I hate waking up early. I especially hate waking up early for school of all things. On the other hand, I wouldn't mind waking up for Miley. I'd do anything for her. In fact, I basically did wake up early for her because I'm going to be picking her up and driving to school together.

Damn, time goes by fast. It's been exactly 4 years since I fell in love with Miley. That's kind of scary to think about. I'm so freaking obsessed with her!

I don't know what I'm going to wear today. It needs to be something that impresses Miley. Hell, maybe I'll go in the buff! That would be hysterical, at least I think so. Actually, I'd probably be expelled, and that would mean less time with Miley, so I'll just forget that idea. I'm probably just going to wear something simple. Miley doesn't like extravagant things.

I'm freaking out right now. Just as I was about to leave to go pick her up she texted me and said she has some news for me when I get to her house. Gah! I hate surprises! Oh well, anything for Miley, right?

Okay, I'm here in front of her house. Do I go and knock on her door? Do I ring the doorbell? Do I stay in my car and just text or call her? Fuck, I'm totally freaking out! I wish she hadn't texted me telling me she had news.

I'm so lame. I decided that I would go up to her door, but instead of knocking or ringing the doorbell I would just stand there and call her. Well, here goes nothing. When she picks up the phone I get a HUGE smile on my face after I hear her beautiful "Hi Mickey!" I love when she calls me that. I respond with a nervous voice and say "I'm here at your door please open it". WTF Mikayla, what was that? No hello or anything pleasant? Way to be cool.

I hang up my phone as I hear her running down the stairs to open the door. As she opens the door I get a whiff of her lovely perfume. Shit, that's intoxicating. I wonder what brand she uses. It must be a new one, because I've gotten used to all her others. Mmmm, look at how tight her shirt is! I'd love to get my hands on those. I'm such a freak.

"Mikayla? Helloooo?" Shit, snap back to reality! I blush furiously knowing that she just caught me starting at her. I hear her laugh and that makes me feel better, knowing that she has no idea what I was thinking of. "Sorry", I say, "Just thinking about how lucky I am to have you as my best friend".

Now it's her turn to blush. I love when she blushes. When she blushes she bites her bottom lip and gives me a small smile. She's so innocent. Did I mention that I love her? "What was it that you wanted to tell me, Miley?" I ask not really wanting to know the answer.

She squeals in excitement and holds up her hand for me to see. "Look Mikey, he gave me a promise ring! I love him so much!"

The whole world stops. I can't hear anything. All I see is that ring on her finger. He gave her a promise ring? What? I can't believe this. I WON'T believe this. He's tricking her! He doesn't really love her; he just wants to fuck her! Doesn't she get it? How can so be so naïve? I should be the one to have given her that promise ring!

Not knowing what else to do, I collapse on the ground in tears. My world has no meaning if he truly has her heart. She doesn't have his heart, just his filthy mind. As I shake with sobs I feel Miley put her arms around me while she tries to ask me if I'm okay.

Did she really just ask me that? "Does it look like I'm okay, Miley?" I ask and instantly regret it when I see the hurt on her face. She apologizes and stands up, bending down to help me up off the ground. As she bends down, I get a PERFECT view down her shirt. Okay, well that cheered me up! I start to laugh at myself as I realize what a pervert I am.

"Mikey, you're so weird. One minute you're crying, and the next you're laughing hysterically to yourself. You're a freak, but you're my favorite freak!" Miley says, and my smile falters because I wish I really was hers. She hugs me and whispers to me how excited she is to start our senior year with me, and I hug her back as I try to cheer up.

As I drive us to our school, I go into deep thought about how much I love the girl sitting next to me. Unfortunately, she's blabbering about her "lovely Oliver". I silently gag when I hear his name. The more she talks about him the more I realize that there is no way I can go to school today. I have no desire to watch her and Oliver together. I love Miley and would do anything for her, but I don't want my heart to feel like it's getting ripped out every time I see them touching or holding hands, especially when his eyes start to wonder and she doesn't notice.

When we get to school, instead of parking like I would normally do, I pull up to the front of the school to drop Miley off. She looks at me and I tell her that I don't feel that good so I'll just stay home today. "Really, you're going to miss the first day of senior year just because you don't feel good? What's gotten into you, Mikayla?" she asks. I instantly feel anger towards her for what she said. I glare at her and tell her to get out of my car and to enjoy the day with her "lovely Oliver" I say with a sneer.

Once more, because of me, she gets a hurt look on her face and quietly gets out of the car without saying good-bye. I regret what I said, and start driving home hating myself for hurting my Miley.

When I get home, I instantly run upstairs to my room and collapse on my bed and begin crying. I can't believe how crappy my day turned out to be. It's not a good start to my senior year. I pray that it's not a sign of how things will turn out to be with Miley.

Staring at my ceiling with tears falling out of my eyes, I grab my cell phone and go to Miley's name in my contact list. I select "send message", yet when the screen pops up I have no idea what to write. What's happening to me? I'm supposed to be the strong one, not the one who breaks down like this. How is it that Miley has this much control over me?

AN: Chapter 2, hope you guys enjoyed it! I appreciate reviews, and even suggestions on what to do next time to make this better. Expect Chapter 3 within the next 2 days!