Previously

I hissed, "Really Jake? Okay, lets talk about how first you disrespected me, and how you talked to me when you found out who I imprinted on, when I could have just ignored you exist for the rest of my existence." I growled " how about even before I left you called them leeches." tears were streaming down my face. Jasper noticed and wrapped his arms around me, I turned myself around and cried into his chest. "Jasper started purring, it comforted me. I smiled up at him, "You purred." I stated

"No I was growling,"

I sigh, "give up the tough guy act, you purred, I liked it."

He smiled, "Damn woman! its about time someone put him in his place." Peter had that shit eating grin on his face again.

"Shut the fuck up Peter!" Jasper yelled, "wipe that shit eating grin off your face before i rip it off." I snarled.

*CURRENTLY*

"Now Jacob, speak."

he just looked at me in shock, "I'm so sorry Bells, I thought you were lying to me."

I growled, "Jacob Ephraim Black! I have never in my life lied to you." He looked down at the floor. "What would have happened if I reacted this way with Lilly?" I snarled. "Accused you of being delusional? Denied you your imprint?" I spoke softly, surely, determined and confident. "That's exactly what you are doing to me Jacob, it kills me that you, my best friend, would do this to me." I walked out of the room, grabbed my cigarettes and sat on the back deck. I heard the pack come out and surround me.

"You know," I said, "maybe I shouldn't be the vampire that runs with wolves, maybe I should be the wolf that runs with vampires. I mean I love you all, but if you dont want to except my mate..." I let myself trail off.

Sam sighed, "Bella, you are the heart of this pack, we don't want to lose you, I understand more than anyone that you don't get a choice in your imprint. Bella, I'm not gonna make your decisions for you, but you are like my little sister, I just want your promise, that you will visit me, Emily, and the kids often."

I laughed,"Sam, you know better, I'll visit a lot, you know that, and I'll call every night if it makes you feel better."

He nodded, "You do that Bells." He smiled at me, I smiled back.

"Bella, I'm so sorry for making you feel like that, but I still want you to come home..." I cut him off, "Jacob that might be my home, but Jasper is my heart. I refuse to be kept away from him."

Jakes eyes grew wide, "I didn't expect the imprint to be that strong so fast."

I laughed, "You know what Jake? You are just like your father, Keeping me far from where my heart is. I'm sick of it. I will visit the Rez, but not because of you. No, you lost your place as my best friend when you refused to accept my imprint, and when you disrespected me." He looked at me sadly.

"Sam, please take the pack home. I'll be back at my scheduled time, we will be staying at my cabin right outside of the Rez border. After i get there, wait for me to come to you. Sam, you know how I don't like to have company because i built that cabin with my bare hands."

Sam nodded, "Boys go home, I'll be right behind you, say your goodbyes right now." He gave the command.

"Bye Bella!" The boys called on the way out, "see ya soon boys." I gave Sam a hug, "Get back to Em, I know she's waiting for you to get home." he nodded, "She is, but she wants her sister too." he gave me a look, I nodded, "I'll be back next week, tell her to call me if she needs me." he nodded and left.

"You built a cabin by yourself?" Peter asked and I nodded, "Its carved into the mountain, its so beautiful." I sighed, " I do miss my home, but its not time for me to go yet." Perter laughed, "I thought i was the one who just knows shit?!" I laughed, "Well Peter, looks like i inherited your power, both knowing shit and being a pain in the ass!" Jasper was rilling on the floor laughing so hard he was howling in pain at the same time. " Jasper, If you don't stop laughing at me, you will never get laid, not once. Eternity is a long time with just your hand and your sexual frustration." Jasper shut up and his eyes went wide," You wouldn't actually do that would you?" He asked

I glared, "Try me." Peter smirked, "Damn little one, I've never seen anyone put the major in his place so quick, not even that little devil pixie." I growled, "She is dead! Nobody will get away with hurting my mate!" Peter Whistled, "the warden has come out to play, Hey cheerful warden?" he asked

"What Peter?" I growled.

"Can I start the fire and Char wants to dance on her ashes."

I put a wicked grin on my face, "Fine, but I get to dance with Char." Char grinned.

"Bella, what happened to that girl in Forks, the girl I knew?" Jasper asked

I laughed, "Sorry Jasper sweetie, but she died when Edward said I was just a plaything."

Jasper growled, "I want him dead," he growled, "Now!"

I laugh, "only if Peter, Char, and I can dance on his ashes!"

Jasper had a wicked grin on his face that matched my own.