I saw him, I saw him after the race and he was holding Nathan, he was such a good dad. I couldn't get over it. I should hate him. I mean honestly how many years has he completely screwed me over? Tons! But unfortunately I still love him.

But I have to keep my distance. I don't want to be pulled in again just to be heartbroken all over again.

Zach asked me out. I said yes. I just thought it would be a good idea to move on.

But I haven't, I guess maybe I don't know how to.

I mean we have only been on a few dates, nothing serious, at least not yet.

And it makes me mad. So mad! Because I should hate him. I mean I told him I was done with him, I told him not to talk to me anymore. But that resolve I had back then has faded. I want to be with him so bad. So so so bad. I just whenever I see him it takes all my resolve not to jump into him arms. Which I already told you is pretty much gone.

I just…I just hate not being with him.

"Hey honey" my said as she walked into the kitchen

"Hi mom" I said still looking in the refrigerator

"Are you going to the race tonight?"She asked with a smile on her face

"Probably not" I said shrugging "why?"

"Well your dad is racing…."

"Well I see dad race all the time" I said slightly talking back

"Well jasper is racing, and Carlisle is too."

"Look mom I don't really care"

"Not even if Emmett is coming"

At the mere mention of his name my breathe caught in my throat

"I…I'm not sure"

"I thought that would change your mind" she said smiling smugly

"Well I haven't seen him in a while." I said simply as if it is no big deal "it's not a big deal if I happen to go and then when if I happen to see him."

"It is if you aren't going there to see anybody else" she said very motherly

"I just miss him mom" I said after moment of silence

"I now you do baby" she said pulling me into a hug

"I feel like my heart is in a million pieces, mom" I said starting to cry again

"Sweetheart, I don't understand, well I guess I mean, I guess I do, but baby why you don't just go to him is beyond me" she stated "he loves you so much, and he is sorry for what he did"

"Oh and how would you know?" I snapped

She gave me a don't sass me look and I felt bad "I'm sorry I didn't mean to snap at you. Mom, I just…I…"
I trailed off not knowing what to say. I have been incredibly moody lately, and I hate to admit it but I know it's because of not being around Emmett. I'm just not myself without him around.

"It's ok, and if you must know, I know so because he came and spoke with me" she said with a smile, she will have to scrap my jaw off the floor with how shocked I was.

"He, he came and spoke with you?" I asked still incredibly shocked

"Oh didn't I mention that?" she asked as she grabbed her purse "well I must be going, I have to get ready for tonight"

"Wait!" I yelled after her "you can't say something like that and not tell me what he said!" I said impatiently

"Well if you must know…"

FLASHBACK (Cara Rose's POV)

I was at the track and in my trailer, I laughed at the thought of that, it really could be a small house. Nobody calls it a trailer. Suddenly there was a loud know on the door that disturbed me from my thoughts. I got up and walked over to the door and opened it up only to be surprised by Emmet standing there.

"Hi, Car-Mrs. Hale" he said

He look so upset, I felt bad, I knew how much my daughter loved him and I know he loves her as well.

"Sweetie, you can still call me Cara Rose," I said with a smile

"Thank you, I thought maybe Rose would be here, I just wanted to talk to her." He said upset that she wasn't the one who opened the door

"Well I'm sorry Emmett but she is at our house today babysitting the kids, she doesn't come around the track as much anymore"

"I know, I suppose that's probably my fault"

"Probably right"

"Well I will just leave then I guess"

"Actually Emmett why don't you come in for a moment"

"Oh I don't really know,"

"Not even for some of my famous sweet tea?"

He started to smirk, "I suppose I could stay for some" and he came in at sat down in our living room, while I grabbed him some sweet tea.

"Emmett she loves you, you know" I said as I sat the tea down in front of him

"I don't think she does, at least not anymore"

"Are you kidding?" I asked incredulously

"What?"

"Sweetheart, if she didn't love you she would be here all the time, not caring if she saw you, she wouldn't be lying around moping all day long."

"She is really upset still?" I nodded "I hate so, so much I did that to her, I love her so much, I know I messed up, so, so bad, but can't she see how much I love her and how much I wish she would just give us a second chance." He said frustrated

"Well we Bellmore Girls have quite the way of showing our feelings"

"I'm sorry I'm confused"

"Bellmore is my maiden name. Cara Rose Melanie Bellmore is my full name."

"Oh I didn't know,"

"That's ok,… did Rose ever tell you about my story?"

"No, she didn't"

"Well jasper isn't her oldest sibling," he looked shocked

"What?"

"Well I had Jasper at 19, but when myself and Tim were 17 he cheated on me and got my best friend pregnant, I told him I would never forgive him. He claimed the night they were both very drunk and we had just gotten in a fight, however after some much needed time I realized I still loved him very much. And I knew he never meant to hurt me and eventually I forgave him. It took me about a year but I did. And then a year later I found out I was pregnant."

"Wow, I never knew that" he said

"Yes, well you know Lydia Brandon right?"

"Yes, its Alice's older sister"

"Yes well that is Roses older sister too"

"Wait a minute, so Kathryn and Tim had a baby together?"

"Yes, its true now it took me a lot longer to forgive her then I took me to forgive him. Rose is Lucky Becca is no longer in the picture."

"If you don't mind me asking why are you telling me something so personal?"

"because If I her mother who is much more stubborn than her can forgive her father he she can forgive you too, but you have to keep trying and don't just roll over after seeing her with Zach you have to really try, and win her back… I like you Emmett you are good for her."

"Thank you…she is good for me too"

"I know, just be good to her, and if you ever heat on her again I will not be so nice about it!" I said sternly

"Yes, mamm!" he said as he got up"I have to win your daughter back"

FLASHBACK OVER

(Rose POV)

"I can't believe he said that to you, and I can't believe you told him that, you never tell anyone about Lydia." I say knowing that I never even knew until I was 16 and I only because I heard my parents talking about it in their bedroom.

"Well I wanted to give him some hope"

"Well maybe he has no hope" I say right back

"oh my dear, I love you but you are just like me, and I have realized that all these years I would much rather have given your father a second chance and had you wonderful children, then not and ended up alone and unhappy"

"Mom you wouldn't have ended up alone"

"Your right I probably wouldn't have however I would be unhappy without him" she said patting my face before getting up to leave "bye sweetie, I'll see you tonight"

"Ok mom"

I took me all of 30 minutes to realize I would have to look drop dead gorgeous tonight. So I went and took a shower. When I got out I straighten my hair then put some loose curls in it to give it a wavy look. I applied my make up pretty dark to make my eyes pop. I then put on a white jean skirt that was short. And it made my legs look even tanner. I then put a pretty sea blue shirt on the hugged my curves very well. And put on a pair of dressy flip flops.

I grabbed my car keys and got in my car before I started the car I grabbed my phone and typed a quick message

'Good luck tonight I will be cheering you on ~R'

I started the car and adjusted the radio station and just as I was about to pull out I heard my phone go off so I checked it real quick

'Thanks I always race better when I know you're watching me'

'I always watch when you race'

'Even when you are there with Zach' I rolled my eyes at his machoness

'I always make sure you have a safe race'

'I miss you…'

'We can talk after your race' I couldn't bring myself to say I love you too

'I love you'

And I didn't reply to that. I just backed up and drove to the tracks

When I got there I didn't see my mom at first but I saw Emmett's mom

"Rose dear, how are you doing?" she asked so kindly as if she was my own mother. She was also holding Nathan. He was about 5 and a half months now. He was big for his age but I mean Emmett is his dad so I'm not surprised as he has gotten older he looks more and more like his daddy.

"I'm ok" I said still looking at Nathan

"You know rose my arms are killing me, would you mind holding him?" she asked with a smile on her face

"O…ok" I said and slowly she handed me the baby. He was gorgeous as always. As soon as he came to me I could see him look back at his grandma almost looking like he was going to cry, I panicked so I started talking to him, "you are a handsome boy huh? Yes you are! Yes you are!" as I was talking to him I saw him starting to smirk up at him and now he was in a full blown smile.

"Ah he loves girls, but boys it takes him a while to warm up to." She said smirking at the baby "just like his father was"

"Just like his father is" I say with a laugh and she joined in

"Your right, why don't you sit with me today, I'll be all alone in the box. "

"Sure I would love to" I say as we walk up to her box

I was looking through the glass and saw my father's car and mom was standing outside of it, I watched as she leaned down and kissed my dad. If my mom could forgive my dad I know I can forgive Emmett, it may take me a little while but I will forgive him. And maybe we could be a family … all three of us.

The race flew by, only one accident Emmett came in 3rd my father came in 1st and Carlisle came in 2nd. When I went to meet them I was still holding the baby.

"Hi rose," Emmett said "I see you got my little baby" he said in a baby voice getting face to face with the mini Emmett in my arms. He put his arms out for him and I started to hand him over but Nathan let out a blood curtiling cry. I pulled him back to me and he stopped. We tried again and the same thing happened.

"Well I see someone has chosen a favorite. Over your own father." He said in mock hurt, then he leaned down to him and said in a loud whisper that I could hear "it's ok I would pick her too."

I could help the grin that came out. He stood up put his arm around my back and pulled me close to him. But he was mindful of the baby. "I love you rose and if it takes all our lives for you to trust me again I will wait. I promise" he said staring right into my eyes. And quickly before I could respond he pulled me close and kissed my lips gently. He stopped for a second only to breathe out "I love you baby and I will fight for you" then kissed me again.

Ok so let me clear some stuff up.

Tim and Cara Rose were dating; Tim was drunk and slept with Cara Rose's best friend Kathryn. Kathryn had Lydia and later married Mike Brandon (Tim's best friend) however Tim still sees Lydia a lot just a lot of people don't know about the situation.

Hoped you liked the new chapter. Review please!