Te Amo, Te odio

Hey guys, here's the next poem its about South Mexico. I based South Mexico on my friends, I don't know much because I was shocked that my friend actually drew the two Mexico' I hope you can feel the emotions off of this poem.

Disclaimer: I don't own hetalia or mexico would be canon already.

I hate Spain.

If he didn't come here then Papa would still be alive.

And Juan wouldn't have to suffer anymore…..

But he did come; he killed Papa.

Right in front of our eyes. Smiling that smile full of malice and arrogance.

Cold green eyes that showed no soul residing within them.

Demon-That all I can describe Spain.

He took us in and we were his little 'brothers'.

However I refused to be his little brother.

I refused to be the little brother of my father's murderer but Juan didn't know

He believed that Spain was just possessed by the greed of his bosses.

It's his naïve way of dealing with the trauma.

I couldn't tell him that Spain was not possessed; his actions were made by his own will.

I hate Spain so much!

Why won't he die? Why did he kill my papa?

Why did Spain deceive me?

Why?...I believed Spain

Everytime I saw him, he would give us a hug and play with us…Was that a lie as well?

I wish I was Juan so I could fool myself into believing this wasn't true, that all of this is a dream.

However I cannot-I must keep myself to reality and deal with this.

For us-For Juan

Even if it meant to wear this scar on my side. I must. I must.

I must battle America, I must battle Spain, I must battle my brother.

I must. I must, For who will believe the truth when these fools try to deny it?

I must, I must.

I must lock away my heart to avoid the pain. I must lock away my smile to avoid smiling cruelly.

I must.

I hate Spain. I hate him so much.

For its fault that I cannot be myself anymore…

Wait, I never was myself. The real me died along with Papa.

Well how is it? This poem has four parts to it so this is not the end. Like i said I take requests, it can be anything in history or just a character poem also please review, i want to know if you like this or not.