"well, what is it tor?" they where in the car now but not moving
"it's just… well a couple of… ugh forget it" she looked down at her lap as her eyes watered, remembering the event that took place a few days ago. tori couldn't tell beck what happened to her in the dark room. She was to ashamed and embarrassed. What if he would be discussed with her and not want anything to do with her anymore.
"tori" beck tilted his head trying to make eye contact with the tearful brunette "you know u can tell me anything. What happen babe" beck finally caught her eyes. He noticed tori starting to shake, she was obviously nervous and scared to tell him. What could have happened that was so bad it would make her cry beck wondered to himself.
"I can't tell you. It's to embarrassing, you wont think of me the sam anymore" tori's breathing started to trample. She wanted so bad to tell him but she couldn't build up the strength. She then felt a gentle squeeze on her hand. It was becks hand
"what could be so embarrassing tor? Please te…" he was cut of
"I was raped!" tori yelled and she snatched her hand from becks, making covered her face in shame as she broke down into tears with the event replaying in her mind over and over again. Her screaming and struggling, his discussing grin, her tears, his moaning, her pain.
Beck froze. He didn't know what to do. He didn't know how something so horrid could happen to such a innocent girl. He pulled her into a tight hug as tears fell from his eyes
"why are yo-you hugg-ing me after wh-what I just t-told you" beck couldn't believe that she thought he wouldn't think the same of her anymore. "because you need a hug. Tori when… how did this happen" he cleared his throat and asked her.
"I was in the ally 4 days ago. The man came out of know where and pulled me into a dark empty room and… and did that to me" tori broke down even more burying her face in his chest.
"beck that man ruined everything for me! I was in shock for 3 days, I haven't slept and I lost my virginity to a complete stranger against my will! I can't take that back that horrible experience! Do you know how hard it was to walk down that street, passing so many different men, scary men. What if they would have tried to rap me! I was terrified to make eye contact with any of them" tori rambled none stopped and beck couldn't help but tear up and feel bad for her. She's scared, she might have to go to therapy.
"shhh… tori ur safe now. Im so so sorry. That man will never come near you again and neither will any other man. I wont let them, I will protect you baby. Don't worry ur safe with me" beck's words soothed tori as she started to calm down and about 5 minutes later the tears slowly stopped. Only her breathe was still stuttering as she gain control again.
"im sorry. I didn't mean to lose control like that… and I wet ur shirt" tori laughed as she pointed out the wet spots
"it's ok" beck laughed along. He didn't care that she wet his shirt. "is he the one who gave you those scratches on ur face.
Tori's laughing faded as she answered "yeah. He also did these" she rolled up her sleeves revealing bruises and then showed him the once on her hips. "there's more on my legs but im wearing some tight jeans so I can't show them to you yet" she laughed a tight laugh then stopped at beck reaction
Beck's face lit up with anger from the sight. He feeling rose in him telling him that he needs to protect her. He felt like someone just damaged and broke something that belonged to him and that didn't make him happy.
"the basterd" beck muttered under his breath
"it's fine really… they don't hurt that bad anymore" tori gave him a half hearted smile. They did still hurt… a lot but she wasn't ganna tell him that.
"that still doesn't make it right" he answered coldly making tori a bit worried. "ok well I think I should get you home now. Everyone's waiting for you" beck gave her a fake grin and quickly changed the subject to get his mind of the jerk who did that to her.
"everyone? I don't think im ready to face them yet. I mean you saw what just happened, I could barely tell you what happened then I broke down when I did. Imagine what will happen with them" tori sighed and rested her head on the back of her seat. "can't I have a break today"
"well I guess u can put it off till tomorrow but their all going to be real disappointed. Everyone missed you so much" beck glanced at her before returning his attention to the road
"I can't put it off. As soon as I get there everyone's ganna explode with questions"
" then you don't go there. You can stay with me in my RV tonight"
"really! Ugh my parents wont let me do that" tori sighed and rolled her eyes
"text them and ask. Tell them why you can't face them yet and you'll see them tomorrow"
"ok" tori let out a small smile and pulled out her pear phone. mom, I'm sorry about everything and I know everyone's expecting to see me today but I need a break. I just told beck what happened and I don't think I can handle another break down. I can tell you tomorrow though. I love you and dad. She sent it and got a reply immediately. Her mother begged her to come home today but she ignored it. Hey tori was in enough trouble as it is… what will this do
"so what happened" beck asked
"she said ok and she can't wait for me to come home" tori lied but knew beck didn't believe her
"ur a good actor but u suck at lying Vega, buuuut I'll let it slide and pretend I believe you" beck smirked then answered as if he believed her. "really tori? That's great, Im surprised she agreed to you not coming home right away"
"right? I thought she would flip out" tori answered playfully