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They finally arrived at becks RV after a 4 hour drive. Beck texted andre telling him everything tori told him, the man, the ally, her being rapped, her being scared and paranoid, the scratches and bruises over her body, the dark room, everything. Andre said he would go to becks RV with their friends but he denied. He just wanted to be alone with tori and finally tell her he loves her.

"tori, sweaty. Wake up, we're here" Tori fell asleep so beck nudged her softly to wake her up

"NO don't hurt me!" tori screamed as she woke up making beck jump backwards. Tori shocked and embarrassed at her outburst got out the car and shut the door behind her

"sorry… I um… u just scared me and it probably didn't help that I was having a nightmare" tori looked down but beck hugged her

"it's ok. I didn't know you where having a nightmare? Normally people with nightmares sweat and move around and scream in their sleep but u did known of that"

"really? That's weird. The nightmare was horrible. The guy was chasing me down a never ending ally then he caught up with me and put a cloth over my mouth like he did before and begun to… rap me again" tori fought back threatening tears

"it was just a dream. Ur safe" beck whispered into her hair then released his grip and headed for the RV.

"um beck. Ur door looks like it was kicked down" beck released tori's hand from his and examined the snapped hinges and the door that looked like someone put back up but crooked. jade beck thought to himself. They walked in to find all their friends sitting around waiting for them. Cat immediately squealed when she saw tori and hugged her and cried. Soon everyone ran up to her yelling her name and hugging her.

"I told u not to come. I wanted to be alone with tori. Plus I don't think she's ready to handle all this" beck pulled andre away to the other side of his RV

"sorry man but I couldn't wait and neither could everyone else. Besides look at tori, she seems pretty damn happy to me" beck looked at tori who was hugging and talking to everyone with tears of joy running down her face.

"ok I guess ur right but you guys need to leave soon. I want to finally tell her I love her and spend the night with her"

"man ur going soft on me. What are you guys ganna do… cuddle" andre teased his friend while laughing and playfully pocking his arm. Beck blushed slightly while rolled his eyes and sat down next to tori who was now on his bed with everyone hovering over her.

"what happened? Why are there scratches on ur face? Where were you? Are you ok? What where you thinking" everyone's questions where way overwhelming on tori

"guys… guys!" beck yelled over them making them silent. "I don't think tori wants to talk about it right now so…" tori cut him off

"it ok beck" tori whispered. "their our friends… and family. Maybe they should know" tori smiled meeting his surprised eyes.

"but tori. Are u sure you can do this. I don't want you to have another break down…"

"no. it's ok, I can do this" she looked down at her lap "well I ran away to fresno. I slept in a slide the first night… it's sad really" tori laugh a quiet, dry laugh "but I met a boy" beck felt his muscles tense. What boy? He thought to himself. Then realized tori never told him this part.

"a small cute little boy. He was only four. He got lost the day before, It was his birthday too. We ate at a diner then I took him to a police station. One of the officers turned out to be his uncle which was good. It made me feel better to leave him there" tori stopped and looked back at beck "you know, his name was Beckett Smith. He said people called him Beck." she stopped then continued still looking in becks eyes.

"I remember thinking, of all names his had to be beck." she laughed quietly and he returned the laugh with a kiss on the cheek. "after I left the station a police officer chased me calling my name but I lost him and hide in an ally" tori stopped as she felt a tear forming

"that's when things turned for the worst… there was this man. He caught me off guard and dragged me into a room" beck grabbed tori's hand and squeezed it softly showing her that he's there for her. She continue "it was a dark, cold room. He locked the door and attacked me. I struggled and screamed, I spit in his face, I even bit his tongue so hard it bled but… he got the better of me. He tied me up and covered my mouth with a cloth"

Everyone exchanged looks and prepared themselves as if knowing what will come next.

Tori swallowed the huge lump in her throat and struggled to say the awful words. Then let out a shameful laugh. "I was weak, I could stop him… he rapped me" tears had been fallen down tori's eyes but she managed to keep her face hidden as she looked down. Her friends let out gasps and cat started to ball. Robbie hugged her tightly trying to calm her and jade dug her face into andre's neck. Beck pulled tori close as she continued

"I don't know how long it lasted. All I know is I lost my virginity to a stranger. when he left I freed myself from the ropes with a knife I had in my bag but he came back. He banged my head against the wall and I knocked out for almost a day. I don't know if he rapped me again or just left after but when I woke up I was shocked. I couldn't move, talk, eat or sleep. His voice, him calling me baby doll, kept echoing in my ears and the event just played over and over again in my head. After a while I decided to call beck so he could get me and I could go home." everyone was speechless as they listened and watched tori tell them a painful story

"you know I can't even look a guy in the eye anymore." now that beck thinks about it he noticed how tori was barley looking at andre and robbie when she came into the RV. He didn't think much of it before but now he understands why.

"I kept myself in that dark room for two days, not counting the day I was knocked out, I couldn't go out in public and now im terrified to be by myself" tori was shaking her head in discuss of herself.

"he ruined me" She didn't say anymore as the tears took dominance over her. Her friends noticed and all pulled close to her and gave her a soft loving hug.

"trust me Vega, if we ever find out who that awful man was… I will kill him. Im the only person who can make ur life miserable" tori looked up confused but when she saw jade give her a smile and wink at her she knew that was her way of being nice

"thanks jade" tori laughed and they hugged

"tori tomorrow we're ganna hang out all day! I missed you so much! You can come to my house and sleep over and jade can come. We can do makeovers and watch movies and eat all the food" cat rambled on before tori cut her off

"actually cat tomorrow I just want to see my parents and catch up on sleep but don't worry hun we can do all that and more the next day" cat looked like she wanted to cry. She hasn't seen her best friend in more then a week and all she wanted to do was hang out with her. Tori noticed and changed her mind

"well maybe you can come and sleep over my house tomorrow. I don't think I can sleep alone yet" cats sad expression once again grew happy and bubbly as she hugged tori

"YAY! I can't wai…" she was cut of with a text.

"aw man!" cat sighed "sorry but I have to go now my mom just told me my brother ate a bucket of thumb tacks and he's in the hospital. Bye I love you tori!" cat skipped out and into Robbie's car

"well I guess that means I have to go since I am her ride." Robbie strugged "im happy ur back tori"

"glad to be back" tori waved, he went to lean in for a hug but she avoided his eyes so he assumed maybe it wasn't the best idea yet

"yeah me and jade should be leaving too by tor"

"bye Vega see you at school" they waved and walked out leaving beck and tori finally alone for the night.

"well it's 8:42 and I believe we have the rest of the night to ourselves" beck gave tori a quick peck on the cheek

"I believe so" she kissed him back