AN: Firstly, I'm very sorry for the long delay of this chapter.
Between: Work. Going to hospital because of a four-day migraine. Having my 21st birthday. And with a big holiday coming up; I've been very busy…

(I've also been writing another story, which I really hope will one day be published. I have a goal to finish it by the end of the year, but obviously this will take some of my time as well.)

At the end of this week I leave with my parents to go to America for a month! I'm REALLY excited, and do hope to give you all an American Update while I'm there! =D

Anyway, you all have waited long enough for this! Hope you enjoy it...

Safe Harbour

Chapter 21: Ridiculous and Pathetic

Later that night, I receive a text from Emmett; explaining that his Uncle and Auntie have invited them to stay for dinner. He apologises for not being able to call me and I reply, asking that he call me the next night instead.

He agreed immediately.

The next day is Sunday, and although it's rather boring, it's nice. We don't particularly do anything extravagant, but it suits us quite well. As it is our last full day with mom and dad, we spend it with them; having breakfast together, playing board games inside as it rains, and then eating a big, early dinner cooked by my sisters' and me.

I am expecting Emmett's call any minute; and as promised, I'm in my bed under the covers. Naked.

All day I've been anticipating this phone call.

Emmett messaged me around lunch time telling me – no ordering me, to be in my bed completely naked at nine o'clock on the dot.

Okay, so it was eight fifty-five…

My bedroom door is locked, and I have my TV on quietly. I have five minutes before he calls…

Turning my head, my eyes scan the bedside table. Resting on top are my; phone, a little bottle of lube, a cup of water and a damp washcloth. Licking my dry lips, I take a sip of the water and then look down at my legs. A light sheet covers them, but I can still see the towel that I'm lying on.

Don't want any mess.

Glancing over to my phone, I press a button so that the screen lights up. It reads: 8:58pm

Two more minutes and then I can hear his voice again...

I find it ridiculous and pathetic that even though it's only been a day, I miss Emmett. I miss his face, his voice, his smile. I need him way too much. And the intensity scares me. Although, a small part of me is simply grateful that I hadn't experienced this level of need or want with Demetri.

Emmett is such a huge contrast to him; a complete opposite. And he is exactly what I need in a man.

He's; funny, honest, beautiful, loyal, friendly, caring…

The list goes on for his positive attributes. To me, he is perfect.

"Pretty green eyes…" My phone snaps me back to the present.

I smile as the ringtone tells me who's on the other end. After Emmett sang it to me yesterday, I got the song off iTunes this morning.

"…So full of sparkle and such light, let me remind…"

With butter fingers, I quickly snap my phone up in my hands and press the green option. I answer him with a smile.

"Hey beautiful."

"Hey baby." He drawls.

"I love your voice."

He chuckles, "Ditto. I've been waiting all day for this phone call."

"Me too."

"You have?"

"Do you really need to ask Emmett?"

"A little reassurance would make me feel better…" he murmurs.

"Well then, yes. I've been anticipating your call since last night. You're all I could think about, and I missed you today." My voice drifts off at the end as I wince at how pathetic and sappy I sound.

He sighs loudly, "Good. I missed you too."

I breathe into the phone as I close my eyes and smile.

"I wish you were with me right now. In my arms," he says.

I groan, "I know what you mean. I'd give anything to be with you, in your bed."

"Mmmh…" he moans, "Just looking into my mirror now…it gives me such beautiful memories."

I can feel my cheeks getting warmer.

"Oh yeah?" I prod quietly, resting back further on the pillows so that I'm lying down.

"Yeah. That was so hot. When you rode me. When you fucked me with your ass. And then when I fucked your tight ass… Shit. I wanna be inside you right now…"

"Emmett…" I whimper.

"You want that? You want me inside you?"

"God yes."

"Good." He pauses for a beat or two. "Are you in bed, like I asked?"

"Yes."

"Are you naked?"

"Yes."

"Good. Have you got lube handy?"

"Mm…yes."

"Good boy. Now Edward, I'm going to give you some instructions and you have to follow them, okay?"

"Yes Emmett," I say immediately; following every demand.

"Push any bed sheets out of the way…Grab the bottle of lube and coat three fingers…Put the bottle back…turn any lights off…lie down on your left side."

Turning my body over, I lay in the dark; having just switched my bedside light and the TV off. I realise now, that I will have to be really quiet. Even though all the other bedrooms are downstairs, I didn't want to chance it.

"Put the phone in a comfortable position so that you don't have to hold, okay?" he asks.

"Alright."

I do as I'm told, using a pillow to help keep my phone steady below and against my ear.

"Okay Edward…now, I want you to stroke your dick slowly and tightly with your wet fingers. Count out four strokes only."

One, two, three, four…

"Good boy." Fuck, his praise is a major turn on. "You are a good boy, aren't you Edward?"

"Yes."

"Or are you naughty?"

Moaning, I want to touch my dick again, "I'm naughty for you…"

"Edward. Have you touched your cock again?"

"No."

"Well done baby. You're not allowed to touch it unless I say, okay?"

"Mhmm."

"Okay. Now. Bend your right knee and place that leg in front, so that your hole is more reachable for your fingers."

I do as he says, waiting for his demands.

"I want you to hook your left hand behind your right knee…Good…Now, lightly stroke your wet fingers across your beautiful hole..."

I'm still a little sensitive from our sexing the day before, but surprisingly I'm not sore at all. He responds as I moan.

"You like that don't you? Now, I want you to close your eyes Edward. Those are my fingers down there. My wet fingers are on your hole."

"Yes," I whisper.

"Good. Circle your entrance baby; use your pointer finger and your middle finger to massage your hole. I love that hole, Edward. I wish I could be looking at it right now, I'm sure it looks beautiful."

My breathing is getting louder as his voice and my (his) fingers turn me on.

"Baby, I want you to put your pointer finger inside you now, all the way… That's it… Good boy… Keep slipping it inside you, in and out, in and out… And now your middle finger Edward… Yeah, fuck your ass with your fingers, nice and slow… In…and out… In…and out… That's it baby. Mmm…you feel so good Edward. So wet and so tight…"

"Mm…Emmett." Whimpering, I try to remain quiet.

"You ready baby? You ready for another finger?"

"Yes…"

"Okay, here we go…another finger beautiful…"

Lifting my knee up closer to my face with my left hand, I have better access for me to push three fingers inside me. "So good Emmett…"

"I know baby…you feel so good. I know just how tight you are…" We're both panting into the phone as I continue to ignore my cock while I thrust my fingers into my hole. "Edward, I want you to go faster now baby. Follow my words, okay? In… Out… In… Out.. In.. Out. In. Out. In, out, in, out…!" Each word is a pant as he breathes into my ear.

My fingers are pumping so fast, I've let go of my knee with my other hand; raising my right leg in the air as I finger fuck myself brutally fast.

"E-E-Em… Met!"

"Yes baby, feel me inside…fucking you hard and fast…you like it rough don't you baby?"

"Yes Emmett…fast…hard…"

"God Edward…so good… Shit… Pump your cock love… fuck your ass with your fingers, and fuck your hand with your cock… So hot… Fuck…"

My head and body shake with tremors as pleasure surges through my body. I stroke my dick tightly as I continue to plunge my fingers inside.

"So close…" I whisper.

It'll only take a couple more strokes…

I feel my mouth fall open, just as hear Emmett's shout in my ear. "Edward, COME!"

My body jerks with each spasm of pleasure as I ride the orgasm high, "Uh…uh…uhmm!"

Taking deep breaths in and blowing them out, I allow myself to come down slowly. My eyes are still closed, but I open them now. Taking in my dark, quiet room; it seems so strange. It's as if it should be in complete disarray since my orgasm was so explosive.

Gathering oxygen and a steadier heart beat; I slowly sit up and switch my light back on. Quickly yanking the washcloth, I clean my hands hurriedly and then dry them on the towel. Picking my phone back up, I notice that we're still on call.

"Baby?" I whisper.

The only response I get is Emmett's quiet, steady snore. I chuckle to myself before hanging up. Placing my phone down, I decide to have a shower so that I can clean properly.

After the shower; I put my lube back in my bag, throw my dirty towel and the wash cloth in the hamper, scull the rest of my water and get back into bed.

I manage to send a quick text to Emmett before I turn off the light and close my eyes.

Well I enjoyed that ;)
Love the sound of your snore.
C u 2morrow morn.
Goodnight baby,
E xx

AN: *Fans face with hands* Whew that was hot!
Thanks for reading!
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