Hi Guys! Don't think I'm late posting this chapter up, so I'm pleased about that :D
The song in Chapter 6 is by Taylor Ward. It's his cover of Justin Bieber's 'U Smile'
Hope you guys like it, fingers crossed it makes sense. See you at the bottom!
Bpov
Oh. My. God. Edward Cullen just made love to me. Watching my Greek god sleep, I traced patterns on his chest whilst recalling what happened a few hours ago. Edward didn't waste any time in getting my clothes off when I whimpered that I needed him. I needed to feel closer to him, and I was waiting for the courage to ask him, but seeing that scar on his back, made me need to make us more secure in our relationship before I heard his story. I knew he had one, I could see it on his face, but I needed to wait. For not long hopefully. Coming back out of my thoughts, I rested my head on his bare abs, and closed my eyes, enjoying the silence of the night, until I faded into sleep.
Epov
When I awoke, a smug smile creeped on my face as I remembered what Bella and I did last night. She was mine; my beautiful brown eyed angel was mine. Thoughts in my head, made me need to write them down. I slipped out of bed, leaving Bella to sleep, and ran to my music room. No one had ever been in this room except me. It was my place where I would calm down and shit. I grabbed some sheet paper and a pen and started writing;
I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot
Your world is my world
Yeah
Ain't no way you're ever gon' get
Any less than you should
Cause baby
You smile I smile (oh)
Cause whenever
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
Your lips, my biggest weakness
Shouldn't have let you know
I'm always gonna do what they say (hey)
If you need me
I'll come running
From a thousand miles away
When you smile I smile (oh whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey
Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You ain't seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby (hey)
You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Make me smile baby
Baby you won't ever work for nothing
You are my ins and my means now
With you there's no in between
I'm all in
Cause my cards are on the table
And I'm willing and I'm able
But I fold to your wish
Cause it's my command
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile (whoa)
You smile I smile
Hey hey hey
You smile I smile
I smile I smile I smile
You smile I smile
Oh
You smile I smile
You smile I smile
Taking a read over the words I decided to make it into a song. I settled on my guitar, and hoped I could still remember some chords. I haven't played since I was 16. Picking up my Fender I started to out some chords together for my lyrics.
I must have been deep in thought because I didn't notice that Bella was standing in the doorway listening to me play. I stopped playing and walked over to her. "Wow. Is there anything you can't do?" Bella smirked. "You're not allowed in here. This is my room and no one is ever allowed in it," I said sternly, hoping that my humour wouldn't come through. She looked down and mumbled an apology, before turning to leave. Before she could I chuckled to myself pulling her to my bare chest. I nibbled on her ear before pulling her over to the piano. I sat down, pulling her onto my lap, "I was joking silly girl. Yes it's my room, but I don't mind you being in here. I was glad you were up, I wanted to tell you something?" I asked her hoping she wouldn't mind. Bella rested her head in the crook of my neck and kissed the sensitive flesh, "Sure baby."
I took a deep breath and began telling her the whole story of why she was here in my arms at this moment and not somewhere else in the world. "It all started when I was 16 and started senior school. I was new to Forks High School, and the first person I became friends with was Mike. We quickly became best friends, and we would do everything together. At the end of my first year, Sam became distant and I couldn't understand why. I didn't think anything of it until we were at a party and he offered me class A drugs. I yelled at him and called him crazy. I told him that I would go to the police but he punched me and forced me to take them. Soon I became reliant on them and would ask Sam for more. Each time he would give me higher doses of drugs, and told me to commit crimes like theft, and break ins while I was fucked out my head, until I collapsed one night at another party. The medics came and I had to be restrained because my brain was so fucked up, I thought the ambulance lights were police ones. In the ambulance they sedated me knocking me right out. I don't remember much of what happened after but my brother Emmett told me I had a serious operation. I had to have blood transfusions and apparently my heart stopped for 62 minutes before the doctors revived me again. When the police came to interview me in hospital a week later they demanded to know who gave me the drugs. I broke down and told the cops everything. They gave me a warning and told me that if I was caught taking drugs I would pay the price. I instantly felt bad for Mike, knowing that he would be put in prison. A year later once I was recovered, I insisted that I go to his court hearing. I wanted to be there for him. The court hearing went on for hours and eventually he was found guilty. I remember that when the cops took him down, he shouted at me saying 'I will find you Edward Cullen, and when I do you will be so fucking sorry'." I shuddered at his words, and looked down at Bella. She looked up at me with tears in her eyes, in which I kissed them away and continued my story.
"That was the last time I saw Mike. For weeks I thought about doing some fucked up crime so I would go down inside and see him. I couldn't bring myself to do it. All through senior school I remained popular but still felt incredibly miserable that I didn't have my best friend by my side. At college that all changed. I became friends with Tyler. At first he seemed nice, but as I knew him more, I learnt that he just used girls for sex. For some stupid reason I took his advice to sleep with lots of girls, to take out my frustration. Tyler was right, I felt so good when I pounded in girls pussies. I loved it. I thought that I could have whoever I wanted, until one time when I slept with this girl called Tanya. The day after I found out she belonged to the quarterback from the football team. I received a black eye and a busted jaw that day. Tyler got to me before he could do any worse. Ty took me to his dad's office after school that day, and on the way there he explained that his dad owned a big worldwide business where he would buy and sell girls, for sex. Tyler told me that since we were 18 we could go and choose a couple 'whores' as he put it. I was so stupid to realise it was completely illegal, and went along to his dad's office. When I was 20 I ended up working with Tyler for his dads company. His dad Aro quickly approved that I could be trusted to keep my illegal job a secret. If anyone asked my career I was a general salesman in retail. A year later I decided that I had, had enough of being in this business. Yes I was being paid millions but it was illegal, and I didn't have the strength to carry on. I knew that if I told Aro I was leaving the business I would be killed, so I left secretly. I packed up my things form my apartment and left Forks. I couldn't stay knowing I would be tracked down.
I spent the next year and a half forgetting what had happened in the past and moved on in my life. That was until this man called Sam was advertising for something. I became interested and when I went to his company office I found out that is was Mike. Mike was Aro's son. Obviously Tyler didn't know about this, I'm still quite confused. Anyway Mike, Tyler and Aro and related somehow so when I found this out I knew I couldn't escape. Mike had found me and now I was going to pay the price. He gave me the option of starting back into the business or die. Of course I chose to work for them. Mike gave me a shit load of money to go to auctions and buy the best looking girls, in which he would sell to illegal trafficking businesses for a huge profit. I couldn't feel happy when Mike would give me a girl to spend the night with. None of the girls made me happy until you came along.
I remember that day so clearly. Mike pulled me into his office and said that I had worked my way up to becoming his top priority. He said I was forgiven for what happened in senior school, and as forgiveness present he gave me 50 million dollars to go to the most expensive auction and buy as many girls as I wanted with the money. He told me that the auction was a 3 day event, so he gave me the week off. I had no intention of going to the auction at all. The first thing I did was go to the police. I gave them all the information I had. I told them the whole story starting from when I was 16 till that time. I told them it was an illegal business and that I wanted the operation shut down. The police brought thousands of military men into this, and in 6 months they managed to arrest everyone who took part of the illegal process. They were all sent to prison and the girls were looked after before let go. Since I gave them the information I was released without further charge.
I never told them about the 50 million dollars I had to go to the auction. Something had drawn me to go to it, so I listened to my conscience and went. Just as I was about to leave I heard your name. I turned around and there you were. You were so beautiful, I had to have you. When you looked into my eyes I knew you completed me. I don't know how I knew at that moment, but I would have given them anything to let me have you, and I did. Bella I know I shouldn't have lied to you all this past year, but I had to keep you close. I guess I told you this story now so I could give you the choice whether you stay or go. I understand if you leave, I really do. Just know that I didn't buy you for pleasure I bought you because I fell in love with you the first time I looked into your eyes"
Tears fell down my cheeks as Bella got off my lap. I didn't stand up or anything. I was frozen to the piano stool. She didn't say a word as she left my music room. I rested my head on the piano with my arms over my head, and cried. I really cried, like never before. About 30 minutes later I had composed myself and opened the piano lid. My hands glided over the piano keys as I played. The closing of a door brought me out of my thoughts. I turned to see Bella standing awkwardly in the doorway. She smiled and whispered, "I love you Edward Cullen, forever." In one swift movement I had raced from the piano and gathered her in my arms.
When I lay her on the bed, I pressed kisses all over her face. After each kiss I told her I loved her, over and over again. Bella giggled, like proper giggled, and I stopped giving her a confused look. "Edward, I don't know why you're being like this. I told you before that I will stay by your side whatever your story would be. I promised myself that I will be with you until you decide you don't want me. I am yours Edward. All yours," She whispered the last part, and wiped the tear that rolled down my cheek. "You forgive me," I whispered against her neck. She nodded, and I pulled her on top of my body. Just as I was about to drift off to sleep, Bella asked me, "Where did you get your scar from?"
"I got it from saving you angel. Some prick saw you and thought he would try and buy you off me. I told him you weren't a toy, and as I went to leave he dragged his knife across my back. It was all for you Bella," I lightly kissed her lips, and fell asleep. Even if it was only lunch time, my eyes failed me, carrying me off into my first peaceful since I had met my angel.
Soooooo? Did Edward's story make sense, and did you like it?
I'm hoping that Chapter 7 should be posted up in 2 weeks at the latest. These next few weeks are going to be busy, and I so can't wait until the summer holidays. Please keep reviewing, I owe it all to you guys Mwah! See you soon xox