I'm sorry for not uploading my stories, everyone. I've been stressed a lot lately and I am trying my best to get these stories done. So I will be hoping that all of you will stick with me and to have a lot of patience of waiting for me to continue my stories! * *smiles nervously*

Previously: Randy was angry at him and Phil knew that his younger brother wanted to hit him for what he had done. But was this one actually the real thing this time? Phil couldn't believe that he was a father and he cleared his throat nervously. Randy thought that he was either scared to death of being the father of the child with someone who he cheated with on his wife or that he was sick and that he wanted to leave the hospital and never come back. So John had lied to him about having "no one" to be there for him. John's side of the room was empty. There was no flowers, there was no balloons and there was no gifts from a new proud and a happy father. How very…. Ironic…. Randy cleared his throat very nervously and he felt bad for intruding on John's privacy. "Um…. Uh…." Randy looked at him shyly. "H-Hi, John…."

John glanced up at Randy and he felt himself blush a little at seeing the younger man. "O-Oh, hi there, R-Randy," John said quietly, scratching his cheek in embarrassment. "I-I didn't see you there at all, R-Randy…."

"I won't be staying here for too long anyway." Randy said to him honestly and Randy shrugged his shoulders. "I shouldn't have disturbed you while you were sleeping…. I just wanted to see the baby and I…. Um…. Can I get you anything at all, John…?"

"No, I don't need anything…." John answered to him with a very tired smile. "I did have a suitcase with all my stuff for the hospital all ready and packed. I think that I should have that here right now…."

"Oh?" Randy blinked. "And may I ask where it is? I will get someone to get it for you."

"It is back at the hotel that I am staying in." When John had told Randy the name of the hotel; Randy frowned in complete disgust and John then said quietly, "Is this hotel not up to your standards, Randy?"

No, it was not up to Randy's high standards at all. That place was pretty cheap and crappy in his opinion. But Randy was making sure to keep that opinion all to him, though the idea of John and the baby staying at a place like that was going to bother him a lot.

"I will make sure that Adam will get the suitcase for you. Okay?" Randy murmured to the older man.

John stared at him in surprise. "O-Oh…. Thank you so much, Randy," John smiled at him and Randy quickly took a step back from him and the baby boy. "Randy, wouldn't you like to have a closer look at him?"

Randy really did want to have a closer look at his… nephew…. He was hesitating a little and he took a deep breath as he moved forward to have a look at the baby. The little boy was lying on his back and Randy was very silent while looking at him.

"He really does look like Phil…." John said in a sad tone of voice.

Randy could see that the baby had very puffy eyes that were the colour of a very dark brown and the baby was trying to focus on all the surroundings around him; including Randy himself. Randy froze up inside as he saw one side of the baby's mouth crooked up into a very gentle smile.

Phil….

Randy felt like someone had slapped him hard across his face as he realized that he could definitely see his older brother's face in the little baby boy's face. The two of them really did look so familiar. Randy's heart was aching from the past that had hurt him and he tried to shake away the thought.

"So what is his name going to be?" Randy asked very bitterly and he felt himself feeling a bit jealous of his brother for having a kid before him.

"I-I don't know…." John bit his lip nervously. "I-I was hoping that I could talk to Phil about naming our son…."

Randy nodded very slowly and he decided that he had to leave so that Phil could have a chance to talk to him. "I should get going now, John. Just make sure that you can get a lot of rest…." Randy got out a business card from his wallet and he handed it over to John. "If you need any help at all, just be sure to call my number that is on the back of the card…."

John smiled very nervously. "Oh…. Thank you, Randy. But I will not be calling you. I'm…." John stopped and glanced down at the little boy who was tugging at John's shirt. "The both of us are going to be fine…."

After Randy had left, John sighed softly and he was wondering if he and his son were really going to be fine on their own. John wasn't really sure what he was going to do without anyone's help. He was thinking that he was too stubborn and that's why he had pushed Randy away. Would he do the same to Phil? Would he push Phil away too? John wasn't sure anymore.

"J-John…." He heard a voice in front of him and he looked up; seeing Phil looking down at him and his son and he saw that Phil was holding red roses. "h-Here. T-These are for y-you…."

"U-Um…." John took them and he put them in the vase beside the hospital bed. "T-Thank you, Phil…."

Phil was terrified and he was hoping that John would forgive him for what he had done to him in Aruba. "John…." He whispered quietly and John was waiting patiently for him to speak. "I am so sorry for what I did to you. I should never had used you, John. I should have told you that I have a wife; but I didn't and now I have ruined your life. And that I am a cheating bastard who deserves to be all alone. But I actually fell in love with you, John. I know it was just seven days but I do and every time that I am with my wife; I am always thinking of you all the time, John. That's why I want to have a divorce from my wife and I want to be with you forever, John. But I think that it is too late now, r-right?"

John was completely speechless. Phil was actually in love with him and John could feel himself believing him. But could he really forgive him? John wasn't sure what to do and Phil was waiting for him to say something….