Summary: When people see Natsume Hyuuga, they see someone who is pure perfection, they see someone they envy, hate, love and admire. But when Natsume Hyuuga looks at his own reflection he sees someone who is imperfect, someone who will never be loved, never accepted and never cared for. However when Mikan Sakura sees Natsume Hyuuga she see's someone who is an imperfect perfection.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice or its characters.


I sat up quickly in bed, and looking around the room frantically. Where am I? I thought. It only took me a few moments to take in my surroundings. I was in my bedroom. But the question was-how did I end up here? I pushed my covers off of me. Ready to climb off of my bed, when my body suddenly started to begin aching. I grabbed a hold of my torso. That's when a sudden realization dawned over me. I fell down the stairs at school. But who found me? The last thing I remember seeing was a distorted smile, and next thing I know, I hit the floor.

I looked around my bedroom again. How long had I been asleep? I asked myself glancing over at the clock. It was about one in the morning. I rubbed my hands together. It was cold. I heard a beeping noise, I reached over for my school bag that was on my nightstand, digging inside I pulled my flip phone out, I had just received a message from someone, I stared at the screen, I didn't recognize the number. I opened my cell phone and typed in a quick reply and sent it.

'Who is this?' I typed in. staring intently at the screen. Only four people know this number, that would be me, my mom, Anna, and Nonoko.

'Natsume' my phone beeped again as I got a answer to my reply. I blink a few times at the screen, it was Natsume? But how did he get my number? I thought.

'How did you get this number?' I questioned him.

'The Ogasawara twins gave it to me' the message read. What? I thought with a pause, Anna and Nonoko gave him my number. While I was in the middle of thinking of ways to destroy Anna and Nonoko for giving out my personal information, my cell phone beeped again. I looked down at the screen.

'Are you okay?' Natsume's message asked me. Somehow I felt relieved that he'd asked.

'I'm fine, I just ache a little' I typed in. while touching my shoulder in the process, only to flinch. Okay so maybe I ache a lot.

'Did someone push you?' I stared at the message and felt my sweat drop. Well, that was Natsume Hyuuga for you, never beating around the bush, straight forward.

'I'm not sure, I don't really remember much' I sent the message. I was lying, truthfully, I remembering seeing a short vague glimpse of the persons face, their distorted smile, but I wasn't going to tell Natsume that. 'How did I end up at my house?' I asked Natsume. I waited for a reply, after a while it seemed like I wasn't going to receive one. Then my cell phone started to beep.

'An ambulance took you to the hospital, I rode in the back with the Ogasawara twins, we all waited for you at the hospital, but the twins had to leave, something about their mother needing them at home. When your mom arrived, they said that she could take you home, so I drove both of you home, don't you remember?' the message asked. Natsume drove me and my mother home? I remember Natsume's smell after I was knocked unconscious. I turned a light pink tinge color, I sound like a stalker, saying something like that, I thought, coughing to cover my embarrassment.

'What happened after that?' I asked in my reply.

'Your mom and I had some tea, she asked me did I want to spend the night, but I told her that I had to be home at a certain hour, so I left' I looked at the screen, with pure shock. My mother asked Natsume Hyuuga, the number one playboy at my school, to spend the night? What kind of world am I living in? I asked myself. I was so deep in thought, that when I didn't reply Natsume sent me another message.

'Your not having indecent thoughts are you, polka dots?' the message asked me. He hit the nail head on.

'No' I replied. Trying not to turn cherry red with embarrassment.

'You don't have to be shy about it, its completely normal for your age' I read the message. How did we end up on this sort of topic? I thought.

'Can we change the subject?' I typed in, thinking how hard its going to be to actually change the subject considering that Natsume has probably figured out that I feel uncomfortable with this sort of topic, I waited for a reply.

'Sure, what do you want to talk about now?' the message questioned me. I bit my bottom lip. That was too easy, I thought. But since Natsume agreed to change the subject, my mind was a humming blank, I didn't have anything else that we could take about.

'Good night, polka dots…I'll be there thirty minutes early to pick you up, unless you want what happened yesterday morning, I'd catch some Z's' I read the message that I had just received, from Natsume. He sensed that I was at a dead-end, and that he should end the conversation for me.

'Good night' I typed in. Honestly I wanted to talk with him some more, not that I'm saying that I enjoyed his words or anything. I closed my cell phone and put it back into my school bag. I've never been one to break, but I followed Natsume's demands and went back to sleep.

I woke up in a daze. I sat up slowly in my bed, the covers sliding off of me. I scratched the back of my head. I looked at the clock. It was about six thirty in the morning, I still have an thirty minutes left, I thought. I laid back down and pulled the cover back over my head "Are you really about to go back to sleep?" a muscular voice asked me. Suddenly I was awake much more vigilant. I closed my eyes and pretending that I hadn't heard a single word. That it was all in my mind. But no such luck.

"Polka dots, can you hear me?" the voice asked again. I shove my head underneath my pillow. How did Natsume get into my room again? I asked myself, though I really meant to ask it aloud. "So you're going to pretend that you can't hear me…Rainbow pattern?" I felt my face turn pink, I sat up quickly and looked at Natsume "PERVERT! GET OUT OF MY ROOM!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. I watched as Natsume covered his eyes "You'll make my ears bleed" he told me. I stared him bewilderedly "I-I-I'll make your ears bleed? You're the one being a pervert!" I yelled at him, I was about to yell at him again and protest about him being in my room, when Natsume placed his hand over my mouth "So Noisy, could you be quiet for a while?" Natsume asked me. I shifted my eyes, and I stared down at Natsume's hand. I could feel my face start to turn a light pink tinge color. I could feel Natsume's eyes on me again.

I looked up to meet his radiant crimson eyes. We stared each other down. Natsume moved his hand away from my mouth, he seemed to be staring down at something. All of a sudden the room was filled with this strange tension. I had to say something. "Why are you staring at my face?" I blurted out. Natsume pulled away from me, and turned away from me "Get dressed" Natsume told me, leaving my bedroom. I stared at his back, as he retreated. I followed Natsume's orders and got dressed.

I watched Natsume from out of the corner of my eye. He was so silent, he seemed so solemn. "What are you thinking about?" I blurted out. I turned away from Natsume so that I would have to stare at him, those crimson eyes that could only make me tell him the truth "Nothing really" Natsume told me briefly. Lair! You know something and your not telling me, I can see it all over your face, I thought. Natsume was definitely acting strange, I said to myself. I left things alone, and turned my attention back towards the car window.

In biology, there wasn't much change in Natsume either. He was still acting strange. I couldn't handle being around him, if he was going to keep admitting that type of aura. I got up from my seat, and went over to the book shelf. I was so deep in thought about Natsume that when the door opened, I flinched a little.

I turned my attention towards the door. A girl was standing in the doorway. Raven hair chopped short just below her ears, ruby red eyes, pale skin, maybe she was a little younger than me. She looked as if she was searching for someone. She sorta looks like Natsume, I thought. I shook my head and walked back towards my desk. But that girl…I turned my attention back to the classroom door. The girl that I mentioned, wasn't searching anymore, but instead she was heading in my direction "Natsume!" she gushed, running towards Natsume to hug him. Is she a fan girl? I thought, though I clearly wanted to ask Natsume who this mysterious young girl was. I shifted my eyes towards Natsume, who in return heaved a sigh. Un-prying the girl in the process, I felt my sweat drop. I stared at the two of them, oddly they looked good together. I blushed a little and coughed. Why did I suddenly feel embarrassed by the sight of these two. "Natsume, who is this girl?" she said finally taking notice of me.

Natsume looked at me, his eyes someplace distant, then his expression changed when he noticed me looking at him, with worry evident in my clear hazel eyes. Suddenly he went back to being his normal self "Oh, that's Polka dots" Natsume told her. I felt my face start to get hot, I could tell that my eye was starting to twitch "Stop calling me that!" I scolded him, turning to face the young girl who was only a few inches shorter than me "I'm Mikan, Mikan Sakura" I said smiling tenderly at her.

She looked at me, and smiled grabbing a hold of both of my hands "I'm Aoi, Aoi Hyuuga. Let's be friends, ne?" she told me "Nice to meet you" I said to her. Aoi Hyuuga? What a nice name-wait a second, Hyuuga? I thought. "Are you Natsume's sister?" I asked her, she just smiled. "What kind of stupid question is that?" Natsume asked me. "No Fair, you never told me you had a younger sister" I said stubbornly. The bell rang and Aoi bid both me and Natsume goodbye.

I waved her off. "Natsume why didn't you tell me, you had such a cute little sister sooner, I wish I had siblings-" Natsume cut me off. "Listen…you shouldn't hang around my sister" Natsume told me. "What? Why?" I demanded. "Because, Aoi is anything but…cute and pleasant" he told me, not exactly meeting my gaze. "Natsume how can you say something like that, she's your sister-" Natsume's voice rose and I completely shut down "She's up to something, and I don't trust her, so what if she's my sister, I know her better than anyone else, I know what she's capable of" Natsume told me. Sitting down in the seat next to me.

I sat down. There was no arguing with him about this anymore. I looked at Natsume from the corner of my eye, then I dropped my eyes. What type of brother talks so badly of his sister? I asked myself. Yes it was true. Me and Natsume were friends despite everything and everyone else, but there were still things I didn't understand about him. And this was one of those things. Maybe were not as close as I thought we were, I thought.

I hadn't thought twice about it-but why would Natsume go to such great lengths to keep me away from his sister?

To Be Continued…