...I'm not going to lie I had this for a while now I mean a long while like a few months while. I'm terribly sorry, I got addicted to Koei Tecmo's Dynasty Warriors and Samurai Warriors( Still am addicted) but here you go!

If you don't already know this but i do not own hetalia, if i did Pepe and Juan would be canon already.

Te escucho Te veo

I remembered that day all too well

Everytime I close my eyes that scene plays over and over like a broken record

The day where I murdered my papa

I was playing with my brother Pepe hide and seek. It was my turn to find Pepe.

I couldn't find him anywhere so I decided to look outside from the empire and that's when I saw him

I found Spain with some of his people. I greeted him since he is so nice to me and pepe.

Spain smiled back, gave me a pat on my head. I asked him if he saw Pepe which he said no

Then he asked if he could see Papa to discuss something

I was so happy, Papa always said that Spain was dangerous but he wasn't so I couldn't wait to show papa how nice he was

I agreed and showed Spain where Papa would be, not noticing the evil grin on Spain's face

If I only I noticed that sooner…If only-

Spain and his people including his boss killed our people, murdered them in front of us. Papa told me and Pepe to hide. And then it happened-

My papa got murdered by Spain in front of us, blood splattering on our faces.

It's all my fault, all my fault. I brought Spain to papa, I killed my Papa! I killed him!

Spain didn't kill my papa-I did. Pepe hated spain after that, started rebelling against him any chance he got.

But I could not, I deserved it. This is my penance for my sins.

Pepe carries on with his hatred toward Spain oblivious of the true killer which is me

I go on with my life, smiling my smile that was fake. The only real smile that I want to see is Pepe's

The one that I took away from him

We just declared our independence from Spain and the road was tough.

Pepe fought Spain and got a scar, Pepe fought America and got a scar.

I got nothing-why does he protect a killer like me so much? Why? I killed our papa.

I don't understand. I don't deserve to be called your little brother.

When world war 1 and 2 came around I decided to fight for once, fight so pepe wouldn't

I fought with the desire to help Pepe be himself again, I didn't care who stood in my way

I didn't care that I went to hell for my sins if I can make Pepe go back to his old self then I will

I love my big brother so much, it's the least I can do.

People think that I'm a taco-loving idiot who doesn't understand anything but that is not true

I know what's going on, I know exactly what's happening

I just pretended not to. It's the only way for me not to hurt anybody anymore.

But it seems that too ends up hurting people…..

What can I do? What should I do?

What do I do to show my brother that I am hurting too?

What?

If only I knew the answer-

So until I know that answer I will continue to be that smiling idiot who loves tacos

That idiot who will continue to protect his brother

That idiot who is a murderer.

That's it for the Mexico bros.'s series! I did have a Spain poem about his point of view toward this but my best friend has it as of today and I'm out of poems! Requests can be made about anything and anybody so don't be afraid to ask. Chapter 5 of Dear You is completed, just need to type it up. Thank you guys for being patient towards me! See ya!