Okay, what? Haha I know you guys will want to know why I skipped ahead to the season three finale, but I just had a stroke of inspiration while rewatching 3x22. I've realized that it's futile to try and keep these in order because my mind jumps all over the place. No worries, though, I'll definitely go back and do the previous moments as they strike my fancy.
This is the scene in 3x22 right before Chuck begins to propose to Blair. I just love that look of anticipation on her face. I'd recommend going back and watching that scene. :)
Wanting
Our love was lost but now we've found it
Our love was lost and hope was gone
Our love was lost but now we've found it
And if you flash your heart, I won't deny it
"Love Lost" by The Temper Trap
...
I'm finally ready. I'm ready to give in to you and to be yours, completely and utterly yours. It was stupid of me to think that I could try giving my heart to someone else because we both know that that just isn't possible.
You stole it away two years ago, and you never gave it back.
I want you to keep it. Never give it back. I don't want my heart to be mine; I want it to be ours.
I look into your eyes, glimmering with love and happiness and something else I can't quite define. I don't know why, but this feels defining. Not defining like when I became queen of Constance or when I graduated from high school or even when I bought my first headband.
Defining as in...the universe is holding its breath at this moment, waiting and watching because something big is about to happen.
I desperately want to tell you I love you, to let you know that all of the hurt and the pain that has led up to this moment doesn't matter anymore. It's you and me until the end, whether you like it or not. (You'd better like it, mister.)
I want to give you the world - even though you could probably buy it yourself - and show you that you don't have to be scared. You don't have to feel alone or inferior or useless. You, Chuck Bass, are worth loving, no matter what anyone tells you. No matter what you tell yourself.
You are wonderful, you boy billionaire, you. Your best friend loves you. Your sister loves you. Your mother loves you. No, not that horrible woman who screwed you over. Your real mother, the lady who started out as your attractive - don't deny it, I know you thought she was more than a little pretty - stepmother and turned into this guiding light in your life.
I love you.
"Will you - "
"Humphrey, have you lost your mind? What the hell are you doing?"
"You. Tell her."
"Tell me what? What's going on?"
All hell breaks lose.
Aaaand scene. Isn't that just the worst? I really, really hate the end of season three.
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