions are out of whack, a feeling she can't explain comes over her. Its almost a justification that the baby is still alive and doing well. She would never admit that she wants to feel this way, but it sure as hell is a wonderful feeling to know why she's feeling this way.

Once the self purging was done, Sarah quietly got off the floor and started cleaning herself up. She was trained in the art of stealth, and she was doing her best to implement those techniques now. Of course living with and being married to possibly the most caring man in the world, didn't exactly allow her these private moments of sickness. Chuck was so sweet as he was constantly by her side, rubbing her back when she was vomiting, massaging her feet when she needed to take a break, making sure she took her prenatal vitamins, always making sure she got her daily recommended nutritional intake of food, just the constant nurse maid to her. She smiled as she stared at herself in the mirror thinking of her husband. He was trying so hard, and he not once let her feel like she was alone in this. If she truly had to admit, he was possibly doing to much for her but she loved him to much to let him 'over do it'.

Chuck was constantly acting as if his well being, his desires, his wants didn't matter a lick. It was all about her, and she loved him for it. But she also promised herself to repay Chuck's dedication a thousand fold every time she got the chance. Some of those times were allowing Chuck to get some sleep, especially with his crazy and overloaded work schedule as of late.

Sarah's poor husband had been working so hard with not only perfecting the Intersect, but also maintaining his cover at the buy more, and also picking up her slack of late on Team Intersect. Chuck had barely had four hours of sleep in the last three days because even when he did get a break, he wanted to spend every minute caring for her. So this morning she wanted her husband to be able to get a good…

"Sarah sweetie, are you okay?"

Sarah just shook her head and smiled as she heard the tender caring voice of her husband on the other side of the door. Even though there was no situation, no predicament that either had not seen the other in, Chuck still was caring enough to not just barge in. "Honey I'm fine. Why are you up?"

"Is it okay if I open the door? I made you some tea that is almost done and I would like to help you clean up if…" Chuck nearly fell forward as the door opened. His breath caught as he saw the most beautiful sight his eyes had ever beheld.

Sarah couldn't help but blush at the look of admiration adorning her husbands face. Even in her current state of upheaval, her husband still treated her like a queen. "Chuck?"

"Sorry Sarah. Its just… you just look so beautiful this morning."

Sarah just shook her head but there was no denying the truth in Chuck's eyes. She gave up a long time ago trying to argue the fact that she felt no where near belonging on the pedestal he always placed her on. Even so, it always made her day to know that the person she loved most in this world, loved her just the same. Sarah slowly lifted her hand to rub the side of Chuck's stubble face. "Chuck honey, you really need to go back to bed. I can take care of things on my own you know." She regretted the words as soon as she said them, seeing the dejected look on Chuck's face.

Chuck was looking down at the floor. He knew Sarah could do anything and if out of all the women in the world, Sarah was the strongest and bravest of them all. Hell, add men into that test group. Still, helping his wife, especially through this special time just meant the world to him.

"Chuck I'm sorry." Sarah reached up and placed a gentle kiss on the side of his cheek. "You know I can't and don't want to do this without you. " She then lifted his head so he could look into her eyes. "I love when you help me and I don't ever want you to stop. But you have to start taking care of yourself." Sarah suddenly got the biggest smile on her face as she tilted her head slightly, staring lovingly into her husband's brown eyes. "Besides, your wife and your child will be needing you quite a bit in a few months. You really are going to need your rest now while you can."

Wow how Chuck loved the sound of that. His wife and child. That just sounded perfect and it was like the pass code to unlock the fullness of his love within his heart. His entire body filled with warmth as the thought of a family... his own family just once again overwhelmed him. "I love you so much. You know that right?" Chuck gently place his forehead against Sarah's.

"Baby I've known that for quite a while. No go back to bead and I will be in in a few." Sarah gave him a quick kiss and shewed him on so she could finish up. She smiled once again, placing a caring hand over her stomach, realizing that she truly was the luckiest girl in the world.

{Two days later in Castle}

Sarah was just finishing up the last of her retirement papers as she contemplated her past life as a spy. She had to admit a small part of her would be missing the spy life, the adventure, the knowledge that she had a part in making the world a safer place. But it was just a small part of her that would miss that. The biggest part of her had never been more excited to began her next mission... that of a loving Mother.

Her and Chuck were so much stronger for how they each grew up. It was rough and there was a lot of heart ache. But the one thing she was thankful for was that the life they both lived as children, would absolutely never be the life their children would have. What Chuck and her lacked growing up, their children would gain a hundred fold. For that reason, the reason to make sure she and Chuck did it right, was more motivating then some mission in Jarkarta ever would. This was now her greatest mission and she would not fail. She was Sarah freaking Bartowski after all. Failure was not an option.

She was nearly done with the paper work when she picked up her phone to give Chuck a call. She knew he would be worried about her, after all, she was gone for close to an hour now. She laughed as she began to dial the number.

It was then an odd feeling came over her as the numbers on her phone suddenly started to blur. Her neck also began to ache as she reached up to massage the sudden cramping. That is when her eyes shot wide open as she felt the dart. Her last thought was of the baby as she wrapped her arms around her stomach as her head hit the table, darkness over coming her.

A/N: Just one more thing I need you to do for me. Trust me!